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#i do not PLAY about marigolds i am a fucking ride or die for this fic#i have been waiting to draw this specific scene for months and i pumped this out#anyways yeah absolutely fucking love this fic it will always be my number one genuinely#goro akechi#marigolds by colbub#persona 5#sammi's art
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this is what love is for
#drawing this made me remember how fucking much i love drawing syd#she's so so fun to draw#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#the bear fx#sammi's art
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you can take butchfemme sydcarmy out of my dead rotting hands
#this was just a mini artstyle test but they are my willing test subjects#the second concept has been in my mind for a year LMFAO i just finally executed it#sydcarmy#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#the bear fx#sammi's art
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oh yeah i'll get you the fuck out of there donna
#im in love with this scene i would marry this scene if i could#this paint study was started in sept and i finished it the other day!! YAY#carmy berzatto#richie jerimovich#the bear fx#sammi's art
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missed my pretty princesses
#quick sketch to get back into them#yeah i saw the teasers and im rewatching the show#i need to push their butchfemme agenda again#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto#the bear fx#sammi's art
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oh to have someone gently caress your scars with so much love
#back for valentine's day!!#i've been obsessed with them and this game for about a month or two#and i love this piece sm#ryan erzahler#dylan lenivy#radioheads#rylan#the quarry#sammi's art
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Sorry if this has already been discussed but its so interesting to me how lucas is seen and portrayed through the lense of the fandom. It feels like in a lot of fandom works he either has to be the antagonist or the "perfect" one and he isn't allowed to be complex, fleshed out or built upon like other characters. In some works he's either the one who's homophobic, says something wrong/hurtful or he's antagonized for his plotline and wanting to conform (for good reason) in s4. In others he's max's "perfect boyfriend", a supporting character for mike who's just there to give advice, or just a character who's there to comfort and build up others in general. These choices definitely reflect the duffers writing of lucas but it's interesting that in so many fanworks that can build upon what's given in canon and expand on existing characters he's left so flat and is either the person who does something wrong or the person that can do no wrong ever and in both cases it's usually used to uplift a different character in some way.
Despite the sub-fandom's loud proclamations of all encompassing love for Stranger Things, analyses and fanfiction highlight this love's true limit. The limit being characterization outside of facilitating or validating the desired plot point. These characters frequently end up being depicted as shallow tools for individual fantasies.
Bylr, mainly Mike, is the center of many of these fantasies. You see this in how people write Max as Mike's therapist, treating her as an expository device for Mike's trauma. You see this in how people write Will as Mike's doormat, demurely soiled by Mike's foul behavior and happy to serve again. And, you see this in how people write Lucas as the malleable everyman.
On the one hand, this behavior is a reflection of the Duffers writing. Lucas is usually kept in the periphery, supporting but not centered. The writers focus on Lucas as an individual more during his S4 conformity plot line. The issue is that his character development is due to external force rather than introspection. Instead of fleshing out Lucas' understanding of the world, the writers reiterate what we already know about Lucas. Outside of basketball, there's no new information presented about his life, his interests, his family, or himself.
What we do get is a one liner with the subtlety of a sledgehammer, a reaffirmation of his love for Max, and a violently temporary resolution to the multi-functional Jason v. Hellfire conflict. Rather than address race, the Duffers prioritize geekdom. While it maintains the show's "sensibilities," the Duffers' cowardice proves their unwillingness to challenge the status quo, whether that be creating uncomfortable situations amongst the ensemble or compelling the audience to question their own assumptions about Lucas. Of which, they have many.
On the other hand, it's not like Lucas himself is uninteresting. He's a meta-textual underdog, once reviled by the audience for being skeptical of the suspicious little white girl. Lucas was known as the "aggressive" one, despite his character's S1 motivations being laid out clearly, not breaking limbs or making eyes bleed, or getting into more than one physical fight. When people reappraised the show after S4, Lucas (especially Caleb) garnered greater appreciation. How much of that being genuine is another topic, relating to performance in fandom and online spaces.
Outside of his valuable contributions to the group, Lucas has numerous qualities that make him an excellent brother, friend, and boyfriend. He's got a keen mind, always prepared with a retort (but less so than Erica). He's skeptical, balancing out the idealists, theorists, and dreamers in his friend group. He's pragmatic, providing common sense solutions for average to larger than life problems. He's bold, willing to pursue independent action despite the danger. He's got grit, an unwavering determination in himself and his judgment. He's stubborn to the core, making him a fierce protector. He's self aware, graciously accepting his mistakes and take immediate action to do better.
It's not just those personality traits that make him endearing but his perfectly imperfect contradictions. He's one verbal blunder away from a permanent break-up with Max, however he charms his way into her good graces time and time again. He's the Hawkins High's MVP, shooting a championship winning basket during his freshman year. Meanwhile, just a year ago, he used to get a thrill through karate kicking his way through Hawkins Middle classroom doors (then getting caught). No matter how "cool" he gets, Lucas Charles Sinclair is, and will always be, a dork.
It's difficult for people to parse out these aspects of Lucas, when their primary understanding of a character is derived from said character's relationships. It's one reason why shippers struggle with grasping a character's identity and motivations. They can't see the forest for the trees.
The sub-fandom's fixation on romance is a given but, per their self-appointed high level of "media literacy," it's worth noting for hypocrisy alone. "Media literacy" apparently only applies to a single, white queer lens, of interpretation. When you have a character like Lucas, who doesn't adhere to this limited scope of skill and interest, people will either disregard him or make him conform to the their expectations.
Look at how bloggers analyzed Lucas on the Line, when they weren't making it about Mike. People had a fundamental issues understanding Lucas' relationship with his Black peer mentor, Jermaine. What they thought was sexual attraction was actually admiration. He's in awe of Jermaine, who is a cool and confident Black upperclassman in a predominantly white community. That is why he becomes Lucas' role model, giving Lucas something to aspire towards.
This isn't me saying these bloggers are racist. This is me pointing out that race wasn't even a factor on their identity issue radar. To be frank, it isn't on the Duffers' radar either.
Ultimately, fandoms are places of habit. If people can't utilize Lucas as a means to resolve Mike's issues, such as his fandom-minted trauma or romantic angst, then Lucas is relegated as set dressing. The type of set dressing includes but isn't exclusive to: a plug-and-play dynamic with Max, the queer ally relationship counselor/therapist, or the scapegoat for an intra-party conflict.
While the first two are dull but harmless, the latter leads to some insidious scenarios, such as Lucas being cast as the homophobic party member. Lucas being homophobic is founded on assumption, not text! If you need to look for a homophobe-in-training, please look at repressed Mike Wheeler.
Lucas can't even catch a break when he's not being depicted as a homophobe. In an effort to minimize the collateral of Mike and El's break-up, as well as appease El stans, shippers paired up Max and El. Ironically, Lucas becomes a form of collateral himself. The only difference is that, unlike a single El, shippers can live with the fallout of him third wheeling his throuple or rationalizing Max's "amicable" break up with Lucas after the events of S4 and S5.
As I said in another post, it's never about Lucas. It's about what he can do for you.
#i really fucking adore this write up it deserves an award#i wish i finished my lucas character sheet in my apoc au because one of the things i was really looking forward to#was being able to write ab ALL of the party members as full characters and not just the relationships they're in#when lucas on the line came out a few years ago i also thought of the queerness aspect until i was corrected#that feeling of seeing someone your race being so confident in their skin that you can't help but envy them is so relatable#even just being a rare seasian in a predominantly east + south asian american high school LMFAO#also you hit the nail on the head with the “media literacy” thing yet ignoring every other aspect of the show except for the queerness#yes im a gay ass english major so things like this do annoy me from time to time LMFAO#there's a fine balance between analyzing a show in its entirety and only analyzing a ship which i noticed a few of the fandoms im in do#if your only investment is within a ship it narrows down so many theories bc you won't be able to comprehend the narrative to its fullest#ofc you can have your fave ships and fave characters but you will fundamentally misunderstand and underappreciate many other things that go#into a show if you are only looking at one thing that isn't the only core part of the narrative#case in point: lucas sinclair who is more than a vessel for the white characters he's surrounded by#want to add that lucas as a character in a predominantly white town is extremely important and you can't erase that in a story#to ignore his race completely save for a few racist remarks from a couple other characters just feels so lazy#it shows how much the duffer bros really thought about lucas as a character bc they never really touch upon his blackness like you said#stranger things#lucas sinclair#sammi speaks
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Just watched this show, I think these two should kiss
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PAUSE we're about to get this for the second time since they always disappoint!
i hate when a sequel is so disassociated from its predecessors that it's basically its own thing at that point
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chloe price... a free spirit... the one that lost three separate people within the game yet held onto them for so long because of her severe attachment issues.... THAT chloe price...
#i don't even fw lis1 like that but even i know that this is an insane disservice to every fucking character in that game#you mean to tell me she kept putting up rachel's posters for so long and clung to max even after she ghosted her for years#and tell me she's a “free spirit” chloe the one who is trapped by fate#yeah fuck decknine fr pray to god that they don't TOUCH my boys in lis2#they aren't profitable so i think we're SAFE#tc was terrible minus alex and i can tell that de is gonna be ass but ig we'll see? hm.#sammi speaks
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Happy international lesbian day to her <3
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@gingergofastboatsmojito sorry i currently have to do my coursework so i can't ss it rn but respectfully, tina flat out correcting carmy when he calls the fridge guy "tony" to "terry" during his breakdown is not just some random thing they put in 😭😭 terry is a name that was already used in the season, and if they really wanted to they could've changed it - there was no reason for them to just have tina CORRECT him again after he called him tony just to drive the point in. we already have that the episode prior, where both sydney and nat were confused on what the name was. i'll edit my rb to include it but look for it around 28 minutes of e10 since i can't ss it rn
definitely one of the best things the bear has done was equate claire to chef david and sydney to chef terry bc it makes it so much more obvious where they're going to go with the story - even though claire and syd have "ambiguous" roles of who is better in carmy's life (even if it's extremely obvious to us who is), the juxtaposition btwn chef david and chef terry is so stark and obvious to everyone about who's better it's not even funny 😭
they even gave sydney and chef terry matching headbands btw LMAO
the fact that they also had the guy who physically got carmy out of the fridge be named terry as well, while chef terry's talk to him in s3e10 was what got him partially out of the fridge mentally is... wild to say the least. making the conscious effort to name the characters like that was definitely a choice
also sydney waiting for him by the door after he got out when claire left while he was still in it? that's some delicious storytelling right there
#trust my analysis of stranger things and their constant usage of certain names will prevail 😭😭#thats literally the only reason why i was able to catch both of them being called terry at the very least LMFAO#i mean you can say there isn't a parallel? but that is a very particular name that they used to call the fridge guy#when there was already a character called that in the same season#sammi's brain was used
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was going off of the fact that tina said the fridge guy’s name was terry in the last episode btw - in a story where a lot was contingent on the fridge and the fridge guy, it makes much more sense for the real name of him to be revealed in the last act. sydney and nat weren’t completely sure of the guy’s name either so i wouldn’t take the note as a sure fact @gingergofastboatsmojito
definitely one of the best things the bear has done was equate claire to chef david and sydney to chef terry bc it makes it so much more obvious where they're going to go with the story - even though claire and syd have "ambiguous" roles of who is better in carmy's life (even if it's extremely obvious to us who is), the juxtaposition btwn chef david and chef terry is so stark and obvious to everyone about who's better it's not even funny 😭
they even gave sydney and chef terry matching headbands btw LMAO
the fact that they also had the guy who physically got carmy out of the fridge be named terry as well, while chef terry's talk to him in s3e10 was what got him partially out of the fridge mentally is... wild to say the least. making the conscious effort to name the characters like that was definitely a choice
also sydney waiting for him by the door after he got out when claire left while he was still in it? that's some delicious storytelling right there
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H,,ey Sean,,,, Mind waking up there buddy,,,, ???
#i ate this UP back then and i'm still eating it now UGHHHH#SO FUCKING GOOD#will prob make a painting inspired by this because HOO i love the concept w the wolf spirit#life is strange 2#sean diaz#art rb <3
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i hate when a sequel is so disassociated from its predecessors that it's basically its own thing at that point
#this is about a certain entry in a certain game franchise#perhaps it is the third game and it includes colors#anyways the fuck you mean comfort game girl fuck that gimme some gut wrenching shit#barely any animal symbolism bland art direction boring murder mystery#mid story mid twist mid choices mid ideas and mid ending just MID all around#lis game my ass dude free alex#sammi speaks
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i want my art style to be five million things at once its tearing me APART
#>this plus the prev tags are still relevant today#excuse me while i ditch my art account for a while to solely focus on daily paint studies i apologize 💀💀#love my lineart but i'm fully fed up with my lack of color cohesion and i need to fix it#this was partially spurred by lis2 that stupid ass game always sparks my want to improve my own art#sammi speaks
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drew this ab a month ago but i still think it's cute
#my first thought after i finished drawing highschool carmy was “wow this is the most lesbian he's ever looked”#i'd say they are prob like 17 and 32 in this drawing maybe#idk man i miss them so bad when are the cousins coming back :(#carmy berzatto#richie jerimovich#the bear fx#sammi's art
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