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oh this is gonna hurt me

how i slept last night thinking about bucky egan in the bikeriders!au

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I missed you so much!!! I’m so glad you’re back! I hope you’re well <3

i am feeling better than i have in a while <3 thank you so so so much for your kindness and compassion :’) i missed you guys so much :(

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CLOOOOO WE MISSED YOU <333

IVE MISSED YOU GUYS OMG :’)

please please please tell me all the things you guys have been up to <3

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guys guys guys! such great news! I AM BACK!!! writing coming so so so soon <3 i’ve missed each of you TONS AND TONS!!! what have you guys been up to :’)

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hi sweetie babes! i miss you all so much! hope to get back to writing soon <3 just havin’ been doing great and needed to take some time to myself!! love ya dearly xoxo clo

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You know what I love about the first bar scene? When Kathy walks in and she’s nervous about all the guys- none of them treat her like a piece of meat. Corky says she’s beautiful and asks if she needs a MAN. Wahoo asks if she wants to come LIVE with him. All these Vandals are just big softies who want a girl to take care of. Not a single one propositioned her for a one night stand. None.

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"can mutuals DM you?" Is this a joke, I'd rub up on some of them like a cat.

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“you’re a writer, right?”

me, staring at the one sentence i’ve managed to add in the last hour and the 12 open tabs on the specifics of shoes in 1845 Ireland: In theory.

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Look at this slut in the background sitting on his bike all slutty while puffing on his cigarette all slutty.

our slutty boy :( in his cutie red shirt :’( wish we could all sit on his lap n rub our faces in his neck n tell him how much we love him :( he’s such a lucky old man to have all of us pretties fawnin’ all over ‘em :(

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Clo, I found a candid pic of you and Johnny 🥰🥰 (definitely not Betty or anything)

yes!!! that’s me!!! not betty at all <3 me n’my old man :’) love my sweetie tough man so much :(

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i have like seven drafts and none of them are any good! send help!

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danny is so in love with you n'gets a little weird about it!!! this is insane!!!

danny bein' pathetically obsessed with you :'(

danny who knows you're off limits, but he still can't help but think about you when he's in bed an' he can't sleep because you said hi to him a couple of hours ago and he's just supposed to act normal after that? :'(

danny who quietly watches the way benny n'johnny love on ya n'takes notes just in case he ever gets an opportunity. you like your jaw cupped when you're kissed - he could do that. you like rubbin' your face against the scruff of johnny's neck - danny could try growin' his out :'( he's not all that tall, but he bought these new boots with heels! you like tall boys, don't you? :'( and no, he's not the biggest guy around, but he's been eatin' all his meat and potatoes to bulk up - you'd like that, wouldn't you? :'(

danny who "accidentally" walked in on you throatin' benny the other night n'hasn't been able to think of anything since. he's perpetually hard :'( he's jerked his cock so much that it hurts - hurts so bad - but he can't help but pathetically fuck his fist over and over while he thinks of everything your pretty mouth can do :'( how you can smile n'how your laugh escapes your lips often too quickly for you to catch and how your cheeks hollow as you suck :'( danny swears he didn't know someone could look so pretty with tears and snot dribblin' down their face until he saw you wrapped around benny and oh god, he's gonna cum again.

danny who secretly carries a picture of you in his wallet :'( when he goes to new york for a photography program n'his roommates ask him who you are he lies through his goddamn teeth. "s'my girl." he tells 'em with a shrug as if it's not a big deal when it would very much be the biggest deal if you loved him. he's a fucking liar, but it really helps, he thinks. it eases the pain of the truth just a bit when he tells the guys about when the two of ya started dating - "summer a'last year. yeah, met 'er at this bar" - n'how you were each others' firsts - "first everythin', y'know? special shit. sharin' such a fragile thing like that." - oh, and how much your daddy loves 'em - "the old man n'i go fishin' from time to time. he's just waitin' for the day i propose" - and ugh he loves this life he has created!!! it's so good!!!

danny who comes back to chicago and you're... pregnant? he's happy! of course he is because, my god, you're glowin' and all the guys are overjoyed and danny definitely doesn't cry himself to sleep that night!!! no!!! that's weird!!! he'd never!!! and he'd certainly not fool himself into thinkin' that's his baby!!! that you're full of him!!! he would simply never do a thing like that!!!!

"yeah, we're due in february." lights from times square illuminate his smile.

"wow! congrats, danny boy!"

danny who is not crazy! he just loves you n'that little one growin' in your tummy. and, you know, even if he were a little crazy, that would be just fine, right? s'not like he'd ever let you know the depth of his affections an' johnny n'benny would surely kill 'em over it, so he just lives his life fuckin' infatuated with you. he lives a fuckin' lie because it's better to do that than to not have you at all.

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i could be your loser boyfriend. do you ever think about that

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MIKE FAIST in THE BIKERIDERS (2023) dir. Jeff Nichols

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when your crush asks if you’re at work!!! :)

when your crush asks if you’re at work so he can bring a girl in >:(

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“this wet from talkin t’me baby? you got a crush on me or somethin?” I AUDIBLY GASPED holy SHIT

thinkin’ about his mustache :’( that wiry mustache all the guys probably make fun of him for damn near making you cum i-

“gimmie my fuckin cum. y’know i need it.” OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD “you should be mine. atta girl.” i have flooded my entire apartment complex :( i am so fucking ravenous for danny my god :(

warnings: nsfw!! filth with plot! danny is possessive! and has a dirty mouth! slight aftercare :]

you're a vandal being interviewed by danny in your apartment when he asks you about your love life. all the other guys are settling down and getting married and having kids, so it only makes sense to know if you're seeing somebody too, right?

you tell him you're not and that it's been bleak cause every man you've been with has had beliefs that didn't align with yours or was in the middle of a messy divorce or couldn't make you cum and more often than not it was a combination of the three. he almost swallows his fucking cigarette cause surely you didn't just say what he thinks you said, and you sink down in the couch a little from the embarrassment.

"you've gotta be kiddin' me." he sighs, shaking his head in disbelief, "so what, like, a guy's never made ya cum before?" he asks for clarification and his hand falters a little as he brings the microphone closer to your face. he’s only recording this for personal use, but you want to smack it out of his grip when you answer, "i dunno, maybe. you makin' fun of me, danny? am i the only woman ya know who hasn't finished during sex?"

he shakes his head, and he feels bad that it's making you feel bad cause the only reason he's so surprised is that you're the prettiest girl he's ever laid eyes on, is all. it's offensive that a man hasn't been able to please such a sweet thing like you, really. "i think it's normal. hell, i'm sure kathy or betty could tell ya the same. girls i've been with, too." he explains with a nod as he takes a drag and puffs out the smoke. "it's just that, i've personally never had any complaints."

you can only sit there in silence cause you're not sure if danny's actually flirting with you right now or if you just never woke up from your dream this morning. thankfully you don't have to wonder for long, cause he stubs out his cigarette and speaks up again with a smirk, "you mind if i have a go?" deep down, he already knows your answer.

it's hard to resist the urge to ask him what the hell he's talking about. you want to hear him say it but even more than that, you want him to show you. so, you humor him, shaking your head and biting your lip and then he's ordering you to throw your legs over the arm of the loveseat and what did you get yourself into?

he pulls your bottoms down your thighs, just enough for him to get his face between them, and when he sees the state of you, he gets so fuckin' smug. "this wet just from talkin' t'me, baby? you got a crush on me or somethin'?" danny asks, and just as you're about to tell him to shut the fuck up and eat your pussy, he's yanking your panties down and doing exactly that.

his hands spread you apart while his tongue dips inside your cunt, and oh he wasn't bluffing cause his nose is bumping into your clit and his mustache is brushing against your folds with each flick and it feels too good. one of your hands is threaded through his hair while the other is clamped over your mouth cause he's practically pulling the moans right out of you, and you have neighbors for god’s sake.

danny tries not to grin as he licks into you, but how can he not when you’re whining like that because of him? when you notice, you’re not sure if it pisses you off or turns you on so you tug his hair harder, nails scratching at his scalp. and fuck, he likes that a lot so he’s sucking your clit and adding a finger in no time at all.

it's pathetic how fast his movements you there, but really, it's the filthy things he says that bring you over the edge. "c'mon baby, you gonna cum for me? that's it, gimme my fuckin' cum. y’know i need it. forget those losers who couldn’t handle ya. you should be mine. atta girl, just like that." danny groans against you and you're shaking like a leaf, wailing "thank you, thank you, thank you" as you release.

you might have given him a little too much confidence, cause after he cleans you both up and fixes your clothes and fetches you some water like the sweetheart he is, he’s smiling from ear to ear and asking you if you'd like to be his girlfriend.

he really meant it when he said you should be his.

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i wish there was a cartwheel emoji because that’s what i’m doing right now into every blog with even a whisper of the “danny lyon x reader” tag

and im absolutely enthralled with the idea you started about “reader x benny + johnny + danny + everyone” it’s positively arresting

hehehehe welcome welcome! i love writing about those boys bein’ so head over heels in love with you :’( if you haven’t, go check out my sweet sweet rose!!! @frnchgirls they have such INCREDIBLE stories, i am constantly foaming at the mouth for more <3