sarcasme3

[sarcasme3]

So I wanted to ask a question and see if anyone else has experienced this. I'm a gay man, always have and always will, but recently I've been getting into some weird shit online. Especially with gay to straight shit which is just homophobic garbage, no surprise there. But idk why it turns me on... well not really. I just feel bad and disgusted because of it. There's this one story I saw that was just abuse and rape but like... idk. I feel sick to my stomach. No, I'm not afraid of it "making me straight" cuz that's not how that works, I'm just concerned as to why I even indulge in it in the first place. I just wanna know if anyone else has been through something like this and how you dealt with it cuz I'm tired