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THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

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send viviana all the memes

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

[scaredyslayer-a]

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED.

i decided to make saige her own blog, instead of being a sideblog. 

every thread will be carried over to the new blog, of the same url, @scaredyslayer !

if i see you over there, that’ll be awesome, but feel no obligation to follow. 

and she now has a full bio on the new blog !

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protective sentence starters

as requested. Feel free to change pronouns or anything else !

“Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”

“Hands off!”

“What do you think you’re doing to him/her/them?”

“I’ll never let you go.” / “Don’t ever let me go.”

“Don’t ever leave my sight again.”

“I got your back.”

“Where are you going? It’s not safe out there!”

“Do you trust me?”

“Be more careful next time. I don’t want to bandage you up again.”

“Hey, it’s cold outside. At least wear a jacket.”

“I’d die for you.”

“You’ll back off if you know what’s good for you.”

“Get behind me NOW.”

“Here, I have an extra weapon.”

“Duck, you idiot!”

“Go on without me.”

“Well what did you expect would happen while you’re walking alone at night? Come on, let’s get you away from that creep.”

“Hey. Pal. I’ve got a gun/knife/fist/weapon and I’m not afraid to use it.”

“You can stop hugging me now.”

“You scared the shit out of me. I’m never going to stop hugging you.”

“Quit babying me! I can protect myself.”

“I’ll always be there to save you.” / “I know you’ll always be there to save me.”

“If you even THINK about touching him/her/them, I’ll kill you.”

“[choked up] I thought I lost you.” / “[choked up] I never thought I’d see you again.”

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They do not recognise she is hurting each time her lungs inhale and exhale, how every breath feels like a dozen stab wounds.  — Nikita Gill

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more angst & post angst sentences.    since this is the meme i see the most on my own rp dash, have a part two of sentences indicative of trauma and pain, past or present. feel free to edit the sentences to your own needs as you wish.

“ what happened to her? ”

“ is this it? ”

“ duty before love. ”

“ you were gone. ”

“ i keep seeing you. ”

“ please, don’t tell him. ”

“ i need to get you warm. listen, you’re gonna want to go to sleep, but i can’t let you do that, okay? just stay with me, stay with me—! ”

“ she figured it out. ”

“ you were too late. ”

“ i don’t want you apologies, i want my [relation] back! ”

“ i told you! why didn’t you listen?! ”

“ it’s me—wait! …please don’t hang up. ”

“ they gave me a new life. ”

“ and you believed them? ”

“ don’t… don’t touch me. ”

“ could you, for once, think about everyone you’re gonna leave behind if–/when/ you finally get yourself killed? ”

“ it’s nothing personal. ”

“ you’re going to have to kill me yourself. ”

“ it’s always been just you and me. you and me. no one else. ”

“ the worst punishment for a parent is to bury their child. ”

“ lie to me. ”

“ i already have [name] risking their job for me. i can’t risk anyone else. ”

“ you kill me, you’ll never find [name]. ”

“ he has [name]. ”

“ i don’t care what happens to me. do it to save yourself. ”

“ i—-i can’t breath…! ”

“ if /your/ family was being threatened, you’d do anything to save them. ”

“ i needed to learn how to never be afraid again. ”

“ please—just pull the knife out! ”

“ why do you own a gun? ”

“ i don’t know who to trust anymore. ”

“ you’ll fuck me but you won’t [go out with/date/marry] me. ”

“ we need to stop this. it’s too risky… and i can’t lose you. ”

“ i carried your coffin! ”

“ don’t follow me. ”

“ i’m mad at god. ”

“ none of it was real. i was just doing my job. ”

“ why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?! ”

“ i was the only survivor. ”

“ i never met her. ”

“ you choose your family, but it doesn’t change the fact that i’m still 50% him. ”

“ she’ll kill you if you don’t get out. ”

“ not if i kill him first. ”

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✰   —  —  —  THE GOOD PLACE SENTENCE STARTERS

‘  hi, guys! i’m broken.  ’ ‘  send nude pics of your heart to me.  ’ ‘  man, repressing your feelings is great.  ’ ‘  i just want to sit and stare at nothing and silently scream for the rest of time.  ’ ‘  birth is a curse and existence is a prison.  ’ ‘  it’s ancient history? it was happening until twenty seconds ago.  ’ ‘  one of the perks of living alone is that i get to just walk around naked.  ’ ‘  i’ll miss you too, you sexy skyscraper.  ’ ‘  you were already at almost-maximum hotness, but now you look like a sexy, tan rapunzel. ugh, the dream.  ’ ‘  well, hooking up with someone with the exact same name, it is kind of a fun, narcissistic fantasy… i could be into it.  ’ ‘  so far, i’m the best student. i’m gonna be the velociraptor.  ’ ‘  i feel like ‘friends’ in season eight, out of ideas and forcing joey and rachel together, even though it made no sense.  ’ ‘  i once got lost on an escalator, so i’m not exactly christopher columbus.  ’ ‘  we’ve been through this thousands of times. i mean, can you… just chill out? is that possible?  ’ ‘  you deserve to be happy because you are an impressive, thoughtful, and special person… not to mention, you have a rockin’ bod.  ’ ‘  any place or thing in the universe can be up to 104% perfect. that’s how we got beyonce.  ’ ‘  because of reasons. there are reasons! they exist and i don’t want to explain them right now.  ’ ‘  i’m a canyon… full of poo-poo.  ’ ‘  they are a couple and i am a third part of that couple.  ’ ‘  it’s suddenly very important that i get drunk.  ’ ‘  you got dreams in life? that’s lit.  ’ ‘  be nicer to yourself.  ’ ‘  how can i say no? …can i say no?  ’ ‘  i don’t have a house. i live in a boundless void.  ’ ‘  i have no idea what’s going on, but everyone is talking and i should too.  ’ ‘  be nicer to yourself.  ’ ‘  i’m too young to die and too old to eat off the kid’s menu. what a stupid age i am!  ’ ‘  is this a game? i go first. i call blue!  ’ ‘  aw, man. i wanted to push that button. not cool, dude.  ’ ‘  we know everything. i don’t understand much of it, but you know, i know it.  ’ ‘  that was my first time as a fashion ‘don’t’ and i did not care for it.  ’ ‘  i’m just a girl, towering over a boy, asking him to admit he loves me.  ’ ‘  hey there hot stuff, can i get you a cup of coffee?  ’ ‘  do you have any feelings like that for me again now?  ’ ‘  no, no, no, dude, dude, dude, you don’t have to explain yourself. we are on the same page.  ’ ‘  i am revved up to learn, man. my brain is horny!  ’ ‘  i used to think about how it’s weird they don’t make pants that are just one big pant leg for both your legs.  ’ ‘  i felt bad about what i did. it was a weird feeling. not used to it. didn’t love it.  ’ ‘  yeah, i love you. ugh, that’s embarrassing. i feel so itchy.  ’ ‘  go fork yourself, you mean giraffe.  ’ ‘  who needs a soulmate anyway? my soulmate will be… books.  ’ ‘  what do we do? panic? freak? i usually panic, but i am happy to freak!  ’ ‘  we’re gonna have assignments and quizzes and papers… it’s gonna be so much fun!  ’ ‘  i’m in a perfect utopia and i have a stomachache.  ’ ‘  i need to step outside for some air. and… i will not be back. for many days.  ’ ‘  the point is, you’re cool, dope, fresh, and smart-brained.  ’ ‘  yeah, dude. i’m not a monster… anymore.  ’ ‘  i’m good. just hang out with her and name constellations after each other or whatever it is nerds do. i’m fine on my own.  ’ ‘  i’m in this. we’re a team.  ’ ‘  she makes the bass drop… in my heart.  ’ ‘  is that some kind of nerd pick-up line? because it’s only kind of working.  ’ ‘  ugh, of course your hugs are amazing.  ’ ‘  okay, that’s really specific and that makes me think that you definitely did do that.  ’ ‘  yeah, mm-hmm, everything is fine, it’s okay, yeah. i’m fine. so, it’s all fine.  ’ ‘  look away! everybody look away. i’m going to keep watching, but you guys look away.  ’ ‘  ugh, talking about your feelings is the worst.  ’ ‘  i’ve been keeping a secret from you… about you. the thing is, it’s not even harming you and if i tell you i feel like it might harm you. so, uh, ethically speaking, i don’t think i have to tell you.  ’ ‘  has anyone ever told you what a drag you are?  ’ ‘  ‘bearer of bad news’? uh, i think you mean ‘bad news bear’.  ’ ‘  honestly, the best move is to get another dude and just go to town. rebound guy.  ’ ‘  but i am happy for them! i am! i am! am i? i am! i am not. i am not. i am not that. i am not happy for them.  ’ ‘  i totally get it. i mean, he’s a ding dong, but also a straight hottie.  ’ ‘  you want to hear his side? oh, no, no, no. that’ll only slow things down.  ’ ‘  no! right? no, it felt like a no when i was doing it.  ’ ‘  here’s the thing, i’m nice to you and you’re mean to me. there’s something wrong about that, but i can’t put my finger on it.  ’ ‘  how am i doing? oh, well, you know… stomach’s in knots, i’m stress-grinding my teeth, and it feels like i’m being suffocated.  ’ ‘  just shove your feelings way deep down, plaster on a smile, and pretend your having fun.  ’ ‘  just shove your feelings way deep down, plaster on a smile, and pretend your having fun… just like i do when someone starts talking about their kids.  ’ ‘  how do i put this delicately… it’s all stupid garbage!  ’ ‘  i’m sorry i dragged you into this.  ’ ‘  i’m sorry that i never did laundry… and that i waited until you were about to do yours and secretly tossed mine into the basket to trick you into doing it.  ’ ‘  that’s a very, very bad idea. don’t be yourself!  ’ ‘  great. yet again, it’s everyone against me because everyone except me is an idiot. why am i the only person who clearly sees what’s going on here?  ’

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“ im NOT jealous ”

❛  OKAY,  ❜    saige says quickly, flinching at the strong insistence behind sam’s words.    ❛  i didn’t  ---  i wouldn’t  ---  i never meant to suggest you were, i’m sorry.  ❜    

but  ---  and this might just be because she had such a strong reaction  ---  saige suspects sam actually is jealous. she’s not the best on picking up on these types of things, but this one is rather obvious, even for saige.    ❛  i mentioned dani and i went on a couple of dates because i wanted to tell you how horrific they were. i had to leave in the middle of both because of stupid vampires, and then i kept trying to apologize, and now she tells people i'm some kind of stalker, and that's why we didn't work out as a couple.  ❜    she rolls her eyes.

jealous  &  possessive meme  /  accepting  /  @griefslaintm

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“*trying to sneak out while half-dressed*”

SHE’S AWAKE THE ENTIRE TIME.  from the moment sam slips out of the bed, saige has been awake, but still pretending to sleep. if sam wants to leave, she thinks, that’s fine. no need to make things awkward.   (  or more awkward.  )   and she thinks the other girl is gone, so she props herself up. but as soon as she does, she sees sam’s still there.

❛  oh.  ❜    she blushes, a little embarrassed about catching her.    ❛  you know… you don’t have to sneak out. just because we slept together… it doesn’t have to mean anything. i was upset, and needed someone, and you’re… someone. everything can go back to the way it was. no big deal.  ❜    though, it’ll always be a big deal to saige. but she’ll pretend. for sam. 

morning after starters  /  accepting  /  @griefslaintm

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i’ve made the decision to move saige to her own blog, instead of remaining a sideblog on viviana’s. i think it’ll just make things so much easier. and i can concentrate on following more btvs - centric blogs. i’ll continue all the things here over there, nothing will be dropped.

but i’m not gonna move blogs until i’ve finished writing saige’s full bio. because, while the small blurb is okay for a sideblog, i feel i need something more for a real blog. 

anyway, i just wanted to give everyone a heads up. 

i will make another announcement when it’s official and i actually move blogs!