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hiiiiiii doing soft revamping over at k1d0m3g4 so itty bitty break from here ~

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from the moment he wakes up after the ice to .... midway through avengers? he's angry. he's full of rage. the tesseract isn't the only thing that should have been left where it was found.

he was dead. he was gone, and now he's alive in a time that doesn't make sense trying to play constant catch up on everything that happened while he was gone in the ice

and that rage comes back full force tenfold when he finds out that buck has been tortured since he went down for his long nap.

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BUZZFEED UNSOLVED SENTENCE STARTERS I  —   quotes pulled from the youtube series hosted by ryan bergara and shane madej. feel free to make alterations.

i’m gonna be so pissed off if we die. 

that sounds like a bad idea, and i love it.

if you’re gonna kill a bunch of people, you might as well have some fun with it.

this is what happens when people don’t have hobbies.

did you just call the demon a motherfucker?

i got a life-changing thing to tell you here.

we’re friends. it’s a friendship.

there’s something weird going on in this little town.

i’m about to die for the internet.

enough of you being a phony and a liar.

keep in mind we have to spend the night here.

this place is a living nightmare.

i was doing some heteronormative bullshit!

well, i think we can never show our faces here ever again.

doesn’t that sound great? wouldn’t’ you like to be haunted by me?

i’m gonna serve you up a fresh truth pancake.

maybe it’s about to get a whole lot weirder.

you’re my friend! i would be concerned if you disappeared!

i’m not gonna let you goad me into this, i know what you’re trying to do.

give me a heads up if you start to feel murderous.

can you just look a little bit worried?

i’m starting to think you want to die.

any extra time with you is a punishment.

you seem to be well-versed in the arts of sexual deviance.

sexiness is relative, motherfucker! 

i’d say about half of it i don’t remember doing.

did you just wink at me?

we’re just two guys sitting in a tub. 

i got so distracted by the tongue thing.

my fucking heart almost exploded, dude.

don’t just claim i killed jfk.

you know how much of a pyschopath you have to be to enjoy that?

your unrelenting skepticism is exhausting. 

i’m not trying to do that whole dismissive thing, but i’m dismissing it.

this has been a huge waste of time.

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my main goal when writing characters is to make people cry over them

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"Moxie, huh? I've been told I got audacity and stupidity in spades, Pal. That I got an ego that rivals an asshole I know. Point is .... relatives of the veterans of that uniform wouldn't take too kindly to you -" Shit what had that kid Pete called it? "-- cosplayin' some sort of war time guy."

He doesn't expect to be recognized, a lot has changed since this James spoke to him. "Yeah, I'd be a real punk to talk shit to a stranger. You can call me..... Grant. I know you don't trust me, but we need to get you different clothes. I can call a friend and see what he thinks about you not bein' from here. You hungry? I can swing you by my place, and go out for sandwiches. Nothin' too processed. First time I tried the food here my stomach problems didn't let me lay down for three days ... my reflux was up in my mouth." He remembers Fury laughing at him when he complained. "Your best bet at getting back where you were going is to trust me. I promise to keep you safe."

He's attracting more than a few confused stares from people passing by, decked out in his uniform, their strange clothing and hair confusing him just as much. Bucky looks around as tires scream on the pavement, horn blaring, drawing his attention to a tall man with blond hair making his way across the street.

The man kept his eyes directly on him, making the brunet more than a bit nervous. Made him want to make tracks.

"You're kiddin' with me. You've got moxie to say that to a stranger so plainly." What the hell did blondie mean by that? Certainly, the Sergeant already knew he shouldn't have been here. Not in the States. It'd make him sound crazy to admit it though.

The last thing he remembered was being in Italy, the day before heading out on a mission with the rest of the 107th, and his unease showed plainly on his expression.

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☆ — I CAN BE TRUE TO A CAUSE . I know that sounds crazy, but everything does. I've got nothing called home. I know the true joy of sorrow of which I'm sharing alone. And I probably messed up. Made a mistake. At least it was mine. I'll scream out from hell , At least I have nothing. Nothing to tie me down. Not even someone. promo template : theatre des vampires by supersources.

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@resoluteheart *holds up ivory soap bar*

Snags it. Takes a bite, and CHEWS, holding it back out. Jokes on you, not the worst thing he's had in his mouth.

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truly criminal that the avengers didn't get to witness steve language rogers need his mouth washed out with soap around bucky

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not to meme on my muse too much but steve going full john wick on any enemy that hurts someone he considers a friend i'm talking hunting someone down and not resting until they're put down for what they did to his friends

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@resoluteheart from ⋆

It's like a sketch in an old dust covered journal has stepped out the page ; made flesh standing across the street. He remembers that day gripped and ripped to the forefront of his mind at the sight of Buck. The Buck before all the horrors man are capable of clouded the eyes with pain. The Buck he left with two women for what he assumes was a good night with too much left unsaid.

Feet send him stumbling into the street not taking his eyes off this ghost, even though he hears the squeal of tires and a horn blaring as he crosses. He doesn't look away, sure his mind is playing tricks on him again. Wanda is no where near this place though, and her mind tricks and hallucidreams aren't happening.

No. This is Bucky, the Bucky that's never coming back, and both of them have made peace with that. Still, it doesn't stop him walking right up to him, turning his hearing aids up high enough to hear him speak, he's about the only one he listens to these days. "You are in Brooklyn , but you definitely shouldn't be here here."

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# SCHAPTAINSCHMERICA. a highly selective canon divergent headcanon based roleplay account for steve rogers of the mcu with limited comic influences. read rules before interaction / following. froze by ellie. 32. they / she. please be 21+ to follow.

a study of : trying to be a good man , doing the right thing , secrets don't build trust , finish the mission , passive suicidal ideation , meaning what you say , self hatred , losing yourself and reminding yourself what you stand for , museum wandering , dwelling on the past and how unhealthy it is , not a perfect soldier , waking up where you don't belong , and taking care of your friends .

carrd | pin board | playlist | Quentin Quire.

mains here someday?

simple rules below cut.

I am not here for character hate / hate of my particular portrayal of him. I do not care about your opinion of him in endgame. I have 1 (one) person I am okay with venting to me about Steve's decision to go back to Peggy. I am canon divergent for my own comfort and no I will not write Steve like YOU want him. The Steve you see me write is the Steve you're getting. I have had too many people on other muses tell me how to write MY muse. Write them yourself if you think we aren't playing dolls right.

Plot points that I didn't vibe with have been snipped : Ruining Peggy's life for a date / to be with her isn't romantic that gives me the ick, Sharon Carter post asking her out for a cup of coffee BEFORE he found out she was an agent to spy on him + Peggy's niece makes that a no for me.

Any ships that happen will be formed through interaction and plotting I'm a sucker for a slow burn and I can't stand autoshipping. Do not throw your muse at mine without prior interaction. If you're here to fuck the fc, I only smut if I feel comfortable with you, and making it obvious you want Chris Evans isn't the way to go.

I have been on hellsite since 2011 and I have my horror stories of rp fandom fun. If I seem like a dick my bad I'm just exhausted. If you see me writing with someone you don't like (unless they're like a pedo or extremely dangerous) let me learn my own lessons. The block button is my best friend and I use it when I feel uncomfortable to the point talking is a waste of time. I've been a people pleaser in the past and let people get away with some heinous shit that nearly made me stop rp-ing. Triggers will be tagged "trigger example" // and "trigger example" tw, so they are easy to catch. While I do have a nsfw tag I will also be tagging it nsft so you don't have to see that should it come up. Please tag : images of veins , needles , self harm / injuries that look like cuts , and worms, and audio of gagging / vomit. Please remember this is a hobby and not a job. If you don't see your reply it's in the queue (set to 3 a day) or in my drafts. If it's not up in a week I probably didn't get a notif for it. Please do not harass me for your replies or replies I owe your friends / your girlfriend. (yes this has happened). I might not have an official autism diagnosis but the signs are there and I sometimes get the grippy sock time depressy so sometimes I won't want to be here. If you have an issue with me I'm assuming we're both adults please tell me. You don't have to but I would like to make rp a fun time. Please remember setting boundaries works both ways! Do not expect me to pick up on written passive aggressive hints in character, or ooc. YES THIS HAS HAPPENED. I sure as shit will not notice your hints and honestly it'll make me drop interaction. Please do not ask for a plot where my muse gets off to hurting yours. Please do not ask me for Peggy Steve. Please do not force your oc into my backstory (yes this has happened). I don't do family OCs, I'm sorry. I have OCs I love OCs but Steve doesn't have anyone, and the people he does have he has formed bonds with. IF YOU WANT ME TO ACCEPT YOUR OC INTO MY BACKSTORY FOR STEVE PLOT PLOT PLOT. While I have my ships I like I will not force them on anyone if it happens it happens. Also I have opinions on dynamics but I prefer to work with what my rp partner decides! Drink an water. Eat an treat. remember to take care of yourself.