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"Why don't you just...*blahblahblahblahblah*"...

ADHD is a disability. I know this. Nobody else around me does. When I say I can't do something, I don't need tips, I don't need encouragement, I need you to believe me. I need just one person to believe that I'm not lying when I say I am unable to do something because of my literal developmental disability. No more "just push through", no more "try harder", no more "I did it and you can too", because I am absolutely sure that in this moment I am unable to fucking do it! Please believe me for once. Please.

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It feels like there is a hole in my chest when I'm separated from anyone I become too close to. There is this fear that they won't want to see me again and that they mean much more to me than I do to them. Sometimes these thoughts mess up the entire relationship, but I dont know how to stop them. I hate this.

#fearfulavoidant #fearofabandonment #insecureattachment

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💜💜💜

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Swimsuit collages 💜🌙💦

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When you lose the person you talk to about everything if feels like you'll never feel that close to anyone again.

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Last Goodbye. (Poem)

Another loved one gone.

Another last goodbye.

The final time you’ll hear them speak.

No way to ask them why.

Stacking grief like jenga blocks,

What point will it fall down?

There’s so much weight upon my chest,

At some point I will drown.

You saw me come to life,

I had to watch you slip away.

I never got to speak to you,

I had so much left to say.

It’s just that I will miss you,

And I’ll love you till I die.

And if I could just change one thing,

It would be our last goodbye.

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#beauty

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“So please ask yourself: What would I do if I weren’t afraid? And then go do it.”

— Sheryl Sandberg (via perfeqt)

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I keep thinking how much it took for me to get where I am... How every step I took was like walking on glass to a destination I never wanted to go and how unhappy I still am after reaching these old expectations. No time to celebrate wins, because the race never ends.

I will never be enough and, honestly, I am so fucking tired.

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#waiting #wishing #hoping #disappointment #despair #alone

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grief, i’ve learned, is really just love. it’s all the love you want to give but cannot. all that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and the hollow part of your chest. grief is just love with no place to go.

-1:25am

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