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1 year and 3 months post op

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1 week post op! Still pretty swollen

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Some updates from the past year;

Got fired, dropped out of college, went to culinary school, hit two years on T, am graduating in a week, getting top surgery in two weeks and am starting a new job at a sick vegan bakery after I recover from top

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✨ Big Gay Energy ✨

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yall hear about fucking hb2796

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These are a year apart, wild.

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Dysphoria sucks, I've got all this nice fashionable clothes ive bough over the years but I can't bring myself to go out wearing anything other than jeans and a black shirt. I feel like everything makes my body look to feminine, too soft, too curvy.gross. :-(

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Did my first T shot yesterday, i thought I would hesitate doing a self injection but I was fine. The only bit that hurt was removing the band-aid later that day. I was on gel for about 10.5 months but then had some issues w my insurance so switched to subq shots after being off of T completely for a month. Next week I do my shot in front of the nurses one more time and hopefully get cleared to do my own at home.

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I got a defective 5" soft uncut packer from reelmagik and I'm in love. It's so comfortable to pack with despite being so large. It's honestly easier to pack with than some some of my smaller stps.

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[left] 9 months on T [right] preT

While I might not look different immediately, I feel different. I have happy trail, my legs, thighs, and ass are incredibly hairy, my voice is a lil deeper, and Ive got an adams apple and some whispy boys growing on my face and on my hands which is pretty amazing considering how hairless I was. Hrt isn’t the be all end all of someone’s transition, but to me personally it’s brought me a sense of peace that I’ve never had but always needed. I’m still dysphoric and some days are worse than others but I’m better now than I was before and for once I’m hopeful for my future.

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Ezp Natural

Ive had it for less than a week and I'm already in love. The pictures on the site don't do it justice and it packs so perfect mannnnn, like I was skeptical about the transthetics hype but like so far it's totally living up to it

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can I get uhhhhhhhh…. a flat chest

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I'm the most dysphoric in class, I'm surrounded by guys my age and I look like a middleschooler

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I'm so glad I have an Stp that works for me. Im getting less and less anxious using the mens room

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5 month

My thighs are SO hairy! It's great :)

I feel like I don't pass much, but I don't really get misgendered by strangers anymore, so maybe I'm just being hard on myself. My voice is finally dropping which is nice.

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Yesterday Vs My sophomore year of high school

never lose hope 🤘

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I did it!

I actually walked into the men’s bathroom. Unfortunately it was so disgusting that I couldn't pee. But it’s a step in the right direction