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I REALLY want to finish up those JLI animal stickers but setting aside the time... I don't know!

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SirVivalistGaming: original ban reason "microaggression" new ban reason: conspiracy to commit cyberbulying

Jambone214: Ban reason: stalking, verbal harassment, threatening to dox me

Bunnygoddess33: Banned for siding with "neutrality" in the face of injustice. She caused a cascading effect upon my mental health by promising that SirVivalist was banned and then telling me the next day that "what he said wasn't illegal and he's willing to 'coexist' with you." I attempted to co-exist with him. His friends would not stop asking me why he was banned so I ditched his whole community.

Amandi_Cordis: told me he banned Voldemort. I was his mod. I clicked a wrong button, accidentally opened mod view and saw that he had unbanned Voldemort. When I confronted him about it, he refused to explain. This was around December 20th or so. A lot of awful things happened in a short time so I am struggling with exact dates. But I know that was when he freaked me out the first time and I nearly left twitch entirely, faith in humanity broken. Someone I trusted promised to keep me safe and he took it back.

Amandi DM'd me recently against my strenuous objections to Khaos_Lily. I warned her that so much as seeing his name now triggered me. She "refused to get involved." Amandi sent me a long accusatory message claiming I abused my mod powers, Voldemort is his friend and he wants to be my friend but he needs me to know how I hurt him.

He gaslit me. I told him in the first place it was an accident.

Amandi_Cordis: Banned for gaslighting me twice to protect Voldemort. I do not know his motivation but he's an asshole for contacting someone who clearly wanted to be left alone by him. [1:03 AM] Khaos_Lily: Banned for breaking my heart and refusing to deal with the Amandi situation. She knew about it. I cried to her for a week and she just changed the subject. So I broke up with her. She gets to tell the story because she went right back to streaming. How else am I supposed to feel but like I don't matter.

Th3_fastest: banned for being impossible to moderate for due to the number of pushy men in her stream. And her refusal to accept that the men in her stream are pushy assholes (one of them made three suicide jokes in a row, got timed out and was banned the next day).

Benzt3n: banned for making inappropriate jokes about suicide and then confronting me in whispers the next day even though Fast told him to leave it alone. She seems to think I'm the asshole in this situation. She's right. I'm an asshole.

FabulousFatman: banned for having that name and having not ever been fat and just generally being "thin Eric Cartman"

A_A_Ron_Reece banned for calling me an asshole in front of RyanGeeWhiz and then subsequently asking in Ryan's stream why he was banned from my channel. TWO STREAMS IN A ROW (edited) Jermdapinguino: he was transphobic in front of me. Zume_TV: Banned for banning me after I told him his friend Voldemort had frightened one of our mutual friends so badly that she asked me, tearfully and with strenuous apology to not come watch her stream because what Voldemort said to her stressed her out so bad. I told him I'd be scarce but I'd be around because Voldemort was barely there anyway. The next thing I knew I was banned. This is why I am not welcome in RyanGeeWhiz's community. I can't coexist peacefully with this. Say what you will about me. I just wanted to stream for nice people. Not this bullshit. So I'm good now. Fuck Twitch.

this is what I told my whole community before I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream for the few people that took me at my word that SirVivalist was cyber bullying me.

EDITED TO ADD:

RyanGeeWhiz: I told him everything SirVivalistGaming did to me and all the devestation he caused me in every community I tried to join.

Ryan raided Voldemort. I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream on twitch for people in here. I was not going to out a gay man for not heeding my warning about a violent homophobe. I assumed he'd stay quiet for his own personal safety since he refused to kick Sir out of his community.

He told everyone in his discord server I was "unwelcome" for vague reasons.

I banned him. He retaliated.

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Fan art of middle aged Kuwabara Kazuma walking through the streets of Sarayashiki on a cold winter evening. He carries a briefcase under his left arm and his clutching a green scarf to his neck with his right hand. He is wearing a long, dark blue overcoat which is being tugged at by the wind. It is snowing and the snowy pavement Kuwabara walks on fades to red at the bottom of the image.

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A three panel top to bottom image. The top panel shows Younger Toguro from the dark tournament in shades of black, grey and red. His hand is outstretched toward the viewer and drips with blood. The dark tournament stadium is behind him. The image cuts off just above the smirk on his face. Younger Toguro's hand overlaps the second panel obscuring the face of Sensui Shinobu against the grey backdrop of a city. There are red snake like creatures behind the buildings biting at the black sky.

walking home after work, red thoughts about the past, lead Kuwabara’s feet somewhere better

[scarylibrary]

So people on Twitch were not listening.

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So people on Twitch were not listening.

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WARNING A GENTLE MAN HAS REACHED THE END OF HIS PATIENCE AND THREE BRATS ARE HOLDING HIM HOSTAGE IN THE SAME BRAIN

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Yeah I'm pretty much through with "being the problem" every fucking where I go so I'm good on humanity now.

[scarylibrary]

What a guy

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He's a shit-talking demon so we throw him in the twitter

We throw him in the twitter

We throw him in the twitter

He's a shit-talking demon so we throw him in the twitter

I'm not a quitter

[scarylibrary]

.... Okay we do all of this as a system. DID RULES

[scarylibrary]

[scarylibrary]

I wonder if people are gonna keep my fucking name out of their mouths now

-Rakiah

[scarylibrary]

Catboys rise up. They're fucking with our catty women. Goblins, it's time to make war on the Trolls Faefolken: Make good mischief Humanity: May The Odd Ones Be Ever In Your Favor

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To anyone who knew me on Twitch as Scary Library, GoblinBooks or CapyBarryTheSoporano. If you weren't in my call out post, I never said a word against you to anyone. But don't take my word for it. Feel free to ask around. I love you. I'll miss you. Take care of yourselves. Take care of one another. And remember: the library loves you.

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SirVivalistGaming: original ban reason "microaggression" new ban reason: conspiracy to commit cyberbulying

Jambone214: Ban reason: stalking, verbal harassment, threatening to dox me

Bunnygoddess33: Banned for siding with "neutrality" in the face of injustice. She caused a cascading effect upon my mental health by promising that SirVivalist was banned and then telling me the next day that "what he said wasn't illegal and he's willing to 'coexist' with you." I attempted to co-exist with him. His friends would not stop asking me why he was banned so I ditched his whole community.

Amandi_Cordis: told me he banned Voldemort. I was his mod. I clicked a wrong button, accidentally opened mod view and saw that he had unbanned Voldemort. When I confronted him about it, he refused to explain. This was around December 20th or so. A lot of awful things happened in a short time so I am struggling with exact dates. But I know that was when he freaked me out the first time and I nearly left twitch entirely, faith in humanity broken. Someone I trusted promised to keep me safe and he took it back.

Amandi DM'd me recently against my strenuous objections to Khaos_Lily. I warned her that so much as seeing his name now triggered me. She "refused to get involved." Amandi sent me a long accusatory message claiming I abused my mod powers, Voldemort is his friend and he wants to be my friend but he needs me to know how I hurt him.

He gaslit me. I told him in the first place it was an accident.

Amandi_Cordis: Banned for gaslighting me twice to protect Voldemort. I do not know his motivation but he's an asshole for contacting someone who clearly wanted to be left alone by him. [1:03 AM] Khaos_Lily: Banned for breaking my heart and refusing to deal with the Amandi situation. She knew about it. I cried to her for a week and she just changed the subject. So I broke up with her. She gets to tell the story because she went right back to streaming. How else am I supposed to feel but like I don't matter.

Th3_fastest: banned for being impossible to moderate for due to the number of pushy men in her stream. And her refusal to accept that the men in her stream are pushy assholes (one of them made three suicide jokes in a row, got timed out and was banned the next day).

Benzt3n: banned for making inappropriate jokes about suicide and then confronting me in whispers the next day even though Fast told him to leave it alone. She seems to think I'm the asshole in this situation. She's right. I'm an asshole.

FabulousFatman: banned for having that name and having not ever been fat and just generally being "thin Eric Cartman"

A_A_Ron_Reece banned for calling me an asshole in front of RyanGeeWhiz and then subsequently asking in Ryan's stream why he was banned from my channel. TWO STREAMS IN A ROW (edited) Jermdapinguino: he was transphobic in front of me. Zume_TV: Banned for banning me after I told him his friend Voldemort had frightened one of our mutual friends so badly that she asked me, tearfully and with strenuous apology to not come watch her stream because what Voldemort said to her stressed her out so bad. I told him I'd be scarce but I'd be around because Voldemort was barely there anyway. The next thing I knew I was banned. This is why I am not welcome in RyanGeeWhiz's community. I can't coexist peacefully with this. Say what you will about me. I just wanted to stream for nice people. Not this bullshit. So I'm good now. Fuck Twitch.

this is what I told my whole community before I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream for the few people that took me at my word that SirVivalist was cyber bullying me.

EDITED TO ADD:

RyanGeeWhiz: I told him everything SirVivalistGaming did to me and all the devestation he caused me in every community I tried to join.

Ryan raided Voldemort. I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream on twitch for people in here. I was not going to out a gay man for not heeding my warning about a violent homophobe. I assumed he'd stay quiet for his own personal safety since he refused to kick Sir out of his community.

He told everyone in his discord server I was "unwelcome" for vague reasons.

I banned him. He retaliated.