#tw s/h

[shcultureis]

sh culture is feeling like a terrible person for wanting sc@rs

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[cam-stopped-eating-candles]

Mini comic largely based on a little fic I read that made my brain explode

[corroded-corpse]

i want to cut your words into me over and over until it drowns my skin.

i want you to sear into my body permanently so nobody forgets my devotion to you..

[ginumo]

Prelude

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[violentnewmarley]

hiii <3 ! can you write where it’s tokio hotel x reader but like separately… ( YK ????) 😭😭😭 anyways where the reader pulls their hair or scratches themselves when their stressed or sad ? and then they comfort the reader and calm them down ? ….. i hope this made sense i’m sorry pookie 😞😞.

By Your Side.

Tokio Hotel (2000’s) x Gn!reader<3 (Angst?)

YES OFC BABE! But I thought that I should make these HCs more indistinct so they are Basically just general s/h and Comfort but I hope you don’t mind! ALSO. me and my bbg lo kept coming up with really funny ideas to so I had to include those as well😔💔 the silly ones are all purple.

lo -> (my pookie bear) tysm @bbvoxstar ^_^ 💟💟💟

Warnings/Content: mentions of s/h.

• How each member of Tokio Hotel would comfort you after finding out about your Bad coping skills 😓

Tom

• At first he would get mad for not really knowing what to do.

• maybe some trust issues at first.

• but eventually he would be really understanding and try to help.

• Idk why but i think he would be really chill about it.

• lots of physical affection and silliness to try and distract you.

• Would be really defensive over you if someone were to point out or make fun of your scars (or any type of mark you would get from something)

• He would attempt at braiding your hair to keep you distracted because you kept pulling at it. but he ends up putting it into a knot and he calls Bill up (cause bills a female🥰) and Toms like "HELP OMG" so Bill unknots that shit 😙 Basically its just so funny that your not stressed anymore LOL.

Gustav

• I don't think that he would pick up on it super easily so he would be a bit confused when he first finds out.

• Hes very protective of you already, but he would become even more.

• He would make you watch silly movies together to try and cheer you up.

• Would let you play with his hair (he usually swats your hand away 😒)

• Gustav DEFINITELY likes Madagascar. yall watch Madagascar and he doesnt stop qouting the zebra 💔

Bill

• He would likely pick up on your behavior by himself, so he would end up talking to you to make sure you're alright.

• If he caught you in an act I think he would try to talk you through/out of it.

• Listens well and pays close attention to what you say. He would take it serously and try his best to make sure you trust him

• Would let you cry in his arms fr :(

• Would help you put on bandaids and kiss them😔 (I know That sounds really cringe but you know that you can picture it happening)

• He would be extra touchy and loving to try and comfort you when he knew you needed it to try and keep you from hurting yourself more in the future <3

• Gives you an emo makeover so you can look the part😍

• Writes a song about it :3

Georg

• I feel like if Georg ever saw you pull your hair he would think your on crack but then realize your sad and feel bad. 😓

•Hold your hands

• Speaks really soft and quiet when talking to you

• He’s very reassuring and always reminds you about how much he loves you. (he just gives those vibes yk)

• Checks up on you a lot, sometimes he makes time to do so, and when he can’t he texts you a lot.

y’all I am so sorry if the silly ones are out of pocket we couldn’t help ourselves😭 But srsly if any of you are ever struggling with these sorts of things I understand and am always here to talk 😘

💟 @fishinaband @nyxwritesshit @mikalame @bbvoxstar

[vigilant-yaksha-asks]

Open starter: Nightmares

oh, mod here, trigger warning for self harm and nightmares/panic attack/general anxiety!! the starter will be below the cut

Xiao jolted awake, eyes darting around from where he lay in the branches of the tree that grew around Wangshu Inn.

"You're safe...you're fine..." Xiao ran a hand through his hair, trying to calm down.

He stood at the top level of the Inn, folding his arms on top of the railing and resting his head on them. Xiao bit them into his forearms. His sharp teeth dug into his arms. He tried and failed to breathe deeply.

"...why did I have to be the one to survive?"

Tears sprung at the corners of his eyes despite his protests.

"Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry..."

[scoutsurge]

SPACER! for S/H scars ( healed ), Blood and Serious themes? kinda of If info is needed, one image has Simon pointing a gun at himself ( that'll be under the keep reading part <3 ) You've been warned

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It not super bad ( the one under this-) but its just for safety? :>

[knucklestheechidna7777777]

out of uniform ddlc “redesigns” - for all of them it’s only a slight design change, other than yuri’s hair style and outfit being quite different, but i tried to incorporate the red ribbon string into all of their designs ^_^

sorry for clipping my white little dots in your lesbian flag yuri

[furinzii]

pasting this from my discord sooo

(tw mentions of s/h)

hey guys

I'm aware of what's going on on twt rn and to anyone that was worried, I am okay now. I wanna say though that I NEVER spread any dpriv account around publicly and I only told like. Several people who I trusted. Yes I blocked their dpriv but that's because they're known for block evading and I didn't want that, soo.

I don't care if you hate me or whatever for doing whatever it is that you think I did, but I love all of you.

BUT I'M SO FUCKING DONE W TWITTER OH MY GOD an app has never made me wanna kms more

tw genuine s/h

and no I was not guilt tripping.

but that's not important. I'm so, so sorry to anyone I hurt. Y'all didn't deserve that.

To anyone who still gaf about me lol, I'm gonna be a little inactive publicly for a bit but I'll be back to normal soon.

But.

I will absolutely NOT be returning to twitter.

that app has caused me nothing but constant pain and paranoia and I can't deal w it anymore. sorry

I'm not gonna let myself be hurt by issues caused by an already shitty social media.

conclusion

I love all of you are still w me, and I hope you can find it in you to forgive me if you're against me. Even if I don't deserve it.

Thank you.

[shcultureis]

sh culture is c@rv1ng their initial/name and wishing they could see ☹️

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[augustxxunderground]

meeee :3

[salmasfoggedforest]

Hit me, bruise me, cut me

[shcatsscratches]

Maybe someone can help me...........................

Perfection is reached, not when there is no longer anything to add, but when there is no longer anything to take away. 

Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.

A moment on the lips, forever on the hips.

Thinner is the winner.

You can never be too rich or too thin.

Hunger hurts but starving works.

The flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.

You will be tempted quite frequently. You will have to choose whether to enjoy yourself wholly for those 20 minutes or so that you will be consuming excess calories, or whether you will despise yourself cordially for the next three days.

Eat to live, but don't live to eat.

(What nourishes me, also destroys me.)

It's simple: You decide once and for all that you aren't going to eat, and there are no further decisions to make.

In the body, as in sculpture, perfection is attained not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.

It's not deprivation, it's liberation.

Being normal is over rated.

Food is like art, to be looked at not eaten.

Every time you say no thank you to food, you say yes please to thin.

You have a choice to make, do you want to be "Normal" and overweight like the rest of the world, Or do you want to be unique and be that girl every overweight person wants to be? It's all up to you.

Think higher of yourself, your too good to put that in your body.

When I wake, I'm empty, light-headed. I like to stay this way, free and pure, light on my feet, traveling light. For me, food's only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist, each time achieving another small victory of the will.

The difference between want and need is self control.

They always say they're concerned with me, about my health, when all they want to do is control me. They want to pin me down and force-feed me with lies, with what they call love.

The greasy fry, it cannot lie, its truth is written on your thigh.

They say I could die if I get to thin and I tell them I Could die getting to fat also. The difference is dieting thin is a challenge and I am not one to give up one a challenge.

We are prisoners of our taste buds - BREAK FREE!

I want my collarbones and hips to be as sharp as my mind.

You can learn to love anything I think, if you need to badly enough. I trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry. If my stomach contracts, or I wake up feeling nauseated, or I'm light-headed, or have a hunger headache or better yet, all of the above, it means I'm getting thinner, if feels good. I feel strong, on top of myself, in control.

Denying yourself food is not true deprivation - never being thin is.

There is no try, there is only DO.

You have such a pretty face, why don't you try dieting?

Pain is temporary; Pride is forever.

An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person.

Don't give up what you want most for what you want at the moment.

Empty is pure, starving is the cure.

Feed the soul; let the body fast.

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

If it tastes good, It's trying to kill you.

An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist – but ordinary's just not good enough today.

The word is control. That's my ultimate - to have control.

There are admirable potentialities in every human being. Believe in your strength and your youth. Learn to repeat endlessly to yourself, 'It all depends on me'.

Food is the most primitive form of comfort.

Act as if it were impossible to fail.

Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.

You want food? Look at those THIGHS!

Fridge pickers wear big knickers.

Don't eat anything today that you'll regret tomorrow.

Craving is only a feeling.  

Bones define who we really are, let them show.

Giving in to food shows weakness, be strong, and you'll be better than everyone else

Do not give up what you most want for what you want at the moment

An imperfect body reflects an imperfect soul

Craving is only a feeling

An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist, but ordinarily is just not good enough today

If it was easy, everybody will be thin

If it tastes good, it's trying to kill you

Calories CAN NOT make you happy

Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better

The beginning is always today

It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop

It's the mind that makes the body

Every time you say no to food, you say yes to thin

Eat to live, don't live to eat

When you resist the pain of hunger, it means your not a slave of your body

Don't eat! Do you want to stay fat?

Being thin is more important than everything!

You want food? Look at those thighs!

Bones define who we really are! Let them show!

Do you really want to be that weight for the rest of your life?

Eat less, weigh less

Thin is beautiful, even thinner is perfection

Anorexia is a lifestyle, not a diet

I only feel beautiful when I'm hungry

Skip dinner, end up thinner

Respect yourself, put down the fork

Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Thin is perfection, I'll die trying to achieve it

Your mind should always be on your diet! 

[eyluvu]

Ocd is like 'ok so im sending this invoice to my boss and i hope this isnt a pornhub link or a picture of my bleeding thighs even though i havent attached anything at all other than my invoice but maybe it magically changed and now im fired and get no money and also everyone hates me and thinks im a prude for sending inappropriate links to my boss' and the link is like 'Basic Invoice Template'

[cheddar-inq]

tw for s/h mention, im asking a question abt it below cut

is it considered self-harm to punch yourself? or to scratch at your arms (sometimes to the point of bleeding or those little red scratches that dont go away for a few days)?

ive never cut, im incredibly scared of sharp objects since i accidentally sliced my finger on glass a few years ago.

but ive been told that it is and that it isnt

whenever i get really stressed and upset with myself ill punch myself as hard as i can, usually in the arms or sometimes in the head. usually i have lots of bruises on my upper arms, which is another reason i prefer hoodies so much because they fully cover the bruises that i hate trying to explain.

its not just if im mad at myself but usually thats the only time when im so genuinely upset i do that, but occasionally itll happen for othe reasons. when a kid in pit orchestra with me was being an asshole as per usual and a few of them wouldnt stop playing with my instruments i went to the percussion closet to grab the woodblock and just stood there hitting myself and about to cry from the fury and the pain, i was so upset. i was a bit dizzy when i came out from hitting my head but mostly my arms just hurt so bad that it took my mind off of being upset.

the scratching is whenever im stressed, angry, upset, scared, ect. basically any negative emotion causes me to do that to take my mind off of it.

is this considered self harm?? and how do i stop doing this please. ive tried punching pillows or stuffed animals but it doesnt do anything.