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“I never call your name, but you are in me like the song in the nightingale’s throat even when it’s not singing.”

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Dulce María Loynaz, Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems; “Poema LVII” (tr. James O’Connor)

(Original: No te nombro; pero estás en mí como la música en la garganta del ruiseñor aunque no esté cantando.)

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my feet ache

i keep stepping on glass shards

of myself

from when you beat me

till i cracked and chipped

(where are the large pieces that you took for yourself?)

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“I don’t know how to love without using my whole heart. I don’t know what its like to love someone halfway. I practice giving love in the same way I’d like to receive it.”

— Reyna Biddy

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“There is something so terrible about the way that I love you… I love you in crashing waves and unexpected passion. I love you in aches and paine and mood swings and distance and doing my best not to care. I love you awfully, I love you terribly and horribly and I am trying to not love at all.”

— Emma Workman

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“The most intimate thing we can do is to allow people we love most to see us at our worst. At our lowest. At our weakest. True intimacy happens when nothing is perfect.”

— Amy Harmon

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“There is a place in the heart that will never be filled, a space, and even during the best moments and the greatest times we will know it. We will know it more than ever. There is a place in the heart that will never be filled and we will wait and wait in that space”

— Charles Bukowski

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| creampie dubcon | ft. shinsô hitoshi

warnings― dubcon, dirty talk, vagina owner reader.

mara speaks― a lovely anon requested this & the concept was too good to ignore, i’ve saved the sweet message they sent me with it and it makes me smile everytime I check it again. 

[ remember that feedback keeps writer motivated ;D ]

― The first time it happens is accidental, he’s just too caught up in the moment to pull out before he comes and he’s genuinely sorry about it. You can feel the warmness of his capitulation swelling your insides and he pulls out after finally coming from his high, the stickiness of his emission comes running down your inner thighs.

― And Shinso is … mesmerized. Knowing that you’re so full of him ignites something inside his brain and he can’t help but want to see you like that again. He only has to convince you to let him do it again, or maybe he can just get away with it again…

― This time he’ll pull out in time or so he promises, he tells you to please let him do it without a condom and he definitely will pull out again. He gives that reassuring look that warms your heart and honestly you’re too desperate to feel his member go into your slick channel that you nod hesitantly for a second before sighing in relief as you feel him stretch your walls around his thick hardness.

― His lips are latching onto your neck and his hands are clutching into the soft skin of your tights, your legs spread open as he sets a brutal pace that has you clinging to his arms. You look so good like this, and with every thrust into your sex he can feel himself getting closer and closer and he can’t help but think how pretty you’d look like that other time.

― You’d like to say that you’re completely mad at him, but there’s something about being so full of his come and the feeling of it warmly coming out of your hole. Maybe you’re starting to lose it, maybe you’re just too in love with Shinso to care.

― “It suits you.” he mutters, the side of his face resting against the supple flesh of your leg, his face closely observing your convulsing pussy pushing some of his sperm outside. You feel so exposed and debauched that when Shinso puts his fingers inside you to keep it from leaking out you can only manage to quietly whimper.

You try to yank away the firm hold of your wrists around his hands, you’re sitting over his lap and can feel the slap of his balls against your wet core  as he pulls you down onto his hardness, your walls are clenching cause his head is hitting you just in the right place and you’re beginning to see white.

Your hardened nipples rub against his own bare torso and you can feel him getting close inside of you. “Please, Shinso, please, don’t…”

He muffles your whines with a rough, sloppy kiss and then you feel the pad of his thumb pressing against your engorged clit. You mewl and shake in his hold but you can’t help the hot spasms running through your body, your walls clench around his cock and you can feel how you’re sucking every drop of his warm capitulation with the strength of your orgasm.

“I think you didn’t really want me to pull out Y/N-chan, look how you milked me dry”. His voice is coming in an almost sore tone, eyes fogged with pleasure, sweat running down his neck as you continue to convulse against him. “I think you like knowing that you’re full of me”.

He looks down at the joint of your bodies, a sense of pride inside his chest as he watches his warm, white release trying to escape from your abused pussy. He flicks your clit between his thumb and index one more time before adding; “I think you like knowing how much of a mess you are because of me”.

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لو تغِيب شوي، توحشني كثير

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#Dubai #Sunset 🌅

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I’ll be dead soon

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90s kid problems:

finally developing carpal tunnel