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I died the day you stopped loving me

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i feel so out of place everywhere i go. i just wanna disappear

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cutting isnt enough i need to blow my head off

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when just the thought of it makes you feel so sick your throat tightens up, your head starts hurting, your fists close in on themselves and suddenly you’re punching yourself till your knuckles bruise up

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gotta lose this weight before overdosing , i can’t die fat

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yeah alright, i’d let him shoot me in the head.

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I can't wait to move out. I fucking hate this goddamn house.

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I feel like a damn lost puppy waiting for them to come back online - almost whining

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tfw the loneliness starts eating me alive

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why would i go back to therapy when i have tumblr

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maybe they had something that i didn’t to make him leave

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i didnt ask for the sui¢1d3 hotline answer my fucking question you good for nothing machine

computer. how to kill myself. no pain, instant, no take backs. computer? computer?

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call me a multitasker, the way i manage to self destruct like 5 ways at once

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I am miserable and I make other people miserable

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both please

Hug me please or stab me in the neck

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my summer break has officially started, here's to a summer full of obsessive masturbation, depraved desires and perverted yearning<3