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i can feel the difference between my parasympathetic and sympathetic nervous system

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i am very sensitive do not hurt my feelings or ill be forced to slam a hammer into your skull

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being a good person left me traumatized so excuse me .. if i act distant sometimes

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You know what sucks? Having a breakdown over something you KNOW is stupid. Like it’s still making you feel sick, and beyond upset but you can’t tell anyone because you KNOW its ridiculous and no one will GET it so you just lay there suffering and wanting to cry with no out put or way to fix or work through the feelings.

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ugh fuck off.. i do wanna hear from u though

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The Face of Another, 1966

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I hate when people use shyness as an insult :) they’re acting like the worst thing i can do to them is be a lil quiet and weird.

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me at 12: dad's anger issues are so scary waaaah

me at 27: if another slight inconvenience happens to me i'm going to put my car in reverse on the interstate

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humiliation ritual but it’s just me being me

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give me attention before i start knocking shit off shelves

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being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

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i will argue with anyone and everyone i dont give a fuuuuuck ill argue with God a cat and the fuckin wall idc bitch i will be HEARD!!!

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whatever didn't kill me turned me into this

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step one to overcoming social anxiety is to realize that most people kind of suck and their opinion of you is literally worthless

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D.H. Lawrence, The Rainbow

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Avpd culture is being unable to draw in your sketchbook

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Telling someone how you feel is a humiliation ritual