sawadeekaze

[sawadeekaze]

꒰ 🌸 welcome, baby stae”♡ᵎ꒱ˀˀ ↷ ⋯

       ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ you are now part of kaze’s cradle, enjoy! ⋆* 🍭 ⁺⑅

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˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞➳❥ ꒰ ⌨︎ ✰ kaze ⁱˢ ᵗʸᵖⁱⁿᵍ··· ꒱ | ೃ࿔₊•

happy monthsary!

It’s been one month since we’ve been together, thirty one days since we became officially together. I’m really happy and excited while typing this down and my eyes are teary right now no joke :< I still can’t believe that the most beautiful and amazing person is mine. Time really flies so fast ‘no? we’ve been loving each other for one month already excluding the courtship days.

Baby this will be really long because I have lots to say, so I’m sorry in advance but you still have to read them hmp! so first of all I really wanted to say that I’m thankful to have you. I really thank the universe for letting me meet you and letting us exist at the same time. I am also thankful for your parents because they created wonderful person like you, even though I haven’t met them I’m sure they are nice and amazing and you are the fruit of it. aaaaa I can’t express with words how much I’m thankful and wanted to be with you eternally, I wanna be your wife :(( being with you feels like when you see the sun in the morning, no clouds, just bright and shiny, you know it’s gonna be a good day right? that’s how I always feel when I’m with you.

You also taught me what the real love should be, we aren’t too young to know what it is, we experienced a lot and I know this is genuine and real. At first I was really amazed that oh this is how healthy relationship works? Tbvh, I’m not aware that I’m capable of loving someone like this, I didn’t know love was supposed to be like this, I didn’t know that constant reassurance is just a bare necessities in relationship. I thought before na when I’m asking for assurance or attention I was asking so much na ayun pala I was just asking the wrong person. Wth so this is how it feels to be treated right? I was just shocked at first I feel like I’m a foreign tuloy. But you know what I find amazing, it is when I realized that this is my first time that I entered a relationship with no regrets and all, that’s when I’m sure when I answered you a “yes” I wasn’t impulsive. I said yes because I love you. Pumasok ako sa relasyon natin because alam ko sa sarili kong mahal na mahal kita and I will make this love stay forever.

So eto nga, I’m sorry if ever I gave you worries before. That time when you were really eager to fix everything kasi ayaw mo lumayo loob ko sayo and such I cried sobra kasi napapaisip ako sa sarili ko deserve ba kita? alam mo yon ang bago kasi nung feeling to me na you were really trying your best for us then it hit me na ako rin dapat, I should do my best for us, I will do everything para maging deserving ako sayo. I won’t let my anxiety or my overthinking ruin our relationship. Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam non na kahit ano mangyari you still assure me you’re the best person I swear. Naiiyak na ako ampota naman HAHAHAHA. Pero ayun nga, thankful ako sa what you can give sa relationship natin pero don’t ever think na dahil doon kaya kita minahal because honestly, I ask myself sometimes why am I so inlove with you but then I cannot answer. I can’t find or enumerate any reasons why I do love you. I can’t explain what I always feel when we’re talking or when I hear your voice, I just know that you feel like home. I love you from the bottom of my hypothalamus HAHAHAHAHA

if ever you are getting tired of loving me or no— scratch that I know your love to me isn’t that mababaw but when you get tired in our relationship, pahinga lang ha? always remember how did we start and how you love me that time and how much I love you.

The moon is always there even when we can’t see it during day

and as the moon begins to unravel and brighten the night,

that’s when my love for you arises more than ever.

at night you belong to constellations— beautiful and bright

And I, will seek you amongst the stars

yes sure, I am no tinkerbell, I have no wings to reach you

but my space dust will whisper to the infinity of space and universe “my love, the moon is beautiful tonight isn’t it?”

day 1 — you had me at sino ka ba HAHAHAHAHA

anyway, I just want to let you know that you’re my person and you will always be. You are the calm in the center of the chaos.

did I mention that you’re my home? am I being redundant already? but honestly, I realized that home isn’t about four walls by f(x) jk!! I realized that home is where our hearts are connected and most feel at ease.

Happy one month again to us, best baby! I love you. Mahal na mahal kita. See you soon <33

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╰─➛✎﹏ | you have reached the end of surprise ! .°• ੈ♡₊˚•. please always remember that kaze and nichole loves you!

^ me massaging your legs hehe.