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sacrvligious​:

where: outside grayscale open

the amount of beers and drinks that had been spilled or thrown at him in the past week unnervingly outweighed the amount he served, and he was getting a little tired of it to be completely honest. the latest, however, had enough grenadine ( liquid sugar, in brooks’ opinion ) in it to have his shirt clinging to his chest in a rather uncomfortable manner. luckily, after the first few beverages he wore, he had decided to toss an extra in the back seat of his car. a break glass in case of emergency type of deal. the shirt is peeled away from his torso and he grimaces before tossing it into the foot well of the passenger side. the shadow of someone approaching catches his attention and the other spins around to see who was coming. he was expected anyone, and being followed had become something he hardly appreciated.  “ —–  what?  “

jordan was nosy by nature. maybe it was due to her upbringing and not wanting to be surprised by anything unpleasant. maybe it was living in a town where secrets were more valuable than any other currency. either way, when she saw someone rustling around near the back of the car park, her nosiness got the best of her, hoping maybe she’d catch someone at something interesting enough to gossip about, at the very least. what she got instead was an eyeful, though certainly a pleasant one. “just didn’t realize we had drive up strip shows now, but trust me, i am delighted by the news. please, don’t let me stop you. i’m a little low on singles though.”

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diavoloi​:

❛       𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  ,  𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄  𝐈𝐒  𝐀  𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝐌𝐀𝐍  𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀  𝐇𝐎𝐓  𝐃𝐎𝐆  𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐓     ❜

she’s  trying  to  stifle  a  laugh  ,  but  it’s  hard  as  she  keeps  going  down  the  street  towards  the  black  rabbit  .  of  course  ,  she’s  planning  on  adding  her  own  flair  to  her  attire  once  she  gets  to  work  ,  but  a  hot  dog  costume  seemed  a  little  …  much  .  ❛    so  ,  what  do  we  think  he’s  doing  ,  overcompensating  for  something  ?  or  hoping  that  one  of  us  is  going  to  ask  him  about  his  weiner  ?       ❜   ( @rennreblogs​  //  open )   

jordan isn’t even trying to be discreet as she stares at the hot dog man, a million potential innuendos flying through her mind. “i’ve never been so grateful to be spending my day off with you,” the redhead grins as she looks between her friend and the costumed patron. “if i go up and ask him, first round of drinks is on you.”

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so who’s gonna let jordan have a crush on them? it can be eventually reciprocated or completely one sided tbh i just want that inner conflict for her lmao (or possibly the pain of being strung along or rejected cause we love angst in this house.)

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“Has anybody told you you’re a mean ass drunk?”

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madmadied ☀️ NYC is the love of my life ☀️

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[ MADISON DAVENPORT, 25, CISWOMAN, SHE/HER ] Have you seen JORDAN WAKE down in St. Landry again? I heard they’re an ESCORT AT VELVET, for the CIVILIANS now. They’ve been so JEALOUS and INSECURE  lately, it’s no wonder. I’ll sure miss when they were LOYAL and COMPASSIONATE. I wonder if they’re going to stop listening to SATURDAY SUNDAY by KAT DAHLIA now, or if CHIPPED RED NAIL POLISH, A SILVER CROSS GLINTING IN THE LOW LIGHT OF THE CLUB, AND SAD EYES WITH A WIDE SMILE will still announce ‘em.

tw: sexual abuse, child abuse, abuse by a family member, suicide attempt, religion, drug mention

raised as a devout catholic by her parents

wore the facade of dutiful daughter up until her teenage years, never causing a fuss

behind the scenes was suffering horrific sexual abuse at the hands of her uncle

prayed to god for it to end and when that didn’t work, finally told her parents only to be accused of spreading vicious lies

unsuccessfully tried to end her life with sleeping pills in the bath at the age of 15

snapped at age 16 and ran away

ran her uncle over while stealing his car in her escape attempt (and has still never checked in to see if he survived or not)

hitchiked around the country, working odd, under the table jobs whenever she can to save up money.

settled in st. landry when she was 19

began escorting to make a living, believing that her body was one of the few things she had that she knew people wanted

has a very skewed self esteem

struggles with hypersexuality as a result of her abuse and viewing her own worth through sex

was in the news as a missing persons briefly

revels in being brash and loud since she was raised to be so demure

is almost never found without the silver cross necklace her mother gifted her when she was young. it’s her only remaining piece of home.

was briefly in a small drug ring

self medicates with sex, alcohol, and the occasional drug

makes a surprisingly good confidant unless it can be used as leverage

potential connections:

a regular at velvet

ex who wanted to get them out of the life

fwb that sometimes gets more possessive than they should

best friend/coworker

someone she feeds information to about  high profile customers

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tag drop!

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