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due to the tsc induced brainrot that doesn't even let me start a new book we need to find other ways to spend our time around here sooo...

new aftg jersey crochet tapestries :)

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let them smooch!! 

((neil is bending his knees a lil so andrew can reach🙏🏻🙏🏻)

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so uh. has anyone done this yet

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eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

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I drew the shitpost I made about Jean sassing Kevin. Hope u enjoy.

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I don’t know which author needs to hear this right now but even if you never update your wip i would never regret reading it a time of joy is never wasted

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quick andreil doodle

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Neil & Matt art 🫶

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Ya'll be like "Shang was having a bi freak out, realizing he was into Ping". NO HE WASN'T. He already knew he was into men. His bisexual freak out was when he realized Ping was Mulan and hey maybe he's into girls too whatdoya know?

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The devastating difference between how much time it takes to write something vs how fast people read it lol

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Cat's and Jean's friendship is very important to me 🫂

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the whole book is variations of

Jean: You won't like the answers to your questions about me

the Trojans: You are correct!! Wow, we did not like the answers to our questions!!!!!!!

and i love it

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i know she probably just pretended she didnt so jean would talk to her but im fucking dying at the idea no one ever actually explained the game to her. it could almost be true

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neil got some hints about drake's abuse but didn't think it could become a problem in their current situation, and then he wished he would've acted sooner, before andrew got hurt again. He wasn't going to make the same mistake with jean, he got the hint about grayson's abuse and he took the first opportunity he had to wipe him out of the map, he wasn't going to leave anything to chance anymore if he could help it

neil josten, the man that you are

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i think one of the most interesting things about jean vs neil is that neil is so incredibly used to lying, that being able to cover up his past and the stuff that’s happened to him comes fairly easily, he only finds himself wanting to be honest because he cares about people

jean on the other hand, has never had to lie. he’s never had to speak to anyone worth lying to. so all of his secrets come flowing out of him unprompted after a certain amount of provocation

jean was taught to keep quiet, not to lie. and even then, his skills at denial and silence are put to the test when he has to face more people who ask questions than he ever has before.

every one of jeans secrets was revealed by himself. he doesn’t know how to keep it in when someone actually cares enough to keep prodding. :(((((

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Jean swallowed hard against everything he knew better than to say and managed a quiet, ​“I will burn the house down.”