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[sambamart]

i know this account may be dead but i have not gotten over your fic and doubt i ever will. full disclosure this has given me so much creative prospects and ideas i will never shut up

NOT DEAD JUST HIBERNATING DEEPLY

Seriously tho, you are my most special person right now, I don't think you'll ever understand just how special. I'm glad you loved the story and that you won't get over it bc that means I have totally accomplished what I meant to do by affecting my readers.

Pls don't ever shut up and I'd absolutely love to see whatever creative seeds I have sprouted in your head bc your art is LOVELY. You have super talent, omg, I'm so impressed. I haven't picked up a pencil in AGES bc my head hasn't been on straight in so long but you sure make me want to. I feel so inspired by looking at your work, I haven't done any proper drawing in so long. The last thing I did doesn't count really bc it's more design work bc I'm trying to get my stationary business up and going. I MISS people and pencil art.

I ramble, idk if you've figured it out yet

Also I love all for the game too so now I love you even more. I wanted to do a crossover fic with Joseph (alive obvs) but idk if I should give it a shot. I haven't written in so long also bc of my screwy headspace.

It's so nice talking to someone again about fics. I've missed this.

Sorry I'm totally whack

[sambamart]

Have a tiny friend to keep you company!

$2

Each animal is approximately 2" tall x 1.75" wideCurrent animals are lion, goldfish, bee, and penguin. More will be added soon!

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[sambamart]

IMPORTANT UPDATE!

I'm starting an army of tiny crocheted birds because I hate saying no to people and I love tiny birds.

Thanks to @theyarnsmith for the absolutely epic mamma bird and for the free angry chicken who I'm just obsessed with!

[sambamart]

Meet the classiest raccoon in town! $25

Approximately 12" tall x 9" length x 3.5" wide Height includes ears Can stand only if the tail is tilted just right

Yarn or safety eyes

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[sambamart]

I think the fandom inflates Kavinsky's bad behavior as a whole and he isn't as awful as people say. I read the books again recently and I admittedly used to hate him but on a reread, I realized I was influenced by how the characters felt about him and not his actual personality. He's a classic fuckboy but he's really not as bad as people claim 🙈

I agree, I agree. He's does some fucked up shit but this book also contains real life hitmen and murderers. I don't know, I think Kavinsky cracking a your mom joke is pretty low on the shitty behavior scale. I don't excuse him by any means, boy's got issues and definitely did some Shit at the end, but yeah, I don't think he deserves as much hate as he gets. For one thing, he's one of the funniest characters in the entire series. Secondly, he's one of the most interesting characters in the series. So many good one liners. Kavinsky was a legend 😔✊

[sambamart]

real talk, can we discuss how people villify Joseph Kavinsky and hate him to such a degree, it actually makes me 😬 because it really shows how some people view addicts and people with mental illness

[sambamart]

we always talk about Ronan's catholic guilt™ but Kavinsky was the son of a Bulgarian mobster which means he was probably raised orthodox christian which is waaaay, way worse

he was a walking ball of self hatred and unhinged feral tendencies for a reason

[sambamart]

Why did no one tell me it's of fucking course. I just thought it was of course lol

im sorry but no matter what i will never use "ofc" to mean "of fucking course". its "ofcourse". obviously.

[sambamart]

the kavinsky vs gansey thing is so funny bc like. gansey is cannonicly tiny. he’s fun sized. and kavinsky just gives off tall guy energy. really tall guy, taller than ronan energy. so like. they both have to crane their necks to look at each other and kavinsky is towering over gansey and and i can’t take their hatred seriously when gansey is wearing boat shoes and fucking polo shirts and kavinsky is wearing white tank tops and probably baggy jeans because that was kinda seen as cooler and it’s just so funny.... conclusion: they both look like they would get beat up in the back of a Wendy’s for different reasons and their height difference is comical, therefore they would look stupid having a verbal fight

[sambamart]

I've seen people argue that Kavinsky's redemption wasn't necessary to the story. But you know what also wasn't necessary? Writing a mentally ill teenager who also suffers from substance abuse and making his life disposable because he's not the right kind of traumatised. Not just making his life disposable but making that fact a plot point for another character's development. Also not necessary: writing a mentally ill teenager who also suffers from substance abuse commit suicide then literally having no further conversation about it. God, I feel like this isn't acknowledged enough. Kavinsky kills himself and it doesn't matter. He very publicly commits suicide and it's absolutely horrific actually. But there's no larger conversation about it. He's just dead. 

I just think that dismissing people (especially people who live with incredibly stigmatised disorders) who have genuine concerns about how Kavinsky's character was handled, and who it genuinely had a negative impact on, is simply not the way to go here. There needs to be a serious discussion (and not just in this fandom) about the ways in which people (teenagers especially) with 'less palatable' mental health issues are demonised and how this rhetoric that they are 'unfixable' or that they 'don't matter' actually directly impacts their ability to get the help they need.

[sambamart]

one day hell will catch up with me

[sambamart]

one day hell will catch up with me

[sambamart]

Crochet Rabbit Amigurumi - $12

Approximately 4″ h x 4.5″ l x 2″ w

(Height includes ears)

Color choices available

Yarn eyes only

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Pattern by Sara

[sambamart]

Cluck it up with a new hen friend! 

$28 for set. $18 for hen only

Hen is approximately 5.75" tall x 4" x 4"

Nest is approximately 1.25" tall x 4.25" x 4.25"

Eggs are approximately 2.25" tall x 1.75"

Hen can be purchased alone or as a set with the nest and three eggs. Eggs come in three colors - white, blue, or brown

Now on Etsy!

[sambamart]

list of favorite things as a fanfic author:

When someone is really freaking mad at me for inducing an emotional response from them

when readers give me a background of how/when they read my writing

when readers give me a background of why they shouldn’t have been reading my writing (usually while at work)

when readers quote my work back to me in comments

the frickin’ real heroes here, the ones who comment on every chapter of an ongoing multi-chapter fic

[sambamart]

My writer brain: Write something

Me: Which wip?

My writer brain: None of them.

Me: Do you have a new wip idea?

My writer brain: No

Me: Then what am I supposed to write?

My writer brain: Write something

[sambamart]

the world’s a nightmare