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Dor de ea...!

Stii.. imi e dor de ea....De ea cea rece,..De ea cea dura..De ea cea care nu simte..cauruia nu ii pasa...De ea cea care frange inimi...De ea cea care traieste in mijlocul furtunii...De ea cea haotica si nebuna ...Imi e dor de EA! Imi e dor de ea cea sigura pe ea...De ea cea transanta...De ea ce zdruncina demonii ascunsi in cele mai cuminti suflete...De ea cea cu multe secrete...De ea cea cu ochii negrii...De ea cea cu chip angelic si zambet pervers...De ea cea distanta si desigur de ea cea indiferenta...Si sincer iti zic , azi imi e dor de ea la fel de tare cum imi este dor de Mine!

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Unrequited love does not die; it’s only beaten down to a secret place where it hides, curled and wounded. For some unfortunates, it turns bitter and mean, and those who come after pay the price for the hurt done by the one who came before.

Elle Newmark (via quotemadness)

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-How are you? -Dealing with the same monsters as usual.I let them out again.And all they do is feeding on my insides... -Why you do this to yourself? are you insane?! -I don't do it for pleasure , i just break sometimes , i shatter in pieces and they raise from the deepest corners of my hell.They consume me slow , devour my soul , and i swear sometimes i feel like i just can't face them anymore.I just want to make them stop you know...like for ever. -Silly girl you are stronger than that.Remember you've been shattered before in way smaller pieces and you got yourself back. Then you got shattered again ...and again.Each time you put yourself back together , each time you survive , and you get stronger and stronger.  -Yes, but each time i have to sell a piece of my soul . i am almost souless.I am feeding with the souls of those close to me , cause i need to feel it .I am empty otherwise...soo fucking empty , cold , bitter... Is not easy to be like this , i just wanna shut down my humanity for a while , not caring , not feeling ...But if i do that you will hate me ..just like they all do!

C.R. - conversation with my angel

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i’m such a damn  INTJ and thats what i need exactly !!!

mbti - who they need in their life.

INTJ, INTP - Someone who can bring warmth to their coldness, light to their darkness, happiness to their depression, but also someone who understands how important the cold, the dark, and the depression is to them.

ENTJ, ESTJ - Someone who can challenge them, keep them entertained and interested yet keep them in their place.

INFP, ISFP - Someone who understands how complicated and simple they are, someone who doesn’t try to fix them or makes sense of them but just embraces them. 

ENFP - Someone who takes everything they aspire to be and help them make it a reality, someone who makes them understand that dreams are great but accomplishments are better. Someone who acts like a mirror to them, makes sure they don’t go off the tracks yet, enjoys getting lost within them.

INFJ, ENFJ - Someone who makes them smile without hiding a frown within, someone who brings out the real them no matter how difficult

ESTP, ISTP, , ESFP - Someone who can ride with them to no place in specific yet always knows where to go when things get too overwhelming

ISTJ - Someone who makes them read beyond the words and helps them see beyond the facts and the rules, someone who adds paint to their canvas

ENTP - Someone who takes all the hate and highlights all the positives, someone who is able to truly talk to them and challenge them

ISFJ, ESFJ - Someone who doesn’t need help from them, someone who helps them find what they want for themselves

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I will no longer mutilate and destroy myself in order to find a secret behind the ruins.

Herman Hesse (via quotemadness)

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“She is different,” he said. “She doesn’t like receiving compliments, instead, she would light up brighter than the sun when you tell her how much you loved that book she recommended to you. And I think that’s what I love most about her.”

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You’re not like everyone else, baby.

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Violet roses in my hands turn black...! C.R.

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Sunt egoista ? Da! De ce? Simplu, toate persoanele din jurul meu s-au incapatanat sa imi spuna ca pot singura.Va multumesc , chiar pot singura. Daca am plecat din viata voastra , desi am lasat unele lucruri in aer ( e mai bine asa , altfel v-as rupe inimile in bucati si le-as calca in picioare, si nu vreau asta ) ,a fost pentru ca mi-ati zis ca sunt puternica , ca nu am nevoie de voi ,ca pot si ca mereu voi putea, ca ma admirati pentru curajul care il detin, iar altii mi-ati spus ca viata mea este palpitanta. Ati crezut ca puteti vedea dincolo de zidurile mele ,dar nu e asa. Poate as fi vrut sa raman ,cel putin in preajma unora , chiar am vrut sa raman. Dar unde absenta nu se simte nici prezenta nu conteaza. Asa ca da , sunt egoista datorita voua , sunt doar pentru mine , imi pasa doar de mine ,fac lucruri doar pentru mine si va multumesc! C.R. - jurnal de bord

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Cine sunt? Nu stiu cine sunt!Sau poate stiu si imi este frica sa spun asta cu voce tare. Stiu ce pot si asta ma sperie.Ce ma sperie cel mai tare?! Faptul ca stiu ce usor as putea atinge succesul ,insa apoi nu stiu ce sa fac mai departe. Ajungi in top, munca iti este rasplatita , efortul depus...in sfarsit dupa atata timp...si apoi? Apoi ce faci? ce faci cand tie nu iti prieste lumina reflectoarelor, cand tot ce vrei esta sa stai in umbra...Dar succesul si umbra nu au nimic in comun.Adoratia altora ne hraneste, cine spune ca nu e adevarat, minte! De asta o sa imi inving frica de succes. Singurul mod de a depasi o temere este privind-o in ochi! C.R.

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Cineva obisnuia sa se semneze " yours for eternity" cand imi scria. Astazi imi lipseste, dar eternitatea lui a luat sfarsit de mult. Ne rupem din suflet bucati si le plantam in oamenii dragi noua.Dar cu timpul , indiferent de juraminte eterne , vor merge pe drumul lor.Ne vor lipsi , cum imi lipseste si mie acea persoana, dar uneori e mai bine sa ii lasam sa plece.... C.R. - de dragul unei nopti de vara..

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M-am trezit in toiul noptii...imi lipsea ceva...habar nu aveam ce , dar lipsea.. Dimineata la cafea ,mi-am dat seama...erai tu.Trist...pentru tine acum sunt doar una din multime...dar intr-o zi o sa iti aduci aminte ca una din multime nu mai e ! C.R. - ochii ei sub clar de luna

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