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i like therapy because I can be completely incomprehensible for like 45 minutes straight and my therapist is always like “it sounds like ur trying to say _____, is that right?” And u know what she is always right

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therapy is literally the most low stakes environment possible because the entire purpose of it is that ur therapist literally has no expectations of u but somehow i always show up like “omg I don’t even have anything to talk about what are we gonna do”

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there is nothing more uniquely american than bonding with strangers next to you on the line at boston market by complaining about how long it is taking to serve the other customers also there on thanksgiving

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y’all ever read an au for a thing that is so well written that it is actually disturbing to u bc ur there like omg what the fuck why would the characters do this even tho it’s fake yea

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me: [literally cracking under the amount of stress that I’m under]

my body: maybe if we eat a Fuck Ton of peanut butter u will be ok

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I’ll introduce you to my team … they’re all Stand users.

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nothing summarizes dennis’ dramatic gay ass better than these 8 seconds

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a concept:

mocktail party but instead of drinks, it’s furries

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Chin H Shin - Rainy Day. Oil on canvas.

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my gf: baby why don’t u have any cute nicknames for me?

me: whatchu mean cumguzzler 9000?

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You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

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Y'know, I try really hard to be a general positive person but oooohhhh my god , forced positivity feels so bad! It feels so silencing! When I want to express negative feelings that have been built up inside me and I get “No just be happy :)” as a response it makes things so much worse!

Please please please please!! Let 2018 be the year that we learn

• How to express negativity and vent without letting it consume you

• That if once in awhile, if you accidentally relapse and let negativity consume you then it’ll be okay, it happens to the best of us, you don’t have to beat yourself up about it.

• Emotions are okay to have. Jealousy, anger, guilt, shame, betrayal. It’s okay to feel those whether or not they make sense to the situation. No, jealousy doesn’t make you inherently abusive. If you don’t use these emotions to hurt others or yourself, it’s fine and healthy. There’s no wrong way to feel.

• It’s also okay to feel good emotions! You know, I felt happy for the entire day on Christmas? That doesn’t take away from the fact that I only feel happiness for split seconds before going back to numbness every other day. It doesn’t take away that I’m depressed. If you feel peaceful, relaxed, pleasant then don’t worry it doesn’t mean you’re faking. Your illness is still valid, your experience is still valid. Enjoy the times you feel nice! It’s okay!

Let’s not let 2018 turn into the year where everyone has the mentality that recovery happens when you pretend to be happy when you’re not. Let’s not let 2018 turn into the year where the mentality is “everyone can recover and if they say they can’t then they just aren’t trying, everyone needs to have the same path as me!”.

I don’t know what kind of year 2018 is going to be on tumblr. But for me personally, I really don’t want to have to deal with having to fake being something I’m not like I have to irl.

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