seasaltedtambourine

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Has anyone thought that the world is ending but it simply isn't? That the days are going to continue without you anyway? That the world will just continue growing, continue dying without you? I don't know why but I feel like I'm grown tired, and maybe we all be okay.

If the world ever ends I hope I can say my goodbyes to the people I care about

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you're not very friendly. you shouldn't be on this world.

I’m sorry I’m not in a happy mood. But actually! I take that back. I’m unhappy, and I will remain unhappy or even have a worse mood if I hear stuff like that. I don’t want to be here either if I can’t be myself but sadly. You’re stuck with me :>

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i can't believe you're allowed to keep your hair like that. what do the tourists think?

Who cares really? It’s my hair and I gotten some compliments about it. I won’t change myself to satisfy you lot.

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We should cut your silly wings off for saying things like that.

You’re just a leech, but I think comparing you to a leech is a insult to them. Don’t try to touch them, to don’t touch mine or Pepper’s. And what am I saying? Do you want to see my lie? Do you just want some paper cutter things you want me to say?

Tell it to my face.

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Just be happier. It's not hard.

People cannot force themselves be happier. Happiness is not something to be enforced or put on regulation. It happens when it happens.

Happiness can become hard when the world around you tell you to fake it. But I do want to be happy, but I don’t have to be happy.

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This was supposed to be a happy place. I know that but I can’t see that

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qui de nous deux,

pastels

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Why couldn't you be more like your sister? Pepper always listens. Pepper knows change is for the better. Why is it every single family of hybrids has to have one bad member?

Don't say anything about Pepper. Pepper is great, and some change can be good. But the thing this is not a good change, this has been a change that was forced upon us. I'm not going to apologize and beg for forgiveness for things that are inherent to me and things I cannot change who I am. Don't try to bring Pepper up on how I should be more like Pepper. Pepper is Pepper, my twin, my best friend.

Pepper is Pepper, and thats great. And I'm Salt.

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There are programs to make it nicer to behave. You should find a Helper and ask them to take you.

What do you mean by nicer to behave? I'm fine the way I am, like do you mean it doesn't feel miserably to behave? Is me pretending to be happy not enough for any of you? To pretend nothing has been taken away from me?

And maybe you have the wrong idea with whats going on. But I don't want to get help to pretend better. If i'm going to pretend, might as well let it be miserable. My emotions are the only thing I have to my name.

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theres something wrong with that lighthouse. Like it looks something so suspicious. and there is just. THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG ABOUT IT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG.

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I don’t know why but I kind of want to figure out what’s underneath the lovely garden. Like I know it won’t be anything but still, I want to see if there’s anything under it.

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To wake up early as a part of routine has it rare good things. It’s looking at the sun rising. It is pretty isn’t it?

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I sometimes wonder if the ground loves me back.

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I been thinking about things.

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Im really just in the mood of hugging ferrets you know? Just very positively looking at the horizon and all that. I have been thinking about things I guess.

I am not content. Maybe I’m just tired.

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what's your favorite song?

Oh it’s Medusa by Cuttlephone!!! Please don’t ask me about the lyrics, just, good song and all!!!