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Emerges from the void to say I’m gonna be revamping this blog

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Ford Cougar II, 1963 by Vignale.

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Undeniable proof that cats are aliens

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                       ❝ i know i am. i shouldn’t have let you walk away back then. i shouldn’t have let you take me to the church. ❞ the past couldn’t be changed, but it didn’t mean he couldn’t try to make up for it. though, nothing he could possibly give saeyoung would even come close to making it up.

                       the second he’s grabbed by his shirt, saeran feels like his heart is being squeezed. he’s not scared for himself, but he’s scared for his brother. he’s far from okay and he knows that he’s probably making it worse for him, but saeran refused to leave without him. and quickly after his collar is released, he’s once again staring at the barrel of the gun. he’s already accepted his fate, should saeyoung want it to be this way. ❝ just because i’m a few minutes younger, doesn’t mean you can make decisions for me. i said i’m not leaving without you and i meant it. ❞

                       when he stops and speaks, panic automatically sets in. ❝ saeyoung, don’t. ❞ he tries to think through this, but he’s not mentally stable enough for saeran to judge on what he’d do, should he try and make a move. ❝ i said i’m not leaving without you. wherever you go, i go. i’ll only follow you if you do that. ❞

                       ❝ i’m sorry i was a shit brother who was too sick and weak to care for myself.. i just want to make things right.. ❞

“You would have died!”

He shouts. He knows it. Something deep in him knows that that move saved his brother’s life. If he hadn’t been the illness that killed him, their mother certainly would have. Despite everything, he’s never regretted freeing Saeran. It’s the only good thing he’s ever done. 

He grabs his hair again, pulls it hard. He’s dyed it darker over the years, some attempt to escape who he really is, to tarnish his reflection. He almost throws the gun but decides against it. Instead he holds it close, like a comfort. 

“You can’t do that, you can’t do that!” He’s so frustrated he could scream. He kind of is. “You want to make things right? Then leave! Leave me alone! I can’t leave and you can’t stay! Why are you so determined to ruin everything that I’ve worked for?” He looks back toward his brother. 

“Do you have any idea what I had to do? What I’ve been doing to keep you safe? And you’d just throw it all away? For what? I told you already. Saeyoung is dead. He died for you. Now do his memory a favor and get out.” 

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the amount of cuteness here is too much for my fragile heart 

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an update on some things going on on my end

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707 ‹ :OOOOO

707 ‹ Name it Oh Gracious One

707 ‹ I’ll do anything

707 ‹ Unless it involves like

707 ‹ eating bugs or something

                 ( ✉  →  Jumin Han ): I am simply curious as to what that…. wild imagination has broiling                  ( ✉  →  Jumin Han ): let’s not say amazing just yet, hm?                  ( ✉  →  Jumin Han ): I see…. you wish to make…. a deal.                   ( ✉  →  Jumin Han ): Hmmm……..                    ( ✉  →  Jumin Han ): I will let you pet my Elizabeth on ONE condition.

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                      saeran was ready to pull saeyoung into his arms the second he noticed his face grow soft until it became harsh and full of hate once again and he jumps at the sound of the gun going off. he blinked during that time, so a part of him expected to open his eyes and see blood seeping through his shirt and when he doesn’t, saeran instantly scans his brother for any harm, and only feels relief when he turns his head to the wall where he had directed the bullet.

                      ❝ i.. what… what are you talking about? i-i.. i never forgot about you.. ❞ did he really think that? where did he get that idea from? savior? who was that? what was going on and why didn’t he know about any of this? ❝ hyung.. i always tried to go back to you and find you.. at least once a week i would try and sneak out, but i was always caught.. even now that i have my own freedom, i searched for you every day.. and because of it.. i finally did.. i want to be with you.. i’m not letting you go.., so.. ❞

                      ❝ if you won’t come with me, then i’m not leaving either. i’m staying with you.. take me to your ‘savior’. ❞

“You’re an idiot”

Luciel’s still waving the gun, death grip on it but at least the trigger’s free. She’s gonna be angry about the hole in the wall if she comes back. He has permission to destroy the place if he has to, to keep her secrets safe but that doesn’t mean she won’t be angry. It’d be easy though, to watch it all burn away, easier still if he gets to stand in the center and choke on the smoke. 

“I told you not to come back. I told you to get away. Because if you came back everything would be ruined. Why didn’t you listen, why can’t you listen?” 

He lifts his empty hand and starts pulling on his hair, grinding his teeth. When Saeran insists on staying, Luciel feels his blood freeze. He lunges forward, grabs Saeran by the collar of his shirt. 

“Don’t say that, don’t say that, don’t say that!” he shrieks, shaking him before he backs off. He points the gun back at him, hand shaking. “I won’t let you. I’ll kill you before I let her touch you.” No, that didn’t work the first time. He lowers it, paces the floor a few times and chews his lip so hard it bleeds. “Why are you doing this? I did everything to save you. What do I have to do to make you listen...” Luciel stops, looks back at Saeran. “Maybe if I die. Maybe that’ll save you. You’ll have to leave if that happens, right?”

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okay !! I’m gonna try and get replies done today bc i feel really bad about how neglectful I’ve been lately, even if I have been busy... sorrysorrysorry !!

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