scriptureient - Tumblr blog

[scriptureient]

when distance brings fondness

read on wattpad

Description: once someone fell in love there's always two possible ways on how to deal with it. It's either you confess or ran away. And Gabrielle Singh chose the latter

Genre: New Adult

Note: This story is written in English-Tagalog medium. I already made an ao3 about this and promised to make a sequel but I decided to make to a wattpad version instead. What you'll read later on is only the prologue of the novel so if you want to read the whole story (it's still on-going though) you can click the link that is provided above.

——

September 2020. Around 10AM. I can still  remember.

It was a cold day in Baguio City, where I live, just like how it has always been. I had nothing to do, but to lay down on my bed with a phone in my hand and move my thumb up and down. I just graduated college and still have no plans to look for a job. I thought that it would be nice to have a short break and compensate for all the hardworks I've been through during those days that I was studying.

My phone beeped and as I checked it I saw that someone messaged me on twitter.

"Hey, you up?" A certain Pablo said.

"I am." I replied with a smile on my face that screams stupidity.

You probably already know what's the situation is accentuating.

I know that it is too absurd to like someone online. I won't even try to defend myself because from the first place, I already knew the advantages and disadvantages of falling in love online.

Number one advantage. You won't have to suffer from awkwardness once the two of you decide to break up.

And number one disadvantage... well, there's too many disadvantages than one so I won't enumerate it. 

Because no matter what happens, I won't give it all to this man I'm having a crush with. It's for the better. I wouldn't cry and it would be easy for me to move on from him.

That's what I thought.

Not until everything really did come to an end.

At first, I thought that it's just a mere infatuation. That everything was just a fleeting feeling and when the time comes, I'd get bored with this man named Pablo.

But I didn't.

I didn't get bored and started seeking for him everyday, instead. I started playing his guitar and song covers on repeat.

Oh, he plays guitar. And sings well too. He does cover videos on twitter anonymously. I don't know his real name nor his real face. All I know is that I'm slowly falling– no, I have already fallen. Deeply.

When that realization hits me, I got scared. And without second thinking. Without considering whether he likes me too, I deactivated immediately.

I left, without bidding goodbye.

That decision kept me up all night long. Is that a right thing for me to do? Will that decision really help me move on? Or am I just running away?

Thinking that my choice wasn't the best at all, I decided to go back and tell Pablo what I really feel towards him. But when I did, I was late.

Because he's already dating someone else.

When I learn that I no longer have the chance to work things out with him I tried to move on. But when I was finally letting go of the feelings I felt for him, that's when he unexpectedly appeared.

As a bassist of a new rising band named BLANKO.

[scriptureient]

yeah, i also cant imagine kim beom filming a drama with explicit scenes or should i say mature?

if kim beom and hyeyoung are given a chance to be lead couples in a drama, they're relationship would probably tell us all that intimacy is not the basis for a relationship to last longer.

instead, it'll be opening things up including the deepest and shittiest things you've experienced in life to your partner and accepting them anyway.

[scriptureient]

❄️Wintergarde️n❄️

[scriptureient]

Maybe, we did get a SolHwi endgame after all. 

The first thing that kept me sober when I woke this morning is the aroma of my coffee and the realizations that hit me after watching Law School’s finale. Everyone was kind of disappointed with how Sol A and Joon Hwi’s (SolHwi) ending didn’t reach their expectations. Well, of course,  I include myself. I, too, wasn’t that satisfied. And maybe, the reason why we aren’t as satisfied as we should be is because we’re actually expecting a more blunt confession than a subtle one. But in all honesty, if we are going to decode piece by piece, we can say that they’re truly meant for each other. Maybe, JTBC didn’t include the confession thing because they wanted to stick with the fact that Law School is not a romance, hence, a legal drama. Which is acceptable. We’re just the ones who expected that it was. 

In Law School episode 16, we saw how Sol A’s treatment towards Joon Hwi changed (I hope you noticed that). The way she stares at him and the way she gets conscious every time Joon Hwi gets close to her, is too obvious and safe to say that the feelings are mutual. I actually enjoyed episode 16 if we are going to tackle about SolHwi’s relationship. But if we are going to talk about beyond that, I can say that I was disappointed. And we’ll talk about that later. 

Going back to SolHwi (because that’s the reason why I started to write this anyway lol). The crumbs that I got during the finale was enough. And unlike other fans, I wasn’t actually expecting a kissing scene, hug scene or whatever lovey-dovey thing that is, because in all honesty, I love how Joon Hwi and So A give me butterflies everytime they do their own thing. You know? the thing wherein they’re not that intimate when showing their affection towards each other.

Most dramas are like that and it gets boring and cringey. Not like in Joon Hwi and Sol A’s case, the love between them doesn’t look like it was rushed and flew smoothly, instead. It feels more genuine that you’d actually think that they’re dating for real. I can say that there was a loveline and JTBC made us see it for ourselves without bluntly telling us. I am sure that they’re truly soulmates and knowing that makes me feel relieved. 

Especially when Kang Sol A said to Joonwhi, “I’ll be rooting for you in your uncle’s place.” And Joonhwi replied, “I’ll be rooting for you too.” Man! That's another way of exchanging I love yous for me. And believe me, that’s the sweetest and prettiest thing. 

On the other hand, if we are going to address how the whole finale went… I’d be frank if I say that it’s still lacking. There are so many queries that aren’t provided with better explanations and answers. Like, why the hell Seung Jae decided to study law? Why the hell did he grab Lee Man Ho’s collar in the first episode (if I’m not mistaken)? No one would dare to grab someone’s collar unless you have a strong motive to do so. Right? 

The first episodes are full of cases and trials. The trial that really took time was Yang Jong Hoon’s that they forgot to put some details on Assemblyman Ko Hyeong So, which in fact, his trial should be well detailed. I expected that his trial wouldn’t go like this. It feels so rushed. Lee Man Ho’s death was too. 

Everything feels so rushed. 

In Seo Ji Ho’s case, I was also expecting that they would show us at least a glimpse of how the trial against Prosecutor Jin went. But I guess it's expectation vs reality, indeed.

But all in all, I enjoyed watching the finale. I’m just kind of still hoping that it  gets a second season. Or if we are fortunate enough, I’m genuinely anticipating for Kim Beom and Hye Young to have a project together as lead couples, because why not? ^_^

Sighs. Anyway, we have finally reached the end. I hope y’all enjoyed watching law school as much as I did. I never thought that I’d get attached to a certain drama, like law school. I’ve learned so much and even was inspired to become a lawyer/prosecutor if fate would let me. 

Watching law school made me realize that not everyday… Everyone's okay. It made me realize that at the end of the day, there will be those ones in the higher positions that will drag those unprivileged individuals down. There will be those who possess the so-called crab mentality. There will be those parents who are willing to sacrifice their children's souls in order to save their ego. There will be those who are abused and can’t sleep at night thinking, what did they do wrong to experience that kind of brutality. There will be those who are greedy with money. And the ones who are willing to risk it all to make law just. 

And that’s what matters for me. The moral that we have learned. Not only in law but also in life. 

[scriptureient]

“Many of us on Tumblr have the same reality: Emotional exhaustion …”

— poetry-siir ©

[scriptureient]

I like it too. We’ll pour it on this one.

[scriptureient]

Fandom: Law School - Fandom, Solhwi - Fandom, JoonSolA - Fandom Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Han Joon Hwi and Kang Sol A Characters: Han Joon Hwi, Kang Sol A, Kang Sol B, Jeon Ye Seul Additional Tags: Not so angst, Internet Love, Chill, Short Summary:

once someone fell in love there's always two possible ways on how to deal with it. it's either you confess or ran away. and sol a chose the latter, in order to protect her heart from getting broken. but who would've thought that it'll be broken either way that all she could say to herself is, "at least, we're looking at the same moon."

[scriptureient]

Jinx! You guys… sorry.

[scriptureient]

#sometimes you just need to scream

[scriptureient]

“Love is a unique occasion to mature, to acquire form, to make us grow emotionally, to leave us more willing and ready to be loved.”

— poetry-siir ©

[scriptureient]

“On Tumblr we are all broken souls searching for the happiness we can’t achieve because of our fears.”

— poetry-siir ©