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Your perspective can change everything.

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And what would I say to a younger version of me?

So, girl, don’t be so good. Don’t love so hard, you need to protect yourself. Being careful isn’t being selfish.

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I’ve experimented how life is without you. And I learned. You can’t care too much with who doesn’t care to you the same way.

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Tem dias que eu não aguento mais…

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“Às vezes,

a gente precisa se perder

para se achar

novamente.”

C.

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Ter ansiedade é viver em contagem regressiva.

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Last few weeks i’ve been broken and unfilled. My hole body was. I’m still trying to recompose. It’s hard. My life is a complete messy. See how could be a life without you is so hurting like a shoot in my chest. I don’t want it. I would like to be with you, cause you is so much important to me.

I respect you. If you don’t want to be with me these days, I respect.

The lack of words hurts me. None a “good morning” or “how was your day” or “I miss you” came from you. Even just a spontaneous call.

I don’t know what is happening.

I know that I’m not always be perfect, but I don’t deserve indifference. I’m also good, most of the time.

I miss your presence, your kiss, your touch, your body with my body. I hope you miss me too.

I brought you our good memories hopeful to remember you how good it is when we are together. Our travels, our moments.

In a nutshell, my love is still here. I hope you see and value it.

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Should I open my heart to you? I don’t know.

In the last few weeks, some days I feel so unfilled. I’ve been trying to live my life. Do my stuffs, my job. But is inevitable don’t miss you. I miss some touch, I miss some love, affect. The lack of words with me, a simple “good morning” or “how was your day” hurts me strongly. When I saw couples out there is so terrible to me, cause I feel like I lost you. Where have you been while I’m here suffering so much? Why don’t you see me? I see you. I always do.

My heart is so empty. I always be at your side when you needed me. Why aren’t you with me when I need you? Why did you left me alone when was important to me not to be? Why did you choose to be far from me? I’m not a bad person. I never was bad with you, I don’t deserve it. Why don’t you remember me? Don’t talk to me?

I’m writing it to myself, cause you won’t read it.

You. So important to me.

But I’m not important for you. Anymore.