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Anonymous said to scxlbxrner:

character type: characters with dark backstories and guilt complexes

That’s rather much true yeah O.o never thought about it that way but looking at my list of current and former muses it’s definitely something that always shows up one way or another. Or at least one of those types is present x’D

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by the muses i already have , would you say that i have a character type ?  if so , what kind ? this isn’t necessarily limited to one !

BONUS: suggest a muse with that character type and i’ll consider adding them to the blog !

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{ Yusaku } 

“…”

A grumpy huff is all that’d answer Takeru as Yusaku finally gave up; the teen eventually falling limp against the other shoulder. Obviously struggling wasn’t going to get him anywhere in this. Despite his best efforts, Takeru was actually a lot stronger than he looked, so Yusaku would have to give him credit for that.

Not that finding out that one his friend could dead lift him was going to put Yusaku in a better mood though.

“—That stupid code needed to be finished before Kusanagi-san came back in the morning and now you’re going to be the one answering for why it’s not.”

Never mind if anyone he knew actually saw Takeru carrying him though the streets like he was stuffed teddy bear. Thankfully, the sidewalks were next to empty this time of night, but…did Takeru even know the way back to his place?

“I still think you’re making a bigger fuss over this than what it’s worth. You act like I’ve never stayed up late just to finish something before.”

The other one eventually gave up and Takeru couldn't help but feel relieved about it. It wasn't that it had been difficult to hold the other one while he was struggling, but it made the things a lot easier.

The protest of the other one was met with a slight shrug. "If I tell him it's not finished tomorrow because you got some sleep he probably would be more surprised and happy than mad or anything." he replied, head tilted to the side.

"Maybe. But just because you did that before it doesn't mean it's healthy or that you should do it too often. "

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It’s Angst Hour!

Send my muse your angstiest asks, whether they be in character or out! Make them cry, make them angry! Make them feel EMOTIONS.

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{ Yusaku }‌

“—!?”

Luckily for Takeru, he wouldn’t have much trouble. Yusaku might’ve been stubborn and unwilling to budge from his screen until he’d finished rewriting his program on his own terms, but when it came to physical strength, the spiky haired teen was a light-weight. So when Yusaku found a pair of arm suddenly snug against his middle and attempting to force him up from his seat-

The best he could do was struggle and try to break out of Takeru’s hold without much luck; though not without voicing his displeasure either!

“H-Hey—! Just because I didn’t move when you asked me to doesn’t mean you can just…carry me out of here! I need to finish that…rrgh, code tonight…!”

Though if Takeru were smart, he’d not listen to a word of Yusaku’s complaining and just keep going too! Right now, Yusaku was at the complete mercy of wherever Takeru wanted to drag him to.

“What’s so important about you leaving with me anyway?” 

Well it wasn’t like Takeru thought that Yusaku would just give up in defeat once he had set his plan into motion, but honestly.. the other one might be struggling, but it was far from being enough to actually break free from his grab. 

“Well I think I can.” he replied, a rather stubborn expression on his face. He was just showing that he could after all. Yusaku could say as much as he wanted but it wouldn’t change anything about his determination to get Yusaku out of here. So he didn’t even hesitated any longer and started to leave the truck instead. 

“And that stupid code can wait for you to get some hours of rest.”

So if Yusaku thought that Takeru would bring him home now...well Takeru definitely would. But Yusaku would soon come to realize that Takeru was thinking about his own flat in this case. After all there was no computer that the other one could use to work any longer. 

“You need rest. And if I let you on your own you obviously won’t get it.”

Maybe he wasn’t able to help with this coding stuff but he at least could help with making sure the other one was taking care of himself at least a bit.

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❦ Mixed Things ❦

“Oh, that sounds like a marvelous idea. Absolutely fantastic. One hundred percent foolproof.”

“I was gonna say that I don’t need you, but I actually do.”

“At least I’m able to admit what I did was wrong - unlike you.”

“My pride is just fine, thank you. Why shouldn’t it be? I mean, I totally let that happen.”

“Hear me out. Say ‘heck’ was the lovechild of hell and fuck, wouldn’t that make heck a swear word?”

“You’re an asshole.”

“…What is that even supposed to mean?”

“Just stop talking.”

“Should we talk about this?”

“Say [insert whatever here] one more time - I dare you.”

“I’m dead go away.”

“Oh God not another one.”

“Someone took Star Wars way too seriously if that’s how they kiss their sibling.”

“For the love of - for the last time, I’m not an energizer bunny on crack!”

“What was the purpose of Jar-Jar Binks anyway?”

“Why would anyone drink liquefied bees?!”

“I… I love you. I really do. I’m sorry I didn’t say it sooner.”

“Don’t you dare touch me!”

“It’s been nice knowing ya.”

“We… we shouldn’t have done that.”

“It was broken when I got here.”

“I’m sorry, but there’s nothing we can do for them.”

“You better run!”

“That’s right, asshole, I’m still alive.”

“Seriously though, Donald Trump is like a humanized carrot with a toupee and no brain. Either that or he’s like Jabba the Hutt. Maybe a cross between the two.”

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t kill you.”

“Oh, yeah? Why should I believe you?”

“Please tell me that’s your hand.”

“I don’t believe in fate or destiny.”

“I’ve trusted the wrong person one too many times.”

“Everything’s written in the stars.”

“That is utter bullshit! Don’t you dare tell me that I need to love myself before I can love [insert name here]!”

“Wake up!”

“I shouldn’t be trusted with hot or sharp objects.”

“I know that.”

“Then why did you give me one?”

“TLC stands for thin layer chromatography. Wait. Shit. No it doesn’t. Tender loving care. It means tender loving care. Ignore what I said before that.”

“I swear to God, if you put your hand over my mouth again, I will lick and/or bite you.”

“Oh yeah? Make me.”

“I thought you cared!”

“Apologize at once!”

“I really don’t feel good.”

“I’m alive!”

“You don’t have the right to keep my here.”

“You could have died!”

“And what did that prove, huh?! That you’re - you’re some kind of hero?!”

“Alakazam, jackass.”

“It’s the end of the world, [name]. Are you ready?”

“I had everything under control!”

“Hey, whoa! Don’t kill the messenger!”

“Ooh, I’m terrified.”

“I’m not a soldier! Don’t expect me to behave like one!”

“I’m calling bullshit!”

“I don’t believe in Ouija boards but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna fuck around with one of those things.”

“Go ahead, shoot me. I dare you.”

“I’ve seen too many people come and go. What makes you think you’re any different?”

“You’re no hero. Not now and not ever.”

“I’ll see you again. I promise.”

“Of course the United States is in the lead when it comes to teenage pregnancy; their sex education classes are complete shit.”

“And I should care because…?”

“Did I tell you how amazing you look today? Because you look absolutely stunning.”

“Okay, either you want something from me or you’re trying to hide something.”

“I may or may not have broken that thing you told me to avoid.”

“When I die I want you to sprinkle my ashes all over [insert theme-park here].”

“I shouldn’t have told you that. I shouldn’t have said anything.”

“You’re venturing into dangerous territory, my friend. I’d stop where you are now and leave before you regret this.”

“Didn’t you hear? Someone was murdered here.”

“No, no, no. That’s supposed to go on the left.”

“You’re other left!”

“That’s it! Next time, I’m driving!”

“Can’t you forgive me?”

“Why are there always two teams in fiction? Why not… five or something?”

“I’m gonna bust you outta here.���

“That’s great, but how the fuck are you going to do that?”

“I haven’t gotten that far yet.”

“In all honesty, I didn’t even think I would be able to get here.”

“Don’t the music videos for Maroon Five’s ‘Animals’. It’s fucking disturbing.”

“Don’t you dare die on me!”

“Seagull noises make it all better.”

“Uh… parkour?”

“You run slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through peanut butter.”

“Nothing is impossible to wrap!”

“Have you ever tried slamming a revolving door?”

“Uh… no. I’m not an idiot.”

“What do you think you’re doing?! Put that back!”

“I thought that… maybe… maybe it would work.”

“That one is definitely on me.”

“Y’know, I’m pretty sure that wasn’t supposed to explode.”

“I’m honestly scared that I will always be alone. That no one will love me.”

“I know it’s stupid, but it still doesn’t hurt any less.”

“What did you expect was going to happen?!”

“Did you ever think of me?”

“No shit, Sherlock.”

“I don’t even remember when adults started to freely swear around me.”

“I feel my time is running out.”

“I tried to save them. Don’t you dare say that I didn’t try.”

“Poppycock!”

“Just drop it; it’s not worth it.”

“Took you long enough to get here!”

“Look at me. Look at me! Ignore everything else, just look at me. Please.”

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{ Yusaku }‌

“—And as much as I want to say I will, this code won’t finish going through itself no matter what you say.”

Yusaku knew he could’ve asked to use one of Kusanagi’s bots to scan the program for the piece of broken code he’d been looking into finding and fixing, but having a bot scan through a program they wrote themselves didn’t seem like the right option here. Not when they’d need to know how to repair this code inside and out soon enough either way.

Takeru would just have to stop being stubborn and let him finish what he’d started, no matter how long that took him up into the night. It wasn’t anything Yusaku hadn’t done before anyway. 

“I don’t know how you plan on forcing me away from what I’m doing here, but if you really don’t want to stay, then no one’s keeping you here to watch me either.”

“Your health is more important than your stupid code.” 

Rolling his eyes Takeru shook his head, at the same time annoyed as fascinated about how stubborn the other one seemed to be right now. It always had been something he had admired about the other one. When Yusaku had sat his mind on something there was nothing and no one able to stop him. Takeru had wished to be like that many times. He never had expected that it would work against him like this though... 

“And I already told you... I won’t leave without you.” he replied again, even though he was getting up at these words. Yusaku might be unaware about how he would force him yet, but maybe it was time to show him. 

Without giving the other one much time to comprehend his words he just pulled him from his chair and tried to threw him over his shoulders. He didn’t looked as strong as he actually was, so maybe the surprise was with him this time. 

If this wouldn’t work he still cute simply cut the power here, right? 

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Your muse finds mine, staggering down a road at night, with torn, dirty clothes and nothing else. Send “How did you get here?” to pick them up.

To switch roles, send “I don’t know where I am.”

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touch-starved starters!!

❝ no one’s ever done that to me before. ❞

❝ could you play with my hair? ❞

❝ i can’t remember the last time i did this with someone. ❞ 

❝ that feels nice. ❞

❝ i haven’t been hugged in years. ❞

❝ i never want to let go. ❞

❝ let’s just cuddle forever. ❞ 

❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞

❝ i just want to be held for a little while. ❞

❝ you’re legally obligated to keep holding me. ❞

❝ i think i forgot what human contact felt like. ❞

❝ i need to remember what hugs feel like. ❞

❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞

❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞

❝ i’ve never been in a relationship before, so i don’t really know how to do the whole…kissing thing. ❞

❝ you were my first kiss. ❞

❝ could we cuddle, like, platonically? ❞

❝ i’m in desperate need of a hug. ❞

❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞

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{ Ai }‌

    ❝Just because this path caused you pain doesn’t mean it isn’t the right one for me,❞ as if she recycled the conversation through her head oh too many times, the reply was nearly poetic in a way – but it wasn’t the time to spout purple prose, she should have set foot on her route long ago if not for this intermission.

    ❝Besides, failing is definitely not in my plans today – and neither staying put, so if you could please excuse me, there’s some A.I ass I need to kick.❞

He hadn’t expected a reply like that and it caused him to flinch hard, pain flashing up in his eyes. He never was good in hiding his emotions and in a situation like this? He wasn’t even about to try. 

“Is that really what you want to do? Or do you plan on getting yourself killed as well? We already lost most of our team I can’t let yo go that easily too.”

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{ Ai }‌

linasmuses said: ❝ i need you to stay here, okay? i got this. ❞ [scxlbxrner]

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    That won’t do ––– being nearly ready for her turn to go after Ai, Blue Maiden was too stunned at first to reply. Out of all people in their alliance, she didn’t expect Soulburner to be the one standing in her way.

    ❝You realize that I have to do this sooner or later, right?❞ she had no malice in her voice, but her monotone approach didn’t hide that she was hurt by feeling babied again.

Taking a deep breath Soulburner shook his head slightly. Of course it made sense for her to say that. Honestly, he could understand where she was coming from. 

“I do.” he replied eventually, tilting his head to the side. “But if you’re going after him now you’re doing exactly what you wanted. Take a break. Grieve.” 

‘Don’t make the same mistake I did.’ 

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Little heads up that I’m putting this blog as well as @scmnixm on a little break for the time of being. Means if I get replies I most likely jump at them to reply but I won’t post anything else for a while. Need to get some stuff done within the next few weeks and my mental health just reaches a point tbh who am I lying to I passed that point a week ago when I collapsed at work and then at doctors office.. where I am just... breaking? Idk how to describe it but I need to focus on a few things to make me feel better instead of trying to get everything done at ones? 

For now I’m focus on little Ryoken, Yusaku and Haru when I’m around this dash. Otherwise you can find me on discord and Luffy I guess? 

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If your muse was part of an otome game

Takeru is the side love interest. type: tsundere good end: watch the sunrise together bad end: massacre by traitor

Tagged by: no one but if Ryoken and Yusaku get this Takeru wants it as well /shrugs Tagging: - / -

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{ Yusaku }‌

He was listening, but Yusaku’s focus had switched. Instead of his attention being on Takeru, a few quick keyboard strokes had pulled the teen’s attention back to his computer screen instead; a clear cut sign that Yusaku had no intentions of sleeping any time soon-

Even if the only thing on the display were just lines of a program’s code both him and Kusanagi had gone over a hundred times before earlier that day.

“There was never a reason to ask. I doubt sharing stories about where we grew up would’ve helped us anywhere before now.” 

And if Yusaku wouldn’t have been looking for distractions to keep Takeru from demanding he log off and sleep, he wouldn’t have even brought it up now.

“But it sounds like a good place though? Then again, anything quieter than here would probably be a good place.” No wonder Takeru wanted to go back. “You’ve got family there still, right?” 

That the other ones focused went back to the computer screen was something that didn’t went unnoticed by Takeru, even though he wasn’t showing it right now. It was... rare that they talked about stuff like that. Even if Takeru considered Takeru as a good friend by now they barely talked about each other or their pasts apart from the obvious stuff. 

And if he wouldn’t been so tired and so dead set on getting Yusaku to take at least a break as well he probably would have enjoyed talking about his home and his family a bit more. 

But like this? All answer the other one got was a quiet “Hmm” before he focused on the screen again as well. 

“But I’m not telling you all of this just so you can work on that stuff more.” he noted, tilting his head to the side. “So would you please take a break or do I have to force you?”

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{ Ai }

He fell silent to his words at first, the first time this happened during their conversation. So this was the strength of their forged bond? He was almost envious. to be able to live so freely… That was something he’d never been able to experience and sadly never would. If Ai hadn’t seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn’t have believed in destiny either. But Lightning was right all along. No matter what they did, no how hard they tried, it was all pointless and it was all his fault… He should have been the one to die by Bohman’s hand, not Flame and the others or even Lightning. His sole existence had been the problem the entire time. He spoke,

“Then you really do understand nothing just as I thought.” There was no way anyone could have known what this was like. It wasn’t just sorrow and guilt over the loss of his comrades, No. It was the guilt of living and having wanted to live he was dealing with. His survival had become the very doomsday of the entire planet, destruction of the very future everyone was clinging onto so dearly… There was only one person who held any possibility of being able to change this. “Even if that’s so, what do you really expect achieve by standing there talking to me? Do you think you alone have any hope of changing anything? You’re not helping Playmaker like this.”

Being told he wasn’t understanding something was something Soulburner wasn’t that much of a fan of. Of course he was aware of the fact that there was a lot he wasn’t in fact understanding but hey he was trying. But Ai wasn’t even giving him a chance and honestly the fiery duelist wasn’t sure if he even wanted to understand at all. Something about Ais whole turn around just seemed wrong. But at the same time Soulburner was rather sure that he wouldn’t learn the reason why anyways.. 

“Maybe I’m not able to change anything” he agreed in the end, shaking his head, because that wasn’t really what this was about anyways. That means... he wouldn’t mind if he actually would be able to change something, but it wasn’t why he had come here in the first place. 

“But if I can buy him some time to make his decision without anyone forcing him into any direction that’s enough for me.”

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{ Yusaku }

“Here? Or back home?”

Because if Takeru would’ve called him out, then Yusaku would’ve been quick to clarify: he wasn’t really worried. He knew from past experiences that Takeru could definitely take care of himself and more if he had to. Yusaku might not admit to it often, but Takeru was an ally that Yusaku had come to depend on when he needed an extra helping help. 

Takeru was strong, but still. Asking for trouble like that still wasn’t the smartest thing to do.

“Come to think of it, I don’t think you’ve really said much about what your hometown’s like. It must be something if walking down town in Den City this late doesn’t seem to bother you.”

“Both.” 

Just because he had wanted to change by coming to Den City didn’t meant that everything just changed right from the beginning after all. There were still habits that were left, even if he was going to school again now. Sneaking - was it even sneaking if he was alone in his flat besides Flame? - out had been one of those habits, mostly because it was his way to deal with the nightmares. And unfortunately they hadn’t vanished just because he had decided to change his life. 

In the end he shrugged about his friends comment, leaning a bit back in his chair. “You never asked about it either.” he replied after a while. Maybe that was why a lot of things went said between them. Because neither of them asked about stuff and neither of them thought about telling stuff anyways. 

“It’s a lot smaller than Den City for sure. Calmer. And even closer to the ocean. I guess you could say more at peace? There are only a few gangs causing trouble and that mostly at night but..” 

Well he had dealt with all them already so they weren’t much of a problem for himself but still... 

“I guess it’s nothing like Den City though.”

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{ Yusaku }‌

“You usually walk home from here, don’t you? I think I’d be more worried about you falling asleep on your way back if you took the city bus. Though I guess…sleep walking is actually a thing, too.”

Just not something Yusaku could see Takeru doing as he turned to type something into the search bar of his web browser. If anything, Takeru were still more likely to fall asleep in his chair here than he was anywhere else.

But that thought was what made Yusaku pause, too. Shouldn’t Takeru actually be more worried about getting home himself than Yusaku actually getting sleep?

“You’re not worried about walking down town this late?”

About that he only shrugged slightly. Of course sleep walking was a thing but honestly Takeru wasn’t sure if he ever did something like that. If so no one had bothered to tell him yet, that much was sure. But even if he wouldn’t start to walk in his sleep, he still could fall asleep while waiting for a traffic light to change its color or something like that, what would leave him passed out on the cold ground with no one around. Somehow he couldn’t help but wonder if falling asleep in the city bus wouldn’t be the better option here as it would be warm and dry and someone would be around to wake him again at some point eventually. 

The question Yusaku did as in the end even made him chuckle a bit, because honestly that was what Yusaku was worried about the most? 

“I already walked around at some later point of the night before so no, I’m not really worried.” 

He hadn’t run into that much thugs around this city as he had in his home town but Takeru was rather sure that even if he would... he would at least not be the only one getting some bruises in it.