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Being pregnant is actually really lonely sometimes

Or Maybe it’s the absolute lack of alcohol and cigarettes for the last month and half fucking with my head

Or maybe it’s just my stupid bipolar brain and all the hormones

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guide 4 teens

tell the cops nothing

tell the paramedics everything

ur eyebrows are fine

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i just want my dad back yo

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in batman 2022 bruce wayne's parents were killed in 2001 he would have been like 10? i think. the black parade was released in 2006 when he would have been ambiguously high school aged and obviously very emo and unpopular. what i'm saying here is that i think battinson heard the lyrics "when i was a young boy my father took me into the city to see a marching band he said son when you grow up will you be the savior of the broken, the beaten, and the damned" and decided to become batman then and there.

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Bro i’m so fucking sad This is the worst depression I’ve ever gone through and it’s lasting so fucking long

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MY MIND IS HERE.

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I feel like i’m starting to spiral

Not back to my old ways

A more difficult path

For once I don’t want to die

I just simply don’t want to exist

I’d almost rather want to die

It seems like at least there is a way out

I wish I never happened

I wish I was never a burden

I wish I didn’t fucking feel like this

Throwing up everything to be skinnier

It’s my new addiction

I want to feel perfect

I want to feel wanted

I want to be seen

I want someone to love me

I’m having such a hard time

I just want to hide away

I can’t help but sleep all day

Avoid the glares and the questioning

Everyone thinking one thing

When it’s really the other

I almost wish I was on drugs again

It was easier than dealing with this sober

I don’t even crave them anymore

I barely even smoke as much

Sobriety is hard when your sick

My head hasn’t been right in so long

One person at a time leaving

I’ve been so alone for so long

I can’t let anyone in

I’m losing connection to myself

And I only live in my brain

My stupid broken brain

Self sabotaging broken piece of shit

But don’t let anyone know

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I want to fall asleep under the stars and never wake up again

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Boys are confusing 🥴🥵

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I don’t want to die

I just don’t want to exist

I wish I was nothing

Because I feel like nothing

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Hey dad you tryna pay for this shit orrrrr?

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