I’m fucking coughing my internal organs out and my nose bleeding and my bf could not give a shit about it. I was silent cuz I was holding back tears realizing just how he really just don’t care THAT much and he just thought I was sleepy and left me. What sin has I commit to summoned this man…
I’d rather have him raging at me for things I never do and that are out of my control rather than for him to leave me. I’d rather have him shouting at me than going silent at me. I’d rather have him make me cry again, I’d be okay if he make me cry again. I’d rather have him hurt me again and say he’s sorry then hurt me again then he’d apologize again.