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“Line In The Sand” / Vogue UK October 2017

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that’s the only thing you can think about

seeing him again

that’s the only thing that has kept you calm this week

the prospect of seeing him again

of kissing him

of spending the morning with him

of making breakfast with him

the feeling you get when starting the day with him compares to nothing else in your life

and now you have to wait another month

all because you don't get service in your fucking apartment

all because he couldn’t reach you when he was waiting for you

you’re pathetic. 

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we’re both sitting on facebook instead of lying with each other

i can visualize you in your bed, surrounded by your art and books

in your boxers, on your laptop

i wish your hand was on my thigh instead of your trackpad

i’ve been missing you while you were gone

too much

too too much

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i have so much anxiety built up inside, i’ve been keeping it together for as long as i could but tonight is one of those nights when it all comes out at once

i don’t even know if anxiety is the right word

I'm anxious about writing about what is bothering me, but more anxious about the way it is written, if it’s good enough

something that i have always struggled with..

..good enough

am i good enough

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have been having a tough time lately and this evening seems to be my tipping point. 

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Why talk when you can paint?

Milton Avery, born on this day in 1885.  (via whitneymuseum)

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Alfred Stieglitz Portrait of Georgia, 1923 Gelatin silver print

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Heartbroken when I think of you.

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Treat yo self. Love yo self.

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catch me on trappist-g smokin that loud

also, lol

TRAPPIST-1, also known as 2MASS J23062928-0502285 or Crunkhorn,[6] is an ultracool dwarf star[4][7] located 39.13 light-years (12.0 pc) away in the constellation Aquarius.

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#281d2a

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*doesn’t show affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!

*shows affection* oh no, I’m making things awkward!!

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“I can do all the same things as my wife except for the milk part. And I try to make up for that by reading a lot of stories and showing her my vinyl collection.” (Buenos Aires, Argentina)

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this has been my favorite thing to come out of this presidency. 

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“Girl with White Dress” Harlem, 1985. Photo: Geoffrey Hiller

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