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the kindle i read aemond targaryen fics on 💅

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hellooooooo

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the post breakup retail therapy goes crazy

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okay life update cause i’ve been MIA for ages cause i went back to the psych ward and am now going through my first break up. i have probably cried in the car like fifteen thousand times and totally listened to drivers license driving past his street. but on a more positive note, food porn. so good.

my mom and i did major retail therapy on friday after we broke up. i found this adorable skirt at urban. it’s giving sabrina carpenter. it also has shorts built into it so all the fun and no risk.

and a girls trip to target after i told my best friend everything that happened in the past week.

enjoy the spam from my life recently 🫶🏻 i’m sure as i have more free time and begin to heal, i will be back here writing sometime soon.

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used the amazon gift card i got as payment for a mental illness research study to buy a vibrator so i don’t have the urge to go to my ex’s house during no contact - a song by lana del rey

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That’s so real of you to text him, but I saw something on TikTok that helped me when I was in the trenches. It was to change the name of a contact that has you blocked to your ex’s name or nickname (different from whatever you already have saved) and text it whenever you want with being completely honest and raw. They obviously won’t respond because you’re blocked and it’s not like the ex would respond with anything that would be less painful (if at all) so it’s a win all around kind of. Disclaimer: symptoms include it still hurting and being sad until you are completely over it, but at least you won’t be texting him him.

we had a really mutual, healthy breakup so after i texted him saturday we had a really good conversation that honestly gave me some closure, and it ended with me asking him to block my number until june to maintain no contact. so, i’ve just been satisfying the urge to text him really honestly by doing that, and if the messages go through once i’m unblocked i have no reservations about it because he’s literally so kind and understanding. it was just bad timing :( we both separately came to the conclusion of ending things on the same day without knowing it until we said we should talk. but thank you! that idea is genius, and texting his blocked number is really helping me rn.

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less than 24 hours after break up and i already texted him that i miss him 🤪 but here’s some accidental risqué pics i took today

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Sending you big and plentiful hugs gorgeous. You better take care of yourself cause I would do it if I could 😠😠💕💕 loves you 🫶🫶🫶

thank you pookie 🥺

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just broke up w my bf

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hotd coming back the day after my birthday they did it for me 🥹

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thank you so much for featuring tokens 🫶🏻

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the face cards were absurd

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i can fix him (no really i can)

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ANAKIN SKYWALKER/DARTH VADER + THE KUBRICK STARE

#if looks could k*ll

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no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while i gasp for

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In my thoughts and prayers bestie🙏🏻🕯

just had my first three hour anatomy and physiology lecture today

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The “studying zombie” is so real of you. Literally same.

i start my classes today 😭😭 pray for me