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So a bitch weighed herself for the first time in weeks and i lost .3!

Obviously not enough but holy fuck I swore I gained like 5 lbs

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HEY !

A weight loss Tumblr spell post? Why not, I’ve seen so many of these in the past couple days. I haven’t reblogged any due to my superstitions, so I thought I’d “reblog” my own.

LIKE THIS to not binge and purge for 2 weeks. REBLOG THIS to not b/p for 2 weeks, AND lose 5+ pounds in those 2 weeks.

✨💖 BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. KEEP YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS, DON’T GAIN IT ALL BACK AFTER THIS. 💖✨

Something I heard someone say: if you want it enough, you’ll do what it takes to get it.

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☀⭐🌙 by the sun and stars and moon, help me to be skinny soon 🌙⭐☀

weight loss spell; likes charge, reblogs cast!

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Punctuation and grammar in this post isn’t going to be good because I have no energy to edit it. Hopefully you’re not reading it though

so today I need a total of about 1530 cal and obviously it’s not ideal I burned 200 of those calories off well actually 200 cal and some change but still obviously I went over with thousand which is my goal and I didn’t really work out today cause I didn’t have time too do that and work out with my friend, I mean not work out but like hang out with my friend. my fitness pal did tell me though that and five weeks I’ll be down to a 10 pound loss so that’s like 128 pounds from you because I am fuck I’m like 100 I’m almost 140 something pounds and that’s fucking crazy but I made a promise to myself last night that I would lose the way because I’m so tired of hearing the way I look and especially my body I can get over my face sometimes but my body is it irks me and I can’t even look at all of it in the mirror at once because it’s so disgusting but I’m gonna fix it and I’m Going to look like all of the girls I see in my school and all the girls I see online and I’ll finally feel like everyone tells me I am.

I know that sounds conceited because it’s like no one has ever told me that I’m ugly and I’m not beautiful but it’s just this intense thought in my head that they’re all lying to me and I can’t not believe myself because that just drives me into insanity so I’d rather just lose a whole bunch of weight and be like 100 pounds 110 at the max which I understand is under but I really don’t give a fuck at this point I just want to be happy.

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Alright...

Picture is the first day, went over but did Chloe Ting workout.

I felt extremely weak and honestly it was humiliating because I’m supposed to be a dancer here I am 139.1 pounds and all the other girls on my team are like just barely breaking 100 110 if they’re muscular but even then they’re still tiny and so I’m making a promise to myself.

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I've never retweeted something quicker in my life

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reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

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Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.

yessssssss pleaseeeeeeeeeee its funnyyyyyyy and entertaininggggggg do it mroeeeeeeeee 

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Literally. I don’t give a fuck about guys. For one i’m gay and secondly, I want to just look at myself and think damn i’m hot as fuck

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reasons not to eat ❀

i can wear big sweaters when it’s hot and not be warm

i can wear platform boots and looks like all the outfit inspos i see 

my thighs won’t inflate when i sit

i never have to be embarrassing of eating

my parents (or anybody) never has to tell me to “slow down on the snacks”

i can make all the girls at school jealous

i wear crop tops without worry of my stomach looking fat

my breasts actually stick out further than my stomach 

i can be someone’s thinspo

i can gain self-control

my fingers look dainty instead of clunky and weird

i can see my bones without having to stretch

people can pick me up really, really easily

i can be skinnier than my skinniest friend

i can wear a bikini without feeling self-conscious

i can wear long sleeves to cover scars and not feel hot

he will finally like me

people will become concerned

every bite i don’t eat is one step closer to my ugw

for not feeling like shit when i eat

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Me: *eats the proper amount of calories*

Ed: congratulations on your binge bitch

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Going to lose 30lbs by my birthday :)

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romanticizing mental illness is dangerous and misleading

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same