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@carriageofaerietails <3'd [ x ] for a lyric starter ! || ice nine kills - the shower scene

the brunet felt his mouth sour at the sight of the young girl . something so painfully humorous in the way it pulled at his heartstrings that 7n7 barely could register the look that was plastered across his face . HORROR . like seeing a ghost , like someone yelling ' BOO ! ' at an unsuspecting passerby ; and , to be fair , it was justified . to go from having little in life , to having a son that meant everything , to having . . . LITERALLY nothing was troubling to say the least . downright traumatic and depressing to say the most . brown eyes look around , hesitantly as he slowly approaches the girl . shouldn't she be scared ? fear loneliness and wandering alone ? perhaps not . perhaps she was stronger than the man that stood before her .

7n7 swallows the impossibly thick saliva in his mouth as he kneels down to speak , whatever remaining of the father behind those soulless eyes putting in the effort to seem ' kind ' or ' personable ' . the hesitance in his tone is prevalent , deep , and unwavering ; as if unsure if the girl before him was as human or innocent as she appeared . " h-hey , uh . . . are you lost ? " forsaken wasn't a place for the weak , a place those unfortunate got sucked into . how was SHE here ? " come on back , i'll fix you something . " the offer was small , but if he could get her back to shelter , maybe someone would hear him out on getting her somewhere safe .

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nature will run its course

im left to pawn you off

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ARTCOLAB TREND IN TIKTOK WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!!!

Her X/twitter - depressedhap

She suggested make this with adminvirus, but recently we made a paired avatars with noli and seven in roblox, therefore, the choice fell on them, we really associate each other with them.

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@luvsxcks <3'd [ x ] for a lyric starter ! || will wood - laplace's angel (hurt people? hurt people!)

blue eyes cast from potted plants , a sullied , messy repertoire of everything that grounded him to any semblance of a ' personality ' , to the ginger that stood in his living room . unscathed , calm , collected . strange , wasn't it ? to have anyone in his house to begin with was something he'd never imagined coming from his background of isolation , and this notion was slowly becoming smothering as his brain continued to tingle with the electricity of knowing HOW they met ; WHY they met , better yet . the blonde's throat constricts as he fights to speak , to fill the impossibly thick , silent air , and manages to hoarsely get out the beginnings of a thought . " have you ever died in a nightmare ? woke up surprised you hadn’t earned your fate ? "

before the beastkin can answer , law is slowly approaching , not menacing , but simply awkward in nature as he continues to ramble , blue eyes a tinge glossed over as his head cocked and a soft smile graced his lips . " have you ever felt like atlas , threw your back out on the axis , and collapsed and threw the planet away ? " the words at first may seem like gibberish , but someone clever now could catch the reference to greek mythology , asking in an indirect way if ren had become scornful to the world after having to be strong in the face of it all .

the mixture of trauma , loneliness , drugs , and a seemingly destiny driven path left lawrence with very little social skills beyond the bare minimum . thinking he'd be sacrificed or kill himself at this point , he didn't see a point in trying to act normal ; and , judging by his minimum effort to TRY and appear functioning , it would seem ren was the first person he'd even attempted to have a conversation with . lawrence clears his throat , redirecting his attention to the floor as it seems he feels he's now coming on too strong . a pale hand rubs at the back of his neck , fingers toying with his ponytail before shaking his head . " n- . . . nevermind , you . . . you don't have to answer that . "

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haiii chat!!! LIKE THIS POST FOR A LYRIC STARTER!!!!!!!!! you can specify WHOM you'd like, otherwise imma go BUCK WILD.

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quick info dump before the rob.lox brainrot consumes me. 7n7's backstory is so tragic. tl;dr, what do you mean you were an infamous hacker who gave your hacking tools to your own CHILD SON, CANONICALLY 9 YEAR OLD SON, and watched him slowly devolve and turn into a demonic entity; then, the pain from the experience was so soul crushing that you take your own life only, ONLY, to come back to life in an infinite purgatory where your son, WHO IS NOW A CHILDLIKE DEMON WHO DOES NOT UNDERSTAND HE IS KILLING PEOPLE, will kill you?

HUH?

WHAT?

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𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂  𝐑𝐏  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  .  .  .  (  pt  1.  the  art  of  touch  )   Set  the  stage  for  longing  glances,  lingering  touches,  and  the  quiet  tension  of  unspoken  words.   ✧  ˚₊  Themes:  soft,  slow  burn  &  a  touch  of  angst 

✧     ›    SOFT   &   FLUFFY   .

My  muse  tucks  a  loose  strand  of  hair  behind  your  muse’s  ear,  their  fingers  lingering  for  a  second  longer  than  necessary.

My  muse  falls  asleep  on  your  muse’s  shoulder  during  a  long  ride.

My  muse  surprises  your  muse  with  breakfast  in  bed,  complete  with  a  handwritten  note.

My  muse  pulls  your  muse  under  their  umbrella  during  a  sudden  downpour.

My  muse  gently  wipes  away  a  tear  from  your  muse’s  cheek,  their  touch  tender  and  careful.

My  muse  laces  their  fingers  with  your  muse’s  absentmindedly,  only  realizing  it  after  a  few  seconds.

 ✧     ›    TENSION   &   SLOW  BURN   .

My  muse  fixes  your  muse’s  tie/dress/jacket,  their  hands  brushing  against  their  skin  for  just  a  moment.

My  muse  leans  in  as  if  to  whisper  something,  their  lips  dangerously  close  to  your  muse’s  ear.

My  muse  catches  your  muse’s  wrist  before  they  can  leave,  their  grip  tightening  just  slightly.

My  muse  watches  your  muse  from  across  the  room,  their  gaze  lingering  even  when  caught.

My  muse  challenges  your  muse  to  a  bet,  knowing  exactly  what  they’ll  ask  for  if  they  win.

My  muse  absentmindedly  plays  with  your  muse’s  fingers  while  they  talk,  not  even  realizing  they’re  doing  it.

✧     ›    ANGST   &   EMOTIONAL   .

My  muse  pulls  your  muse  into  a  tight  hug,  as  if  afraid  to  let  go.

My  muse  wipes  away  the  blood  from  your  muse’s  face,  their  hands  trembling.

My  muse  shows  up  at  your  muse’s  doorstep  in  the  rain,  eyes  filled  with  something  unspoken.

My  muse  gently  cups  your  muse’s  face,  whispering,  “Why  do  you  always  have  to  make  things  so  difficult?”

My  muse  kisses  your  muse  like  it’s  the  last  time  they’ll  ever  get  the  chance.

My  muse  lets  your  muse  go,  even  though  it’s  the  last  thing  they  want  to  do.

 ✧     ›    TEASING   .

My  muse  corners  your  muse  against  a  wall,  a  smirk  playing  on  their  lips.

My  muse  whispers  something  in  your  muse’s  ear  that  makes  them  blush.

My  muse  pulls  your  muse  onto  their  lap  with  zero  warning.

My  muse  playfully  steals  a  bite  of  your  muse’s  food,  then  grins  as  they  lock  eyes.

My  muse  deliberately  leans  in  closer  just  to  see  your  muse’s  reaction.

My  muse  drags  their  fingers  slowly  down  your  muse’s  arm,  pretending  it  was  unintentional.

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PROMPTS FOR PRE ESTABLISHED CONNECTIONS AND CREATING HISTORY BETWEEN CHARACTERS *  assorted dialogue for giving your characters a history and giving them past things or events to talk about, adjust as necessary

do you remember what i told you last time?

have you been doing well since i saw you?

that's not what you told me back then.

when was the last time i saw you?

you were shorter then.

i'm picking the restaurant this time.

we've known each other since we were children.

always knew i could count on you.

that time was different. this is worse.

you're not going to let me live that down, are you?

i seem to remember a conversation we had back then.

so you changed your mind about it?

do you remember our encounter in paris?

you should know me by now.

am i the only one that knows the truth?

we had a lot of help back then.

your mom told me to look out for you.

you just love bringing that back up to annoy me.

maybe don't mention my past indescretions?

this was never going to work out between us.

i told you not to get attached.

i know more about you than you think.

i was there, remember?

i'm not about to forget all the shit you put me through.

you told me you were going to try and make this work.

remember what i said to you?

the last time i saw you, things were good between us.

you never mentioned this before.

that was the longest flight of my life, and you made it worse.

can i still trust you after all that?

at least we tried to make something work.

we never discussed what happened between us.

okay, but i'm driving the car this time.

i haven't forgotten what you said last week.

i'm still thinking about your comment.

i didn't realize it was you when i first saw you.

you seem to make a lot of enemies around here.

there's not much for us to talk about.

we worked it out last time.

i know you far better than you know yourself.

we have a long history.

is that the shirt you were wearing last time?

what don't i know about you?

i haven't told them about us.

you were the only person i could go to.

you know me.

this is bigger than both of us.

i can't stand your driving.

are you taking me to the place we had dinner last time?

that's not at all what you said.

didn't we agree on that?

i thought i made it very clear where i stand.

are these the same people that came after you last time?

are you still going on about it?

can we talk about it?

staying silent about it won't help.

you're the only person who knows the real me.

this is a bad time to talk about your problems.

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gamers.. ive got new muses.. but at what cost.

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saw ppl making their OCs in DTI... got a lil kookie and made heather (hi arthur's sister) and nikol :33ccc

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Upset Muse Meme

Send a symbol to find my muse...

🍇 Grouchy because their blood sugar is low

💥 Frustrated because they’re in pain

🌡 Sulking because they’re sick

🛏 Severely sleep deprived

⛈ Having a panic attack

💧Sobbing inconsolably

😡 Angry at your muse in particular

🗣 Pissed off. They aren’t sure why. It might be because someone breathed at them the wrong way and if one more person tries talking to them they’re going to SNAP —

⁉️ Unable to focus

🌀Disoriented and confused

🔊 Experiencing sensory overload

💢 Screaming into a pillow

Send “reverse” alongside a symbol for my muse to find yours in such a state

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Mean Sentences, Vol. 10

(Mean sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"You're a walking ball of neediness!"

"You are a lonely, selfish, narcissistic asshole who doesn't give a shit about anything about yourself and your own ego!"

"You have no detectable soul."

"Everything was alright until you arrived!"

"I thought you were special, but you're not, are you?"

"You are incredibly evil."

"If I wanted your opinion, I would have asked for it."

"I don't like you. I don't like your arrogance."

"What do you want? Do you want my approval? Do you want absolution? Because you're not going to get it here!"

"How did I miss the moment that you sold your soul?"

"You belong here. You don't belong with us. You belong in the darkness."

"If I killed you right now, there's not a soul on this Earth that'd give a shit."

"Mend your broken heart elsewhere."

"Don't think I can't look into your wretched black heart and see the machinations laid bare!"

"You're like a hound - a hunting dog bringing gifts to its master, begging for approval."

"Loyalty is something you will never appreciate."

"You think we're the same? Fellow outcasts?"

"You are a repellant creature."

"How can you be so cruel?"

"You think you're going to be a hero? You are not. None of us are."

"All in all, you are a bore!"

"We have nothing to say to each other!"

"This time you've really disappointed me."

"You are so cold. If I were to punch you in the heart, I'd break my fist."

"You're the Devil in disguise."

"You belittle yourself by being so childish."

"You'll try? A child tries. A man accomplishes."

"I respect your talent, but I don't like anything else about you."

"How can you imagine that I could ever care for you?"

"Your pride condemns you."

"You can't fight us or frighten us. You're just not important enough anymore."

"You need professional help."

"Don't thank me. It's not you I care about."

"I'm going to put this as delicately as possible: how fucking stupid are you?"

"You'll never get your soul back. Not ever. Do you understand that?"

"Has anyone ever told you how insufferable you are?"

"This is worse than I knew it was going to be."

"You're behaving like a spoilt child, which is exactly what you are!"

"You're the architect of your own warped morality."

"I'm not very nice. You haven't noticed that by now?"

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jean-clad legs crouch down in front of freddy, with a friendly face looming over him. a bittersweet smile pulls at nate's face as he pats the bear's head ( with some minor hesitation, some underlying fear ). "hey, bud," he greets, "you, uh. you aren't gonna see much of me after tonight. i'm sorry." those words are said in too similar of a fashion to a tone the other's said it in before, when they had first met. "i didn't want to just leave you without any warning, though." ( even if he should've done that to the place overall, given the horrors he's seen. but he's gotten too soft, what can he say? )

blue eyes shift from their idle surveillance of the party floor , plush feet carrying him in routine lines until freddy is stopped by a form moving to crouch in his path . the bear looks up and feels the fabric and metal of his face plates shift into a smile as he watched nate’s hand reach out to rustle his poorly maintained fur . seeing nathan had become synonymous with sunny times , experiences that caused the haunted animatronic to give full belly laughs , and all things of merriment ; yet , it would seem all lights were snuffed out by the light .

the animatronic feels his face plates shift to something of confusion , almost misunderstanding , something completely reasonable for a child ; but , he bites back sour words , feelings that he and the others are being left behind to wage this endless war alone , and simply takes another step closer to the raven . whatever life remained in that tattered fur suit shines as he looks up to nate , plush arms wordlessly wrapping around his shoulders and giving the human a tight hug . freddy didn’t pride himself on much , but he knew that being freddy fazbear came with one thing , needing to be mature .

unlike the waver in his tone when he’d called nathan all those nights ago , this one is far less broken and far more somber . “ thank you for keeping us safe , “ the bear pulls away , settling back flat onto his feet from his tip toes , “ and don’t be sorry for going . “ the sound of tears is evident in the robot’s voice , yet none are visibly shed . “ you’re built for bigger things , nate . just . . . “ he gives a small grimace . “ don’t be surprised if you get a call ordering for a pizza sometime soon , i already know this is gonna be hard for the gang to hear . “ fred gives a small laugh , giving the raven a his best thumbs up . “ wherever you go , be sure to be yourself , superstar . “

@dealfate

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turns around slowly, really slowly,,, tee (and i can’t emphasize this enough) hee. been sitting on this thought for a week, but mare’s full name (marionet) is a call to his mother’s name (mary). in this same vein dare i show you this song and have you listen to it. n e wayz… hello gang :3c

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her ears flatten to her head when she watches the black hedhegod approach and shove her , flinching momentarily as she stumbled before planting herself firmly back onto the ground . shadow thought he could push her and just walk away ? nuh uh, amy rose wasn't going to take that sitting down ! " hey , you punk ! " the pink hedgehog started , toddling after the other with annoyance written heavy on her features . her crossed arms come stiff to her sides , fists clenched as she bit back deep set disdain . she'd been fooled at one point by his appearance , she'd mistaken him once for a guy she actually TOLERATED the company of , but she surely wasn't going to fool herself again by pretending he was anything other than what he showed . angry , withdrawn , cold .

" weren't you ever taught not to put your hands on a lady ? did your mom raise you in a barn ? " her tone is shrill , face in a scowl and brow furrowed as amy practically stomped behind the taller hedgehog . " just because you're impatient doesn't mean you get to take it out on me ! as i see it , i'm one of the few people here trying to give you a chance ! "

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sean felt bad , he really did . he knew what it was like as a child to have whimsy stamped out , but he knew that this was certainly not the first time reya had felt such a sensation . that's why he stayed positive , that's why he kept a smile . if a rain cloud would grey grey skies , he would be the crudely drawn sun in the appear hand corner . it meant a lot to him that matt would trust him to spend time with reya alone , the guy had seemed so anxious and so excited to bring her home that jack had sweared he'd keep her secluded for months to get her acclimated . blue eyes note the tears prickling at her water line , fighting back a soft sigh as his smile stayed true and his fingers idly pulled a red from the set to place into her smaller hand .

" then ya' start again . my ma' always said , you'll do it even better th' second time . plus , " a hand ruffles her hand , reaching down to to start scribbling a drawing of his mascot , sam , as he spoke , " if ya' always sit and worry about the bad , you'll never get to have fun with the good . " the brunet pushes his hair over his shoulder as he leans forward , drawing the outline of a flower and tapping his chalk next to it to bring reya's attention away from the now mostly sunny sky .

" here , jus' t' show you nothin' bad is gonna happen , go ahead and color this in . i promise you , everything'll be fine . "

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the pink hedgehog felt a WIDE , unamused frown pull across her face , turning swift on her heel to stare the other down . amy wasn't mean by any regard , nor short tempered ( or at least , she'd say she wasn't ) ; but , shadow knew how to press her buttons . " can't you learn to be PATIENT ? " she snips back , arms crossing over her chest and foot tapping in mimicry .

  ⠀ Staring，arms crossed over your chest as you tap your foot impatiently. 〞Can't you hurry up﹖ 〞