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YEHEHEHEHEHEHEHESSSSS

WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME ABOUT JACQUES PIERROT I LOVE HIM SM

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WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME ABOUT JACQUES PIERROT I LOVE HIM SM

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Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

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[OC X CANON APPRECIATION POST! 🩷✨]

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE AND SUPPORT OC X CANON!!

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A SMALL MAX JAGERMAN ANALYSIS

NPMD SPOILERS + MENTIONS OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT

— IT'S FAIRLY OBVIOUS THAT MAX WAS A BULLY. I am in no way trying to excuse his actions, but I think there are definitely reasons for why he acts like this.

It's no secret that his home life isn't the best. While he doesn't outwardly say it, certain lines point to his father not being the best man.

Right before he dies, he mentions his dad, and while I don't remember exactly what he said, he does bring up the fact that if he went home scared, his father would call him a "cuck" again.

After the prank he has a rare moment of calmness, stating that the prank was the "nicest thing anyone's ever done for him." That's pretty sad considering that prank was meant to teach him a lesson.

I don't exactly think he'd be close friends with the losers right away, even if he didn't die. The most realistic we could without him completely forgetting about their "kindness" is him leaving them alone, but still terrorizing the rest of the school.

I feel like if he didn't die, that would've been the start to a long road to redemption, but his opportunity at making things better died with him.

He died angry, and I don't think this anger is misplaced at all. Even though they didn't kill him, Pete did mention that the house wasn't structurally sound. That isn't something you just ignore. I don't blame them fully for not remembering until it was too late, though.

Them using this house specifically is what led to Max dying, so they are at fault. Even if they didn't mean for it to end up like this, it shouldn't be crazy that he blamed them anyway. He took the prank surprisingly well, even congratulating them on how much they managed to actually scare him. When the wood finally gave out, they all just crowded around him. While there wasn't much they could do, Richie going "mission accomplished?" definitely didn't make him think this was an accident.

— HE ISN'T COMPLETELY SELFISH. Yes, he's an asshole to mostly everyone, but he's seen genuinely trying to protect Steph in the house, making her get behind him. He was horrible, but with the right guidance and a lot of therapy and counseling, he could have been better.

— HE THINKS OF HIGH SCHOOL AS HIS PEAK. He says this in the song Literal Monster, and further confirms it after he dies, saying he thought his life was over after high school. This definitely does not excuse his horrible bullying, but it offers a different perspective, his perspective. He acts this way because it's the only control he has, and will ever have in his life. He has nothing waiting for him at home, no hope for his future. It definitely sucks. Once again, maybe with proper help he could get out of this way of thinking.

All of the power he has in the school has boiled into some sort of god complex, he refers to himself as a god twice, I believe. He thinks he is above everything, a very harmful way of thinking for such a young person. Going to Hatchetfield High only fuels that. Everyone blindly listens to him, people hide and run out of fear the moment he enters a hallway, and his unprecedented amount of control weighs on them all. He gets to control who walks through what hall, who gets to date who. I feel like only a therapist and counseling could possibly help rehabilitate him at this point.

— HIS INTERACTIONS WITH GRACE ARE INTERESTING. At least, to me. I can't tell if he genuinely likes her at first, or if he just wants her because she is "forbidden fruit," as he calls it. His personality switches when she's around, and he even offers to carry her books, an action that seems innocent enough at first. This innocence quickly fades into horror as he begins to harass her, calling her a "dirty girl" and continuing even after she tells him to stop.

Grace is very blatantly not into this, and just a bit later she's seen struggling with these unwanted feelings of physical attraction. They're purely physical, I don't believe she likes Max romantically. He might have a genuine crush on her and not know how to articulate it without being a total creep, but she very clearly doesn't feel the same.

When she has to sacrifice what she cherishes the most, Max jumps at the opportunity, something that once again I can't tell is out of lust, or genuine attraction. Either way, she doesn't feel the same way. Some interpret this as non-consensual, since she agreed, but didn't exactly want it. I sort of see it that way. But yeah, I don't exactly know if he genuinely likes her. It's a bit hard to tell, at least for me.

These scenes are mostly played off as comedic, especially the scene where the two have sex. If you look at it and ignore the comedy for a moment, it's actually really, really sad. Grace didn't deserve to have to give herself up for Pete and Steph, especially since nobody ever thanks her for it? She quite literally gave up her virginity so they wouldn't have to suffer. I know some people love this ship, but I don't exactly see it. Holyghost could be very one sided on Max's end, but I doubt the two of them genuinely liking each other. Grace has rejected his advancements before, and although he is in a fantasy she has, she could just be attracted to the idea of him physically, not any other way.

If you read this far, i'm sorry if this is poorly written. I just woke up a bit ago, so I hope this makes sense.

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I cannot believe there's absolutely no way to watch free shows and movies anymore, there are too many paid streaming platforms and pirating websites have viruses and ads preventing you from watching it uninterrupted((.)) id rather follow the rules and purchase media moving forward because it is too inconvenient. Seriously, free and no ads or viruses with 1080p streaming is DEAD.

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I missed them, your honor

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Managed to piece together and figure out the background of the hatchetfield tarot cards- here’s a template if anybody wants to use it for their own hatchetfield oc’s.

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Divining the Future: The Black Tarot [The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals: Reprised! Kickstarter]

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fresh, clean no-terf version for reblogs!

Your mom and aunts aren’t on tumblr.  Please warn them about this as well. 

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No me mires con esos ojos…

I’m like a dying rat rn

Thinking abt my OC and Max again😞😞😞

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Thinking abt my OC and Max again😞😞😞

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WARNING!!!!

People, please be careful. There are also people tracking children and people and putting bids on them based on their profile pictures on whatsapp, tracking and kidnapping them. Especially young children, so please be cautious, especially parents who have their children as their profile pictures.

Please pass this on to everyone so that they are aware of the danger. I don’t how it is all around the world but I know it can’t just be here so please please spread the word. Thank you.

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Watching NMT with a friend and wondering: what the hell is Ted’s position in CCRP? Because in the TGWDLM trailer they had him in a cubicle, but in NMT they say he has an office? Are there any theories existing on this??? I’m just curious about what he does, since Paul is definitely administrative