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Something that really fucks me up is this scene where Robin says she wants to die and how Luffy makes this face

And upon reading this for the first time, I felt a huge wave of emotion over his expression because it just felt to me like when he heard that, he was seeing something else. Almost like a memory that we weren't being shown.

And then later when Ace and Luffy's backstory plays out, this is revealed;

That Ace was suicidal. Feeling like it was wrong for him to have even been born and to live. Feeling hurt, angry, alone and unwanted.

And that the only reason he felt like he had the strength to keep living was because Luffy told him that he didn't want him to die.

Ace never directly told Luffy that he wanted to kill himself. But with the way he carried himself and the obvious disregard he had for his life, it was easy to see for someone as empathetic and intuitive as Luffy. And so Luffy stayed close to Ace desperately until he felt strong enough to stand on his own.

Luffy has had so many suicidal people in his life since such a young age and he always saves them in such a seemingly effortless way just by saying

"I'll be there with you. I'll stay."

But what alot of people don't understand is that in spite of Luffy's endless empathy, compassion and love that's deeper than the ocean, when somebody he loves wants to die it always hurts him so bad and it shows so much on his face at even a hint of it.

He bounces back with a smile so often and kicks so much ass that it's so easy to forget sometimes that he's just this 17-19 year old kid...

Who, at his core, is still always crying and begging the people he loves not to leave him because he doesn't want to be alone anymore, either.

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What do you think they're talking to eachother about...

I want to see some threads

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thanks jigen

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shoutout to the people working for hours on content that only gets ten notes. i’m kissing you tenderly on the forehead as we speak

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A bunch of quick Lupin-related stuff ( @jeananasartblog YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID 👀👀👀 )

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fraud

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Put in the tags please if you answered yes lets have fun with this

For example my childhood dog was named Cher after the singer and yes she had a brother named Sunny

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relying on commissions for income has been really wearing down my wrist to the point of limiting how much time i can spend working on art, so i'm firing this back up again!

any level of support would mean the world to me (and my wrist)

PATREON

if you'd rather donate than subscribe, here's these!

PAYPAL COFFEE

Thank You... 😭

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my comic for the lupin zenigata zine

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You’ve heard of Mimikyu, now get ready for...

Mimiku

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woa

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marital problems :(

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Drew my other DnD character Momo with her familiar and best friend Michi! Shes an illusion wizard who likes pulling pranks! Her race and age are somewhat of a mystery even to her but she doesn't really care lol. She loves pretty and sparkly things, her spell book is covered in jewels.

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What that dame walked into his office, Private Eye Jigen Daisuke knew she'd be nothing but trouble. But the unfolding case has more twists than the Coney Island Cyclone, including a rotten detective that you could just swear stole his badge and coat from someone else.

Will Jigen even find time for: "ONE LAST SMOKE?"

Secret Santa for @vampiresauce!

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Lupin dancing animation I did for your dash :D I apologize that the higher res version is also lightning speed lol.