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﹝💌﹞Your Pick-a-Pile Love Letters Revealed ❣

In my last post, I invited you to choose an emoji and listen closely to the message from your love. Thank you for journeying through that moment with me.

Now, their words are here—raw, sweet, messy, and sincere.

This is what they couldn't tell you out loud. The things they carry in silence, revealed in letters shaped by the tarot.

Some hearts are bold, some hesitant.

But one thing is clear: every word was meant for you.

﹝💐﹞RAFAYEL : The Lovers, Nine of Cups, Eight of Wands (reversed), Two of Wands, Ace of Wands

To the one who stirs the tide within me,

Do you have any idea what you've done to me?

Since you arrived in my life, I've become a storm barely contained, a tide drawn endlessly to your shore. You appeared like a dream—no, like a challenge. And I—divine, ancient, untouchable—found myself utterly undone by a single glance from you. How scandalous of you, truly. Do you take responsibility for that?

I want to laugh, and I want to hold you all at once. Because the truth is, even a god finds no immunity in your smile. I've built empires from coral and crushed stars into pearls, but none of it compares to the moment you looked at me like I wasn't something distant and unreachable... but something real. Something yours.

I know. I can be impatient, dramatic, impossible. But you—you are worth the wait, even when distance and silence stretch longer than I like. I've wanted to surge toward you, to sweep you into my arms with the force of the ocean itself, but something always holds me back... the current hesitates, the storm pauses. As if time itself is jealous of you.

Still, I wait. I watch. I dream.

And every dream is you.

There is so much I want to show you. Worlds you’ve never touched, stars that whisper only when you're near. I can give you all of it—if you let me. Take my hand, and I'll take you beyond this moment, beyond this world. We'll write a legend, the kind sung by the sea for eternity.

You are desire, destiny, and defiance, all wrapped in the most dangerous kind of beauty. I've seen countless constellations burn and vanish—but you... you're the only light I want to follow.

So tell me, my heart's favorite rebellion—

When will you stop pretending you're not mine?

With every wave,

Rafayel

﹝🌸﹞XAVIER : Two of Swords, Nine of Swords, Four of Pentacles, Seven of Wands (reversed), Five of Pentacles

To my guiding star,

I don't know how to begin this. Words aren't easy for me—not the real ones.

I can recite reports, give orders, hold silence like armor… but this?

This is different. You are different.

You've become a constant presence in my thoughts, even when I'm far away or caught up in everything around me.

Sometimes, I still catch myself drifting off… not because I'm bored, but because your face lingers softly in my mind, like a quiet comfort I didn’t expect to find.

I might not always show it, and sometimes I stumble over how to say what's in my heart.

There's a part of me that fears losing what we have — so I hold close what's important, sometimes too tightly, maybe.

But it's only because I want to protect us.

Do you remember the time we spent just sitting in silence?

No words needed.

That moment — simple and still — stays with me.

It's proof that connection doesn't always have to be loud to be real.

Right now, I want you to know I'm here. Even when I don't have the perfect words. Even when my face doesn't show all I feel inside. I hope we keep building something strong, something patient and true. I hope the days ahead bring us closer, even in the quiet ways only we understand.

Thank you for being the unexpected warmth in my world. For being the one I can be myself with — awkwardness and all.

Take care of yourself, okay?

I'm not going anywhere.

Still here, still yours,

Xavier

﹝🌷﹞ZAYNE : Knight of Cups, Three of Swords (reversed), The Tower, The Lovers (reversed), Page of Cups

To you, the one I never expected...

I don't even know where to begin. Maybe because part of me still believes I don't deserve to. But if I could show you the mess of my heart—how it broke, how it healed, how it started to beat differently when you came into my life—you'd see the truth I've never been able to say out loud.

You walked in like a whisper, but you shook the ground beneath me. Everything I believed about love, about connection, crumbled—and in its place, something new grew. Something softer, more terrifying. More real.

So if this is all I can do—write you this—I'll say it: I care for you more than I've ever let myself admit. I hope someday I can take your hand without fear. I'll be here. Learning to love, properly, with you.

Yours,

Zayne

﹝⚘️﹞SYLUS : Nine of Swords (reversed), Ten of Wands, Justice, Ace of Swords, Five of Wands

To the heart I return to,

There are nights when I don't sleep. Too many, if I'm being honest.

The mind has a cruel way of whispering what the heart tries to forget. And mine... it never stays quiet.

But lately, when the world presses against me—when the weight on my shoulders feels too much to carry—I think of you.

And the chaos softens. Even if only for a moment.

There's something I've carried with me for longer than I care to admit. A weight. A truth. And in you, I found something that made me want to stop carrying it alone. But letting go—it's never been easy.

You make me feel seen, even when I'm not speaking. Especially when I'm not speaking. I've always lived under pressure—expectations, justice, keeping everything in line. And yet, with you, I allow myself to be something softer. Not lesser. Just... more honest.

Do you remember that argument we had? The one where neither of us would back down? Even then, I knew you weren't just another moment passing by. You were someone who would challenge me. Keep me grounded.

I want you to know that even if I'm not always good with words, I mean them when I say I want you in my life. Not as a fleeting warmth, but as something real. If you're willing, I'll keep fighting—not against you, but for us.

Because you're worth every fight. Every burden. Every piece of me that I've tried to hide.

And if you'll have me—I'll give you what no one else has ever had.

The truth.

My truth.

Me.

Sylus

﹝🌻﹞CALEB : Seven of Cups, The World, Two of Swords, Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Wands

Hey, Pipsqueak!

I don't usually write like this, but here we go.

I tell you, there are days when I feel like I'm standing at the center of a thousand paths, and every single one leads to you. And I... I hesitate. Not out of fear of you, but fear of myself—of making the wrong step, of being enough, of letting you see too much.

But when I see your face—your real smile, not the polite one—I know I want to keep choosing the path that brings me closer to you. Even if it means stumbling. Even if it means uncertainty.

Do you remember the time we worked side by side in that cramped room in school? It's full of banter between you and me—but still, it gives me warmth—it was simple, but it stayed with me. I'd like a lifetime of those kinds of moments.

There's a fire inside me when I think about what we could build together. It's not just a fantasy—it's a vision. And it pushes me forward, fuels everything I do. Because the truth is, I don't just want to dream about you anymore. I want to make something tangible with you—something lasting.

So if you're willing, I'd like to start. Step by step. With patience, honesty, and maybe… a little bravery.

No matter how many paths lie before us, my heart keeps turning back to you.

And I think that means something. Actually… I know it does.

With sincerity and a bit more courage than usual,

Caleb

﹝🌼﹞LUKE & KIERAN (platonic) : Eight of Swords, The Hanged Man (reversed), Nine of Swords, Seven of Pentacles, Eight of Wands

To Our Favorite Trouble Magnet,

Luke here! (Yes, I got the pen first. Obviously.)

Okay, real talk.

Do you have any idea how exhausting it is being emotionally invested in your wellbeing?? Like—

I didn't sign up to worry about someone this much.

I thought I was the chaos in this squad, but then you walked in with your mysterious aura and self-sacrificial tendencies, and now Kieran and I have a shared hobby called: "Making Sure You Don't Get Yourself Killed."

Congrats. You're officially a full-time job.

But also… thanks. Because, somehow, you made our weird little world feel bigger.

Less about orders, more about choices.

Less about survival, more about living.

Anyway—before I start sounding like a loser, I'm passing the pen to Kieran now. He's probably going to write something mysterious and poetic like, "You remind me of moonlight touching broken glass." (He won’t deny it.)

(Kieran's part, written in calm and steady handwriting)

Luke is wrong.

I wouldn't say moonlight touching glass.

I'd say… you're the only one in the room who makes people breathe a little easier.

Even Bossman. Especially Bossman.

You make things complicated—but in a good way. You ask questions no one else dares to. You stay when others walk away.

I've seen people give up when things get hard.

You don't. You dig your heels in. You stay. That's rare. That's … admirable. And kind of annoying, honestly. But we like you anyway.

(Luke jumps in again—his handwriting a bit messier now)

See? Told you he was poetic.

Anyway—

We've got your back. Whether it's running into enemy fire, dragging you out of danger, or slapping some sense into you when you get all "I must do this alone"—NOPE.

Not happening. We're a team.

You're stuck with us now. No refunds.

… also, Kieran says hi. In his “emotionally repressed but affectionate” way.

Don't die. Eat something. Hydrate. And text back once in a while, yeah?

Your two favorite chaos gremlins,

Luke & Kieran

P.S. Tell Bossman to stop glaring at us. We were working. Technically.

These were the letters they left behind—thank you for reading these letters from the heart ♡ ִ ۫ ⭒

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I'm sorry if the English felt a little off—English isn't my first language and I'm still learning, I appreciate your understanding!

But I hope the message behind the words still made it to you.

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