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know i said i dont really come here anymore but i kin marnie from swsh now too

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hi

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prob wont be active here much anymore, im fine with just knowing about myself more

just because i dont post anymore doesnt meant im still not my other selves at heart  ✌️

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theres stuff missing from my canons page, but i dont feel like having to go thru all that editing. just kinda feel like venting out some memories.

evillious: i honestly believe eve was my first life. ive honestly felt such a strong connection to her and that time there, even if it turned out to be hugely canon divergent. i know mikulia was me, not a vessel i held on to until the doll was made. i know the clockwork doll/michelle marlon was me, not irina. i’m the master of the court, not her. irregular was my child, not hers. also, even though i hate him now, i was deeply in love with adam even though it was because he drugged me.

xion: i had a huge crush on xigbar (still do), and roxas had a huge crush on axel. that crush is part of why my friendship with roxas ended up becoming rocky, he refused to believe that axel had tried to assault me because he liked him. i hate axel, i dont care how much he apologized for it. ill always hate him for it. so if youre reading this, ill never forgive you for it. i know lifetimes can change people but i just cant. i would only ever put up with you if roxas wanted it. also. after i made roxas kill me, i was suppose to go back to sora, but something went wrong and i ended up fusing with/being absorbed by roxas instead. i have his memories of after our fight, including his time in data twilight town. i dont think we survived merging back with sora, because i dont remember anything after rejoining him. i think that was the point i truly died. also, for xigbar.  i feel like my strong affection for him was because he was also adam. like he also traveled to a new world after all the reincarnating we did in evillious. so i think in my canon he is not luxu because it wouldnt make sense for him to be, unless i just arrived there that late. i cant say whether or not he knew i liked him and if it was, um, reincorporated, or if that was just some big old fantasy i vividly remember. i would hope he’d not stoop to axel’s level of shitty. but there is a chance he knew and used me to. do stuff.

south park: i think i dislike marjorie so much because i was a trans boy. so seeing people hc butters as a trans girl or calling him by that name makes me uncomfortable because it was the opposite for me.

hinata: i was aroace and i def did have a daughter with neji

peridot: god seeing all the coding of jasper and amethyst being sibs is so  w e i r d to me because they didnt see each other that way in my canon. i feel like i dont remember lapis much because of jasper becoming a crystal gem, she couldnt handle being around her which i understand. i feel like. maybe. we found out about pink diamond sooner and thats why jasper joined us.

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prob wont be active here much anymore, im fine with just knowing about myself more

just because i dont post anymore doesnt meant im still not my other selves at heart  ✌️

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I’m glad there’s a new wave of Narutokin coming around

If you’re kin with someone from the Boruto series and you remember a Sarada calling herself “Haruno” and never becoming Hokage then absolutely hmu

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Slight Canon-Call but

Are there any Roxas (or Org members in general )who remembers their Xion running away from Organization XIII, but being gone for a few months rather than a few days/weeks? Or (@ Roxas) gossiping about our crushes?

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what’s up

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hey

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Flower of the Plateau - mothy feat. Hatsune Miku: Released 4 years ago today

Art by Yuu

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tfw 2 of your IDs are eerily similar

>Both some kind of soul (spirit/memories) >Said soul inhabits a “doll” (clockwork doll/replica) >Was meant to be a vessel of some sort (Vessel of Sloth and one to hold Eve’s soul/Meant to eventually become a Nort) >Both use Lightning magic (my specialty/a spell I could use) >Association with flowers (victim of Lust, a florist with the nickname “Flower of the Plateau”, made the GIFT from the Greeonian Plateau Rose/Name shared with the Shion flower) >Abused/used/manipulated by people I knew and trusted (Adam, Kaspar/X3mnas, X!gbar (technically), Ax3l) >Assumed many faces (Eve > M!kulia > P1atonic > Margar!ta > M!chelle, Miku in a meta sense/S0ra, Nam!ne, V3n, and Ka!ri technically) so I always looked like someone else >I met a version of an evil person who took on many forms via possessing people (Ir!na/X3hanort) >My memories were locked away from me until not long before I died (Hypnosis so strong I forgot who I was/S0ra’s memories) >Was fused into someone else against my will (E11uka then E11uka or Levia+Ir!na as MA for a bit/R0xas absorbing me accidentally instead of me going back to S0ra)

only difference is as Eve I did many awful things and caused the original sin that caused many awful things for a thousand years (as the result of Adam’s abuse tho) vs as Xi0n I wasn’t evil and I was probably repenting for my previous life’s crimes or something

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whats up

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I can’t tell if I’m kin with Rue and the robot from Kokoro or if I strongly relate to them (kin-hearted?)

cuz like....i was an amnesiac human-like being who questioned my emotions and self after learning the truth that i was created by the big bad for his own purposes....Rue was an amnesiac human-like being who questioned his feelings and self after learning the truth that he was created by the big bad for his own purposes...we are a lot alike. both of us wield a giant weapon too. not to mention we both come from a square soft/enix game.

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it’s not that i haven’t had many shifts lately, ive just been to lazy to switch between blogs :P

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make me choose

forge-the-x-blog asked: demyx or zexion?

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it’s been a while huh

i’m..fine

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guys pleaes send e some loev or positive vibes somthing bad happen and were not doing good rn im sorry