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inspired by Mea Culpa, written by me

quote from "Daylight" by David Kushner

@uruhasbubble-tea asked me to share a moodboard♡ making fic/song inspired edits had once been my passion but to be honest I haven't done it in about two years. So this is just me dusting off my skills (yes, I really liked playing with the edit of Vessel's necklaces)

you're free to use/save any of the edited pictures and if you would like one of these moodboards, let me know♡

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Half algorithm, half deity / Glitches in the code or gaps in a strange dream

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nice hands, you wanna hold my face with them while you kiss me senseless?

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I want someone to kill me so my family never has to know I didn’t want to be alive….

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I’m tired of waiting for things to get better.

I’m tired of ‘hanging in there’.

I’m tired of snoozing my alarm for an hour in the mornings because I can’t find the motivation to get up.

I’m tired of putting on a brave face and a forced smile at every social interaction.

I need things to get easier.

I need life to be good to me again.

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Dreaming that you’re dead and then waking up to see you’re still alive…

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I’m at the point, where I don’t even want to keep fighting on but rather just want to be dead.

Literally no one needs me, I’m trash and I’ll always be, I know that. Life is so hard when you fight against yourself every day. I feel so lost.

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“Why don’t I have the strength to kill myself?”

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“It is scary how easily I can disconnect from anything; people, places, memories, even my entire life.”

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„Dobrze wiem, że mam ze sobą problem. Że został na mnie odcisk, jak piętno. Że próbuję zdobyć świętego graala, biorąc udział w wyścigu o złote gacie.”

„Mieszka u mnie paranoik”

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I can't make my brain shut up

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“When you’ve been sad for so long that when something bad happens you don’t cry, you just sit there and feel numb.”

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“You look sad today" “Hm.. I’m sad every day, I just didn’t have the energy to hide it today.”

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