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I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.

Matty Healy (via dorbevnina)

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Houston in January, Miami in March, and EDC Las Vegas in June. 2017 is gonna be a good year. 

I just need to motivate myself through the next week and finish my undergrad. So close. Let’s do this. 

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When I should be studying but instead I’m researching the philosophical ideas behind existentialism. 

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Social media is so poisonous to our egos. I am constantly being bombarded with people posting about their most recent accomplishments. I understand that we all want to share our happiness about our achievements with our friends/family but I also feel like social media has become a place where people compete for who is the best or most successful. Life isn’t a constant competition. We all have our own accomplishments, things that we are proud of. We shouldn't feel the need to compare ourselves to one another. Everyone has different goals in life and it doesn't make sense to be at competition with one another when we are all playing a different game. Yet, I am constantly allowing myself to feel like shit when I see how much other people are accomplishing. I think I am doing just fine for myself under my own circumstances and my current life situation. I don't know why I constantly compare my achievements to other people. There’s just no point anymore. 

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I just need to stay motivated for 20 more days before I am free from school for the next few months. I slacked off this entire semester and I need to stop making excuses. It’s time to get shit done finally. 

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Kinda annoying when you’re talking to someone and they don't really listen to you or remember what you talked about..

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Honestly forgot what it was like to have feelings until recently. I actually missed it. 

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Pull yourself together and get to work. You only have so long to achieve what you want to, stop putting things off and start working your ass off. Get yourself moving and putting in the effort. Get the help you need to succeed and do what is necessary. Just wait and see everything falling into place before you and see your dreams become a consistent reality.

I’m Trying By Amy Kennedy

14/04/16

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Stop chasing what’s already gone.

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I believe we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart.

Meredith Grey (via douxserendipityx)

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When you have no idea what you want and school is kicking your ass and you work 5 days a week on top of going to class 5 days a week and you just wanna crawl in a hole and never come out or just explode.

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I am always being chosen second or as an alternate. I am never what they are looking for..