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When he sounds like CAS...

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Rewatches

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Greek Lessons

~Han Kang

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Vijay over Kargil.

"We didn't crave food. We wanted more bullets. My fellow soldiers and I would ask the person who brought us ration to bring us more ammunition instead."

"The only contact with the outside world was through Vividh Bharti. I remember listening to special programs for army brethren."

"If death strikes before I prove my blood, I swear I'll kill death."

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Earlier ppl didn't bother to check on William's Racing. Now that Sainz jr. drives for it, suddenly everyone cares about their points. That's because the team and the car means nothing if the driver isn't capable of playing with the steering. The game revolves around the driver.

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How does one get a seat in Williams racing after serving Scuderia Ferrari a good time?!

Zhou in Alphatauri has experienced the biggest crash in modern F1. With the centre of gravity being low to the ground, how does the car topple over a stretch of gravel and into the barrier?!

Cadillac added on the grid?!

Legends say that Guenther is still saying fuck.

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I want what they have. Absolute mates.

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He planted a champa sapling with me, hoping to watch it grow into a tree bearing beautiful fragrant ivory flowers. It would've been something we did together. From toiling the soil, planting it and watering it to find out that the plant disappeared out of sight a few months later because he learned that I didn't feel the same way.

जो है, सो है।

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Saaya.

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I totally ship Belly and Conrad; there is an unbreakable force between them. Their hearts beat the same, they are wired. But it's rusting. Nothing can save their love.

I believe that Belly and Jeremiah are the endgame. Jere is her infinity. I wish Belly knew what she lost when she chose Conrad over Jere. So fragile his heart is, another break, it's all in pieces.

And Cam was just an escape...

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Can't deny the resemblance between Alain Delon and Robert Sean Leonard.

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Escapism partner.

Take me somewhere, where waves roar louder than stupid words, where corals grow faster than ego, where spirit would run through my veins and I will leave the stagnancy behind. Tell me what it's like to never have to worry about that petty rumour, never have the need to justify or be numb to nociception.

What are we waiting for? Haven't I got the power to change these patterns which have anchored me here? Do you not trust my ability to make this decision? I've got to stop dining with 5 empty plates in front of me. The boat is ready, life jackets are secured, the whole ocean in wonder and the breeze with the whole plan at hand. Those damn compasses don't do a better job than the Polaris, leave them all behind. Cut the chaos and the shit-show. Hold my hand and lead the way, before the sky gets any more gray.

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Madafakas I need a refund for life. I didn't sign up for this!

Anyways, these beats run through my veins; the only thing to keep me alive.

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Catwoman and batman are literally goals

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Is everyone always this multi-talented and I just know how to exist?!

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Cold masala chai and ashtray by my side.

I strive to be myself in a place where it's easy to lose your originality. Partly because the people surrounding you, copy your style, your work, your creativity and steal something that was solely belonging to you. I feel as though my identity is robbed away from me.

The saddest part is that, first they degrade you for that and then stone-faced, proceed to do the same thing. The things that I perceive as 'nothing out of the blue' or 'casual' are understood to be the most 'yo, did you see what she's done? x (-10,000) aura ' type of thing.

It's the feeling of discomfort 24/7 that is crumpling me. Now look what I've become. An actual degraded elf. I've not just lost my way of talking, behaving and thinking but I've ended up sucking yours. It's a fact that the good is lost swiftly but the bad stands still. The bad also torments and eats up the good, leaves it polluted and stains it indefinitely.

Everyday I celebrate the death of a part of me. Voila! They won; now they're cutting cakes at my last rites . I've lost myself to them. The lamp is getting dull every time I make an agreement with them and 'you're worth half a penny' is the paycheck I get.

~sequins

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"She is cheated from all sides because she is good."