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[seisemi]

What are you doing right now?

You’re touching yourself, aren’t you? You’re either rubbing your sweet little clit or you’re putting your fingers in your desperate, needy, wet little cunt hole.

Aren’t you?

You’re getting off to disgusting things that nice men like me post on here. Touching yourself, picturing yourself in each situation, hoping that you’ll be lucky enough to get the attention that you crave and that you’ll be treated like you deserve.

Which of these words describes you?

Slut

Whore

Cunt

Pathetic

Cumdump

Stupid

Pisswhore

Dumb

Bimbo

Fucktoy

Useless

Disgusting

When you think about yourself, which of these are words that you use to describe yourself? Which of these makes you wet? Which of these do you want to hear most? Tell the world which names you want to be called the most.

If I called you a disgusting little useless cunt, is that what would get you the wettest? Did you just moan and nod?

Like and reblog so that everyone can see what a needy little bitch you are. And then find the ickiest thing that you can and edge your needy hole to. Edge over and over again looking at the nastiest, most degrading posts that you can find. But don’t you dare cum without permission. That would be stupid.

Good girl.

[seisemi]

Since me and my boyfriend began practicing denial my love and respect for him has reached new depths 💜

It's been such a joy to experiance the transformation in the way he sees me. He has always been, and still is, a very kind and thoughtful man which is why this has honestly been kind of unexpected from my part.

We went from being completely vanilla to now when all sex is focused on him and his pleasure. It has been quite difficult for me at times to fully adapt to this but I keep reminding myself that, as a woman, my pleasure is irrelevant.

What really confirms this for me is how quickly this became a natural part of our relationship. There was never really any discussion about it, besides the agreement that giving him complete authority would be the best thing for our relationship.

Since then, I have been granted very few orgasms and live in near complete denial. I must always ask permission before touching myself, which honestly still makes me feel embarrassed and vulnerable.

He has almost completely stopped giving me foreplay and he wants me to be wet enough for penetration at all times, in case he decides to use my cunt. Our foreplay nowadays always starts with me worshipping his cock until he is either ready to cum or take me in another hole.

He enjoys teasing my clit and fingerring me while I'm exceptionally wet but not for more than a few minutes. He also regularly gropes my breasts and ass. He likes to see how desperate he can make me by simply toying with my nipples, but even this does not occur for longer than a couple of minutes before he gets bored.

He has also completely stopped going down on me and he still seems increasingly disinterested in pleasuring me other than teasing just to see how horny and cock hungry he can make me.

He is also becoming increasingly forcefull in the way he uses me. Before he used to say that he was afraid to face fuck me as he did not want to accidentally hurt me. Nowadays he always grabs my hair in a tight grip to force his cock all the way down my throat. He no longer asks me to reposition during sex, but moves my body with force to his liking.

Before he always sweetly asked where he could cum, concerned as to not make me dirty in case I had already showered or done my skincare for the evening. Now I'm starting to think that he purposefully cums on my face or hair when he sees that I'm freshly showered, based on how regularly it happens.

I am really starting to notice a mental shift in how he sees me. I am now His whore. His sextoy. His.

It makes me a bit scared that our relationship has already been permanently altered. I don't think he would accept going back to the way things were. But it makes me feel warm and fuzzy to the core, knowing that my man is fulfilling his natural desires. I don't want him, or any man, to live so sexually repressed.

He says that my anxiety is just a by product of growing up in a society that exposed me to equality and feminism. He says that all the proof we need that this is and should be the natural state, is how my body reacts with arousal when serving him.

I know of course that he is completely right. I am so, so, so grateful to be his 💜

[seisemi]

Imagine deleting essentially your entire profile cause you got a bf and you're loyal, only for them to dump you rq :/