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When someone says I love you

You are supposed to reply to that

You are supposed to say "I love you too" or "I don't love you" or anything for a fact

You are supposed to say what you feel at that moment

You are not supposed to ask "Why?"

You are not supposed to question "why do you love me?" or say "trust me you will get over it" or "you will hate me afterwards" or "don't love me you are hurting yourself"

What kind of sick shit did you grew up believing in, little child?

You can be loved because you deserve to be loved. Got that?

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It's really got me thinking

Does everyone not see that I am struggling, or is it I am too good at hiding it?

The thing is I am not even trying to hide it

I want them to see how bad I am struggling

I want them to notice

I want them to know that I am really sick

I want them to take me to a place where I can get better

I want to get better

I want them to see that I am trying, but its just not happening

I am not hiding it or faking that I am fine, but why does no one notice

I want to be found.

It really got me thinking, have i mastered the act of faking it that i don't even have to try anymore?