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Most days I feel like a loading screen I mean I always go in circles move slow end up blank. I have too much data stored my memory is low I need to send but no message is received and all my files are corrupt. Every soul I've met has left me wanting craving to know more for that connection But I will get the error 404 that tells me I have system failure and once again I'll have to restart try again. Yet as I walk through doors I'm left standing in the hallways chasing the taste of laughter only catching up with silence Still I'm left with hope for what's around that corner even with charred fingertips I turn those handles Must be a glitch in my matrix because even though I try I can't erase my hard drive and while all the nothing between us still lingers... -×- -o- -×- -o- -×- -o- #gothgirls #makeupaddict #alternativemodel #anime #alternativeaesthetic #beautypromoter #altmodel #ps4gamergirls #metalgirl #followme #poemoftheday #alternativegirl #fashionpromoter #curvygirl #gothiclolita #facemodel #aestheticgrunge #gamergirls #emogirl #emogirls #ps4gamer #poems #beautifuleyes #glitch #gamergirl #poetry #kawaii #emo #yamikawaii #goth (at Anime) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtW0eijB_G_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cyl5reojzlpf

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Most days I feel like a loading screen I mean I always go in circles move slow end up blank. I have too much data stored my memory is low I need to send but no message is received and all my files are corrupt. Every soul I've met has left me wanting craving to know more for that connection But I will get the error 404 that tells me I have system failure and once again I'll have to restart try again. Yet as I walk through doors I'm left standing in the hallways chasing the taste of laughter only catching up with silence Still I'm left with hope for what's around that corner even with charred fingertips I turn those handles Must be a glitch in my matrix because even though I try I can't erase my hard drive and while all the nothing between us still lingers... -×- -o- -×- -o- -×- -o- #gothgirls #makeupaddict #alternativemodel #anime #alternativeaesthetic #beautypromoter #altmodel #ps4gamergirls #metalgirl #followme #poemoftheday #alternativegirl #fashionpromoter #curvygirl #gothiclolita #facemodel #aestheticgrunge #gamergirls #emogirl #emogirls #ps4gamer #poems #beautifuleyes #glitch #gamergirl #poetry #kawaii #emo #yamikawaii #goth (at Anime) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtWzkw4BeZ8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ezhdhk332909

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The way that people think sometimes makes me sick, The way we criticize so hard and judge so quick, Before you judge me look in the mirror, All of the sudden things become much clearer. You just see a face and hair, lips and eyes, But I know all your secrets and I know all your lies, If you look closer you will see, That deep down you’re no better than me. I see past the make up for what you really are, Just a regular person covering up all you're scars, Hidden in your mind a place you don’t go, Memories and things you’d rather people not know. We all have those secrets buried deep inside, Things that we’d do almost anything just to hide, We try to cover them up with makeup clothes and that certain grace, But when you look in the mirror it’s staring you right in the face. You can put on the act and the makeup too, But I can see right through you, You’re just another girl wanting to be accepted, Fearing the burn of being rejected, Falling into the trap of mindless trends, Just to be envied by your friends, Thinking that once you got it then you’re in, But you still feel the emptiness from within. So foolish so blind people can be Take off those colored contacts and you will see that there truly is no difference between you and me, beside the fact that you prefer to hate when I would rather accept and appreciate. 🌎✌❤ -×- -o- -×- -o- -×- -o- -×- #emogirls #metalgirls #altmodel #kawaiigirl #alternativemodels #poems #followme #punkgirl #metalgirl #gamergirl #followmeh #gamergirlsofinstagram #rockerchick #emoscene #beautifulgirlsofinstagram #facemodel #metalchick #kawaiigirls #beautifulgirl #contentcreator #poetry #ps4gamergirl #emogirl #beautifulgirls #alternativegirl #ps4gamergirls #gothgirls #alternativemodel #altmodels #ps4gamer https://www.instagram.com/p/BsZgF7ZlZ_7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uhqr70img3b0

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Come closer, What do you see? Look deeper,  There's more of her than what meets the eye. She might spell queen on her tongue She might blind people with her glance. But don't believe anything you see. Explore further, There's more to her soul than the physical shape. She might wear fire on her skin. She might imply strong on her wrist. But don't believe anything you touch. -'- -"- -:- -;- -*- -×- -o- #alternativegirl #secretwonderland #yamikawaii #gamer #metalgirls #gothgirls #ps4gamergirl #brandambassadorsearch #facemodels #lostinwonderland #emo #gamergirls #metalcoregirl #brandambasador #emostyle #facemodel #emogirls #alternativmodels #beautiful #skully #altmodels #gamergirlsofinstagram #gamergirlmonthly #plussizemodels #shoutmeoutplease #kawaii #anime #aliceinwonderland #imapromoter #yamikawaiigirl (at Wonderland) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrTz3EJgyFE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=a9ku7bynou8o

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oh anime surely you do brighten up my life With your gorgeous colors rarely of depressing hues. Many turn to you as a refuge from their problems and painful memories and you do give them comfort in an imaginary world. Easier it is to imagine a perfect life than to create one in reality...😿✌😸💖😻 -;- -:- -*- -'- -"- -×- -o- #pikachu⚡ #gamergirls #gamergirlsofinstagram #kawaii #emostyle #ps4gamergirls #alternativegirl #emos #ps4gamer #facemodels #brandambassadorswanted #emogirls #alternativemodels #altmodel #metalgirls #emo #yamikawaii #facemodel #gothgirls #gamer #ambassadorsearch #brandambassadors #facemodelsagency #animeislife #brandambassadorsearch #altmodels #animefans #followme #anime #animestyle (at Anime) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqvYO5PFrwm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wo0l6wlj3vam

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I sit in my chair And put on my headphones No matter what, I don’t play fair I’m a gamer to my bones I’ve played the classics From Pokemon to Sonic And the newer ones, with better graphics No matter the age, all so iconic So many genres to choose from Horror, platforming, and side-scrollers I play so many, my fingers go numb On any of my controllers I sit in my chair And put on my headphones No matter what, I don’t play fair I’m a gamer to my bones. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqLkv4mla01/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mtxb2qb5j9q3

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And while you may not have had the waist-line of a princess I'll be goddamned if you didn't have the swagger of a Queen. - - - - Always be proud of who you are no matter what others may say you are beautiful inside an out an special in every way. Don't let others get in you're head trying to say you need to change who you are just to be considered beautiful cause hunny you already are! 💓💗💓 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqAuuJFFRsA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ixgsbi6btphf

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The witches heart is made of straw, witches' heart is no heart at all. The witch ideal a nature's fend, her heart desires the human end. The vines contort limb, Lycurgus' gape. as a punishment for, man's unholy fate. 💓👻🎃 - - - - Tonight is all Hallows eve and is my most absolute favorite time of the year! What will everyone be doing on this spooktastic night? 👻🎃 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpkh22Wg76h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=djtgm9wgif0c

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Your lips are like a southern lily red,  Wet with the soft rain-kisses of the night,  In which the brown bee buries deep its head,  When still the dawn's a silver sea of light.  Your lips betray the secret of your soul,  The dark delicious essence that is you,  A mystery of life, the flaming goal  I seek through mazy pathways strange and new. Your lips are the red symbol of a dream,  What visions of warm lilies they impart,  That line the green bank of a fair blue stream,  With butterflies and bees close to each heart! 🌹💓😋 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpiIvtjBMJn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xvir3vvgmgex

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She seems a little wild once in a while, but men are nice just once or twice. Then forgiving is the best part of love, and it’s flavored by bad girl’s spice. With her innovative turns and trills, she’s the center of most social life. And her cold denials and rejections can cut your aspirations like a knife. Her growl is more vicious than her sting, and it transforms to a whisper after twilight. But bad girls are a lot more fun for some, and she owns them before it comes to light. Even if it’s not your heart she reaches for, she finds joy in a touch time and again. And often her notions will outstrip yours. So let the bad girl win one now and then. 😼🔥😉💋 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVJWqEgIaQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bd00jbccpnyn

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She's in love with herself She likes the dark On her milk white neck The Devil's mark It's all Hallows Eve The moon is full Will she trick or treat I bet she will She's got date at midnight With Nosferatu Oh baby, Lilly Munster Ain't got nothing on you Well when I called her evil She just laughed And cast that spell on me Boo Bitch Craft Yeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing Dye em black Black no. 1 Little wolf skin boots And clove cigarettes An erotic funeral For witch she's dressed Her perfume smells like Burning leaves Everyday is Halloween Loving you was like loving the dead! - - - - Let's test you're guys knowledge here, which band do these lyrics belong to a what is the name of the song? *Hint: They are an old school gothic band...Leave you're answers in the comment section and who ever guesses first and correctly gets a cookie and a cyber high five! 📻🎶🍪👋😋 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpRxVfIA2Pw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hkoii3u95fvn

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“A lie is like a cat, You need to stop it before it gets out the door or it’s really hard to catch.” 🙀😸 - - - - Unfortunately this is very accurate...😔 This little one who's name is Mr. Bockenhyme or for short bockles or the bock cat haha! But he tries so hard to escape every time we open up the front or back door, it wouldn't bother me so much if it wasn't for us living smack dab in the middle of a busy city and downtown none the less.. I have a mini panic attack any time he manages to get out on us! 😫 - - - - But anyway this is a Portrait/Recreation of a picture I snapped of him and I think I surprised him with the flash or something because the look on his face is absolutely hilarious! 😸😻💓 -'- -"- -:- -;- -*- -×- -o- https://www.instagram.com/p/BpNIBmsAZUY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=179pior641qxm

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What shape was this who came to us, With basilisk eyes so ominous, With mouth so sweet, so poisonous, And tortured hands so pale? We saw her wavering to and fro, Through dark and wind we saw her go; Yet what her name was did not know; And felt our spirits fail. 👻👹 (at Springfield, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpLv3aHApKO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17m167p6w9uwq

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Halloween will for ever be one of my most favorite Holliday as it were. I remember being so excited when that season would roll around! Because not only do things seem a bit spookier but you have the ability to be who ever you want to be an not be judged or looked at funny it's just wonderful an it allows us freaks to be ourselves lol 🎃👻🔮❤ (at Springfield, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpJMz0hgZ18/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p01q8vm9yg6m

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My absolute favorite Holliday as it were hands down is Halloween. I remember being so excited when the season rolled around as a child an that feeling has never faded, I'll always love Halloween 🎃👻🔮😻 (at Springfield, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpJLNOKAVtD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17oylo8793t06

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You better crawl on your knees The next time you say that you love me Fall on your knees, 'cause this time I won't be so kind Can't you see that this is life and life is killing me Is it yours? is it mine? Our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain... (at Springfield, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn9vtvNgCAU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8u91swmhqdzu

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