selflesslover84

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“Instead of saying ‘I’m damaged, I’m broken, I have trust issues’ say ‘I’m healing, I’m rediscovering myself, I’m starting over.’”

— Horatio Jones

[selflesslover84]

Baby, it’s time to get over me, it’s been long enough. You can’t love them until you stop obsessing over me. Please consider therapy.

[selflesslover84]

i may be a dumbass,,, but i could be

✨your dumbass✨

[selflesslover84]

You want to change but you're broken and useless. You've tried so hard, day after day, year after year, to be better, to get help, to do the right thing... What has it brought you? You're still here, aren't you? Shouting into the void, wishing you could feel okay... But happiness has started to feel like a dreamland you'll never reach. You're running out of patience. You're running out of time.

broken thoughts | 1am

[selflesslover84]

“My chest is like hurting but there is no tears coming out anymore.”

— The Poetic Boy

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[selflesslover84]

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“i’m not very good at putting my feelings into words, that’s why people misunderstand me”

— haruki murakami 

[selflesslover84]

It’s 4am and you’re on my mind.

You’re always there. You never leave.

I was trying to do what’s best for my son and ended up messing everything up.

I’ve never stopped wanting you.

I’ve never stopped loving you.

Did I fuck up? Yes

Do I continue to fuck up? Yes

But I’m trying. I’m making progress.

Why can’t you see the steps I’m making?

Why can’t you be proud?

[selflesslover84]

It’s always self sabotage

[selflesslover84]

“people like me don’t get happy endings”

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If I could turn my feelings off I would do in an instant.

-V. J.

[selflesslover84]

*looks at reflection*

oh hey look it's the useless piece of shit who self sabotages all of her relationships, pushes people away and then wonders why she feels so alone!

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