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if i could have read this that night. thank god my brother got to me before i did anything. please, reblog to save someone you know. and if you're thinking about taking your life, please reach out, rethink. 

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

[saffyfan]

First of all, she didn’t literally try to drown Emily. She let her up for air so stop being so dramatic. Second of all, Paige apologized sincerely and has never done anything like it since.

Most importantly is your ONLY argument against Paige something that happened in season...

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PAILY ALWAYS PREVAILS!

Fun fact: the photo of Lindsey and Shay have the most likes on one photo then any other photo on the official PLL account. :)

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1x10 // 2x10

Cosima hugging her clone sisters

(Also, matching red coats, and Cosima’s adorable double eyeblink thing!!!)

*faints*

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so i should marry Paige. mm not a bad idea. 

marry someone who makes you smile like a kid on christmas morning EVERY TIME YOU SEE HIM.

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substitute "heartbreaker" for "duck" and that's as real as it gets. 

PLL Rewatch: There’s No Place Like Homecoming [1x06]

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yes. there's a huge difference between a closeted lesbian being terrified as fuck (raise your hand if you've been there) and a girl who plays with your heartstrings for fun and rips them out after she's bored. and there's a huge difference between said lesbian coming out for the sake of love and living her life based on that love and said girl coming back to repeat the game she's played only too many times before. 

Emison shippers are so abrasive. They're all like "OMG Paige tried to drown Emily" and that's seriously their only defense as to why they don't like the two of them together. It should be like "OMG Ali manipulated Emily and her feelings for years in order to subjugate her for her own personal use." That's far more devastating than a five second dunk when Emily is a seasoned swimmer who is trained to hold her breath. Paige has grown so much from first season, people should cut her some slack.

Paige is bae

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Dude tbh Lindsey Shaw is looking buff as hell this season and I'm sure not complaining. You know what I mean? Her arms! GAAAHHHH.

I love her

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*clears throat* PAIGE ahem

[jokes about being in love with a character] [is actually serious] [and not joking] [in any way] [at all]

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Paige's eye game is on point

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a thousand yeses. Emily slapping Alison would be a great scene.

Am I the only one who can't wait until Emily becomes as done with Alison's bullshit as Hanna is?

yesssss

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not to mention Emily's love confession to Paige just this last episode...

To the anon who said Emily has always and only loved Alison. That's not true. Emily loved Maya, and Emily has told Paige repeatedly that she loves her. Emily may love Alison but you can love more than one person too, it doesn't diminish what you feel.

exactly

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and sidenote for the Paily haters out there: did it ever occur to you that Paige has done nothing that wasn't out of love for Emily? did it ever occur to you that you dedicate so much of your precious time hating on a couple that has inspired and continues to bring hope to a whole generation of young girls in Paige's shoes, whether they are in the Season 1 or the Season 5 of their journey? you are fighting love with hate, hope with ugliness. funny: you sound just like Season 1-4 Alison. and if shippers reflect the people they ship, then Ali hasn't changed at all. if you dislike Paily then don't look at Paily stuff. there will always be enough love for our ship to overwhelm your hatred, so give up your futile fight. let us make peace, love, and brownies. 

I went to bed last night thinking about Pretty Little Liars. Normally, this is not a bad thing, but the past two nights, I’ve went to bed terribly frustrated with the show in general. Yesterday, after reading the cavalier attitude of Marlene King about how she feels confident that Ezra can be...

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*swoon*

I obviously had no choice. This is the most perfect picture I think we could ever ask for. Definitely worth the wait. And it makes a very nice phone wallpaper lol :)