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Previews Compilation 2 ✨ (ASMR for Short Attention Span, Focus, and Rela...

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“You cannot always be happy but you can always be brave. And that is the beginning of everything.”

— Unknown

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“Apologize to your body. Maybe that is where the healing begins.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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“I like it when it rains hard. It sounds like white noise everywhere, which is like silence but not empty.”

— Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time

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“You’ve been criticizing yourself for years and it hasn’t worked. Try accepting yourself and see what happens.”

— Louise Hay

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“ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ” @songs-of-venus

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“That amazing moment when you hear a song you haven’t heard in years and you still know every word.”

— Unknown

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“Self-care is how you take your power back.”

— Unknown

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“Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isnt the way they actually are.”

— John Green

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“On earth there is no heaven, but there are pieces of it.”

— Jules Renard

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Langit berseri, daun gugur tanpa tanya — sunyi pun hidup.

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seperti itulah kebahagiaan

itu hal yang sulit

tapi bahkan saat kamu membuka matamu di pagi hari untuk memulakan harimu

dan menjalani hidupmu dengan tenang

kamu bisa mencapai perkara yang sukar itu dan membuat seseorang bahagia saat itu

bagi sebilangan orang, kamu harus bersyukur

kamu mungkin tidak menyedarinya

tapi hanya dengan hidup seperti ini

kamu harus tahu kamu telah melakukan dengan baik

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kenapa kita tak ingat mimpi kita seleps terjaga?

saya seolah mimpi yang pelik lagi.

saya tidak dapat mendekati... perasaan ini pelik

saya fikir meskipun saya keseorangan masa akan berlalu begitu saja

saya tak ingat lagi apa..

apa yang dia tinggalkan kepada saya?

apa yang saya berjaya tinggalkan kepada dia?

saya merenung dan berfikir sejenak.

apa yang boleh saya tinggalkan.. semasa saya sibuk memikirkannya

saya ingin merangkumkan semua itu

sehingga itu, saya tahu tiada apa yang abadi.

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sepatutnya tidak melangkah ke depan.

saya sedar tentang itu.

itu sebabnya saya tak dapat percaya potensi diri

dan meninggalkan dunia propa ini.....

saya cemburukan mereka yang bersunguh-sungguh dengan kehidupan mereka. serta... saya nak peluk diri ini dengan erat

menyedari saya tak patut melangkah ke depan.

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I'm feeling quite fatigued lately. I keep thinking about a lot of things in my life. Even if that isn't my issue, it still gets me thinking. I still feel a connection to it since it is a part of my family. Oh Allah, please help me avoid this much pondering. I don't feel like this is a burden for me, but it could be a test for us. Everyone will feel something weighty because they are capable of carrying it. I usually assume that my father's absence is the cause of all the problems that arise. How foolish of me. I know that my father was a big assistance to us and that our family was affected by his passing. But, it appears that we are to blame for everything. We choose how our life will unfold, and we accept that risk. I'm scared my life will turn out like theirs. I am fearful I will be powerless to face the circumstance.

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