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mushrooms

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i had a dream that holly hollowtones was doing a stream playing bg3 on launch, super hyped and everything, but halfway through character creation the game changed to bg1 (as a trick) and holly kept playing like nothing happened because it was her trick.

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maybe the single funniest twitter comment I've ever seen

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Scanned my most recent sketchbook from about 2021 to early 2025, you can buy 150 pages of my drawings in pdf form for just a dollar on itchio

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THE ENTIRE WEST IS BEING PUT UP FOR SALE AND I AM BEGGING YOU TO CALL YOUR SENATORS

Trump’s budget bill has many, many things in it, but buried amongst it is the MILLIONS OF ACRES OF PUBLIC LAND FOR SALE.

This is the entirety of the Arizona state forests, the entire Cascades mountain range. Swathes of pristine desert around the national parks in Utah. On the doorstep of Jackson Hole.

THIS BILL IS BIG, BUT IT CAN BE AMENDED AND ABSOLUTELY MUST NOT PASS AS IS please.

If you have ever enjoyed the wilderness, we stand to lose it all forever.

CALLING your senators - NOT JUST IN THE WEST. ALL SENATORS, is CRUCIAL.

Outdoor alliance has a great resource for reaching out.

I don’t have a huge following but please, everywhere I have ever loved, the forests I grew up playing in, the land I got married on, is all at risk and I am begging.

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woah I’m actually done????

there’s a good lesson here notorious procrastinators should never volunteer to hand-draw 52 unique playing cards 

also they’re animated gifs right now because that’s how they’re formatted on the photoshop files and I’m not in the mood to separate them yet. 

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THIS is why i keep talking about writing femslash fic as an expressly femininst act. because you have to CHOOSE WOMEN. you have to consciously take it upon yourself to INVEST in WOMEN CHARACTERS who are often underdeveloped and misused in the canon narrative. you have to think about WOMEN'S INNER LIVES and the COMPLEXITIES that motivate their ACTIONS. everyone is so good at reading the male queer subtext why can't we apply that to WOMEN !!! and yes fandom is for fun but if you are NOT choosing women then you're repeatedlymissing out on cultivating your own understanding of gender and womanhood and queerness etc etc INVEST IN FEMSLASH AND IT WILL INVEST IN YOU

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happy 5th of the month and 2 & 1/2 years since the confession to all who celebrate <33

this is my love letter to cas's experience of.... everything where I liken a bloody dean winchester to a dessert covered in whipped cream :-)

song is ambrosia by rosie tucker / watch it on youtube!

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Everyone I know in Gaza is messaging me saying they can't find internet anymore and are barely able to connect using esims that are running out. Please don't stop donating esims.

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just me and my shit yaoi from a thing thats bad

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starting a collection

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[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

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[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

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I hope the "What if Disco Elysium was about a witch finding her cat in the mountains" post never leaves the gaming discourse vernacular. It will never not be funny to me bc it's got all the Gamer Entitlement™ levels of CoD bros throwing hissy fits about "woke" shit but instead of being couched in far right reactionism it's the exact kind of "Kingdom of Conscience" style liberal outrage at anything with conviction and beliefs that DE waxed on about. Like even chuds who get mad that the game calls you out for being racist interact with the themes of DE better and understand them more than Cat Lady did.

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"Two Paid Ads And A Trans Girl's G-Rated Selfie" (tumblr, 2025)