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someone do things with me

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Jacob Elordi in Euphoria (2019—)

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i didn’t like jacob elordi in the kissing booth but euphoria has completely altered my opinion about him

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y’all should reblog and put in the tags what your first concert and your last concert were, and what your next concert will be if you know

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AMSTCRDAM → SCNFLWRS

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everything below this post is considered archived, not active or open !!

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(   &   ╱   undulateds‌   —   waverly   !   )

@amstcrdam   ╱   closed.

“    what i wanna know is who’s fuckin’ STUPID idea it was to throw a costume party in the m i d d l e of january    ?    ”    the petite brunette has been ON ONE all night, the cruel combination of another rejection stewing with the freezing air and her skimpy costume ( a choice she made HERSELF, despite what her complaining may have lead others to believe ) all leaving a rather sour taste in her mouth. fingers that were previously e n t w i n e d within her best friends are quickly dropped in favor of pointing towards and APPROACHING pair of friends, a giggle the only indication of her plan that she bothers to give before BOLTING in the direction of the figures. voice is high pitched and girlish, mimicking the sheer EXCITEMENT she feels at this h a p p y accident. “    PUDDIN’    !!!    ”    then she’s face to face with a complete stranger, almost TOO confident that she’ll get the reciprocation she so desires.

   “ well, this is FUN. ” sawyer is teasingly humming, watching the g u i l t wash on his previously boistorous companion. his friend ashton had insisted the hollywood costume party — everyone was doing it, like christmas in july, but HALLOWEEN in january — except it was colder and everyone was a little more miserable. his glass of liquor was maybe the only thing keeping him going at this point ; the plastic silver grill adorning his mouth nearly making him want to RIP all of his teeth out, the uncomfortable amount of hair wax and spray keeping his hair vibrantly green. he’s cursing he didn’t say no after the girls’ offered to use the leftover face paint from one of their flashback mary costumes. the tux he had originally rocked up in could’ve easily substituted something else. reservoir dogs ? american psycho ? james bond ? no one would’ve given two shits anyway. he’s definitely about ready to QUIT and light a joint out the back, but flitting eyes lock on her approaching figure. confusion acknowledges her nearing presence, until she’s practically screaming something that comprehends almost moments later, a smug grin creeping onto his features. the proximity could’ve been p a r a l y z i n g, a slow motion of stillness halting his actions, before his arms are pushing away fears and spreading wide, wrapping around her waist in the momentum as he spins her around. “ hi baby. ” sawyer speaks after he places her down, his register hinting at an exuberant confidence his mellow person never usually inhibited — their paired costumes sparking a bond in a matter of seconds.

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                                      (   &   ╱   secret santa ‘18   —   @milkshkcs !   )  

   adrian had already listened to an hour’s worth of kaden’s festively written songs, almond sneaking into the lyrics of a few songs he could only roll his eyes to. polar opposites these two were, l i g h t and DARK in their nature and when adrian pulled out his name, clueless washed over his entire face. he was never good at this sort of stuff, gift giving, high spirits, but the group had welcomed him in with open arms, a big grump like him couldn’t be more than appreciative. despite the majority of his differences, he loved kaden and his organic love for the world and everyone around him ( a little too much at first, but the doses of kaden would only increase ), a quality he could only admire, fantasise a replication if the gods ever deemed him worthy.

   christmas had never been a particularly fond memory for the miscreant, foster homes or the city’s streets, the season never carried a warmth other might have experienced. adrian had grown rather immune to holiday and in the years that turned a pure soul to ash, it become another day worthless to a boy looking for a quick buck. gifts were hardly a thing for the boy, a few BLACK eyes and bloody noses some of the things he’d receive instead, sans the few cherished ( read also: only ) gifts astrid would make shift back in the system, a crafted key chain she gifted still adorning his keys. he knew what this holiday meant now, and he’d be damned if his own bad run would stop him from making it better with his new found family — not that you’d catch those words coming from his mouth. 

   “ kaden ! ” he’s beaming over the echoed sounds of music as he makes his way back into the living room turned arena for the muso, drinks accopying both hands. “ it’s intermission time, yeah ? i made you a drink, well, i didn’t. katie did, and she said you’d love it. ”

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(   &   ╱   pcrsphnes‌   —   katie !   )

despite EVERYTHING, at the end of the day behind the strenuous front of their friendship, katie has a lot of love for everyone in her friend group — including zach. she’s quick and sharp tongued with him, never once letting him forget EACH mistake that he’s making, though she’d never say anything if there wasn’t a ( deep ) rooted belief that he was — IS, better than he lets everyone else believe. it’s not an uncommon thing for him to appear in her home, not RARE in the slightest as just about everyone in the group has made it known that the vance home is THEIRS just as much as it is the twins whos names are a c t u a l l y on the lease. when she pulls open the door it takes only a few SECONDS for something that he says to have her rolling her eyes, quickly followed by a rather uncharacteristic smirk. “ i think we both know the answer to that, rhodes. i’ve never been a very nice girl. ” she steps out of the doorway to allow him in, hands smoothing down the skirt she’d spent so long choosing. “ you know, this is INCONVENIENT. our psychology professor is holding an exclusive dinner tonight, and while you might not have gotten invited, i’m planning on going. what do you need, mr. claus ? gift ideas for holland ? this well has pretty much run dry, i had to get her something for secret santa already. ”

“ that’s why you’ve always been a favourite, ” signature smirk graces his lips with a swift wink before he gaits through the familiar doorframe. f e w things distinguished the two, but many paralelled their personalities. they were both POWERFUL forces to be reckoned with, to each in their own manner, it was much of the reason holland was attracted to her, and MUCH of the reason zach undeniably was too. “ so the short skirt wasn’t in anticipation of my arrival ? i’m shocked. ” the tongue in his cheek coins his sarcasm, floating around the room aimlessly, before turning on his heels in the direction of the girl, cued as she continued to speak. “ i don’t take psychology, if you didn’t know. it’s a pseudoscience and a bit of a waste of time, ” bold of him to boast with the psychological MESS brewing his mind, but zach still remains tall in his response, as he did most of his ill-willed actions. “ besides, they’d be honoured if i joined, i’m sure. i was ACTUALLY here to steal you for tonight, because surprise ! i got you for secret santa. i took holland out already, no big deal, we’re good again. ” he shrugs nonchalantly, as if the idea warranted that type of attitude, like rekindling their relationship was almost as easy as baking a cake. “ but it looks like you bet me to my plans ... doesn’t look like you have a date though, which is sad. LUCKILY i’m here, and i’d be happy to accompany you. ” cheesy grin stretches from ear to ear as he looks at the brunette, courageous in his stance. “ i’ll behave, i swear. scout’s honour. ”

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exploring the rulers’ instagram ── general. ( @pcrsphnes @amstcrdam )

KATIEVANCE COMMENTED ON YOUR POST: zach, shut the fuck up.

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(   &   ╱   pcrsphnes‌   —   astrid !   )

✿ ┊ secret santa 2018 ; astrid + zach / @amstcrdam. 〗

it’s a DAMN good thing that astrid has a spare key to the rhodes house, because when she got there, there was no one home and she had about a THOUSAND bags slung over her arms [ okay, six, but that’s still a lot ] and was quite literally about to collapse. when she FINALLY gets the door to open, she realizes that she’s not in fact alone as she comes face to face with just the boy she came to see [ not the one you’re expecting, either ]. a GRIN lights up her face, arms immediately shoved towards zach and his confused expression. “ hi zach ! ” it makes sense that he doesn’t GET it, they haven’t done a crafting session in years, and it’s JUST a few days earlier than their usual secret santa. “ i guess i should explain why i’m here. i mean, not really, but i will. ” then she’s SHOOING him towards the table, acting like SHE’S the one who lives here. “ you can just put the bags on the table. ” the blonde perches on one of the chairs at the aforementioned table, a smug grin replacing her previously joyous one. “ i’m your secret santa — and i’m here to make your real christmas freaking awesome. ”

in TRUE zach fashion, his attention to any guests is a bare minimum, and any knock at the door had gone more than unnoticed until the turn of the lock had his ears perked — though it’s not enough motivation to investigate the struggle he could hear on the other side. zach’s hardly dressed for company and naturally, the music may be a little too loud to entertain any guest, but he’s quick to grab the remote and lower volume once he sees the perky blonde limp through the door. “ hey babe, ” raspy voice speaks as he goes in for the hug, without a single question of her arrival ( ever since the rhodes had given her a key to their place, astrid became AKIN to family at this point ). confusion wears on his face as his courteous affection is rejected, bags coming into contact with his abdomen instead. he’s hastily following suit as though the situation were life or DEATH, and he stands, waiting for further instructions. these types of ANTICS were all but uncommon for the girl, play dates ruled by her tediously planned scrapbooking sessions he so fondly remembered, arguing with his brother over who had a better eye for decorating ( everything had always been a competition to zach ). he’s standing like a lost puppy until she joins, arms losing the weights as the bags slump on the table, hands leaning against the furniture she was now situated at. “ with a callback to our childhood ? ” the boy questions curiously, though the gesture is appreciated, he’s ultimately confused with what she had in store. “ as much as i remember loving the arts and crafts with you, i can’t say it would top the charts for best christmas present these days. you know, with the whole i’m a tough male thing. ”

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Are you there god It’s me your bastard child 

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hey y’all i’m gonna be sticking in my drafts until i get back from my holiday in like two weeks because i don’t want to start anything new in such a busy time ! so please know i’m not ignoring anyone but starting anything more will be hella stressful and i have a shitload to do

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SECRET SANTA  → ASTRID + ZACH ( @amstcrdam )

❝ i literally can’t remember the last time you weren’t  in the dog house with holland — so my christmas present to you, is to make sure you have EVERYTHING you need for the perfect date. plus, we both know that you secretly l o v e crafting with me. ❞

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HOLLANDS’S CHRISTMAS LIST  ──  adrian : secret santa. ( @amstcrdam )

all expense paid trip to vegas for his birthday. two tickets are included in the pack, along with a handwritten note. ( tl;dr : take whoever you want, but zach is not allowed to go with you. if he does, i’ll skin the both of you alive. i love you, almond !! )

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ahhhh i don’t wanna say too much here because i have a lot to say down below, but i just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas   (   or just a happy december 25th   )   and express my gratitude for 150 followers   !    numbers don’t really mean that much to me, but the fact that there are 150 people   (   barring any blog doubles   )   that wanna see me and my muses on my dash everyday is amazing and something to be celebrated. so, without further ado, here’s some special thanks   (   in no particular order   )   !

FAVOURITE MUTUALS —

♡  @honeyspilled   :   my darling el   …   we’ve only known each other for like   (   3   )   months, but you’re already one of my favourite people on this site   !   i always get excited when i see you on my dash, and even more so when you reply to our threads. we talk every day, and i always look forward to it   !   i love hearing stories about boys who don’t know how to act, your dad and his shovel, and the flaky   (   but friendly   )   coworker. i’m so glad you’re on your way to getting your dream job, and i can’t wait to hear more about the great things you’re doing.

♡  @wildthrns   :   ngl   …   there was a time when i didn’t think i was gonna get to write with you because you asked me to write you a starter one time   (   looooooong ago   )   and i forgot to do it lmao. i’m so glad you didn’t give up on me, because now we have a bunch of great ships and get to come up with even more   !   your theme always looks great, and all of your muses are masterpieces. i can’t think of one person better at coming up with alt fcs than you; they’re always so fitting, but never cliche. your writing’s amazing too   !   every reply leaves me blown away, including those that aren’t even more me   !

♡  @sinsoakedsaints   :   i didn’t think i was gonna meet someone who stanned m*mma mia ! and a st*r is born as much as i do, but here you are   !   i’m so glad we started writing together. our ships are a1 and i always love reading your ooc posts because they’re hilarious   !   

♡  @icekisseds   :   believe it or not, we actually started writing together a little less than a year ago. replying to your open was one of the best things i’ve done on this site. we went from nev x dax to like 13 ships, and i love all of them   !   i can’t wait for you to get a break from school so we can start things up again. also, you’re so friendly omg. i’m the worst at keeping up with people long term, but every now and then, i’ll get a sweet message from you and it completely makes my day.

♡  @infamcus   :   my fellow libra   !   we’ve been writing together since i first got on indie and i don’t think it’s ever not been lit. we always have a bunch of different things going on   (   i can’t remember the last time we had less than five ships lmao   ), and it’s great because i love all of your muses and wanna play against each and every one of them. i also love seeing your snapchat stories   !

♡  @kcwi​   :   leesh   …   the loml   (   where the ‘l’ stands for love but also for leesh   )   …   we were fast friends too   !   amelian, phoenix x kenna, and em x claire are still up there on my list of favorite ships. we don’t talk much anymore, but i love seeing your snaps from sk. it really looks like you’re living your best life, and i’m so happy for you   !

♡  @ofyearnings​   :   jeeeeeez we’ve been writing since before i really got into indie. i love that we keep finding each other though   !   the odds of finding the same person in all the different niches across the community are pretty slim, so i guess we’re just meant to write together. even though we haven’t really had a ship take off yet, i don’t think we’ve ever had a bad one   ?   like based on headcanons alone, they’ve all been beautiful. i can’t wait to do more things with you   !

♡  @aigredouces​   :   my friend   …   i’m so glad you came back to indie   !   we had so many nice things before we left and i can’t wait to start up even more nice things now that you’re back. your writing is so beautiful. there’s a very distinct voice behind it, like gossip girl but better. i also love calling out bs in rpc gender politics with you   !   please, keep doing what you’re doing.

HONORABLE MENTIONS —

@drygins   /   @champagns   /   @inrevrse   /   @amstcrdam   /   @electricsays   /   @ofroseate   /   @runningsaway   /   @reticvnt   /   @raisehavocs   /   @taxicalls   /   @intothedrk   /   @spillseas   /   @slcighbells   /   @sslytheriiin   /   @glcmor   /   @hiwagas   /   @hopuma   /   @lekxngs   /   @mcdicne   /   @modcrnity   /   @cursivebloodlines   /   @narrcissist   /   @videogcmes   /   @amplehoney   /   @ofopals