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Normally i make fanart on this blog but today hit me a lil something. I'm actually starting this journey of finding to myself. And it does feel like a free fall, you never know where you will land if you start it, but you can only hope you stop somewhere better where you started.

So thank you to everyone who helped me to understand that being myself isn't unnatural or just some imaginative thing.

I'm a trans man and i'm happy to finally say it out loud ^^

Lots of love,

Doc 🧡🏳️‍⚧️

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a moment of peace 🌸

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something loose and experimental

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tawnyfeather

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moonpaw redesign

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Any Filipino invincible fans out there or

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this is so random yes but he just reminds me of a cockroach i love him ok😿✌️

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ok I finally found the time to finish the manga, I'm almost ok

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I am alive, I promise

Been getting back into DGS and the Ace Attorney series in general, so expect an influx of that kind of art

Ryuunosuke is my favourite lil silly guy

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miego go brrrrr

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The Jester Deku and his Prince, Kacchan

Had an idea of a silly little AU. I think I’ll expand more on this later hehehehe.

If you’d like to support me and my art, you can buy this as a print!

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PAINTED POTTERY TODAY!

Pics before the fire and glaze.

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how i hc the colors work for Four!

^ art belongs to @/linkeduniverse

Basically, im gonna ramble about how i write and see the colors for the four sword, and what i think the colors are like, since many people see them in different ways and i wanted to talk about how i do! this is not meant to discredit or say any other way of reading/writing four is "wrong", this is just me sharing my own way of doing it. all the ways four is portrayed in different fics ive seen are awesome! :)

-Okay! So, starting off before we get into the different colors, I just want to make a basic summary of how I see them.

-I see the four sword as something that, rather than duplicating you into four people, splits you apart into four. basically, it doesn't multiply, it divides.

-specifically, it divides your personality and who you are as a person.

-let's say you love art, writing, video games and exercise, as a lighthearted example. if you drew the four sword, each of your colors would be super passionate on just one of those things, rather than all four hobbies

-this isn't exactly how i see four since it's a bit more personal than just hobbies in the division, but it's a basic example

-this also means your colors will grow with you!

-if your personality changes over time, so will your colors. those core aspects of you will stay the same, but some parts of them can change

-basically the concept behind your colors will stay the same since those are the roots of your personality, but they can also change in some areas

-I also wanted to make the colors have something to do with their element, for funsies :)

-so, in my fics, when four is split the colors may seem a bit 2D personality wise, and that's because in my hc they aren't actually full people, just part of a person

-this makes them a bit more shallow, but i will try to make them have enough depth to still be nice to read and relatable

-okay lol sorry for the ramble, hopefully that made it semi-clear?

-now then, onto the actual colors!

-Green is the wind; when it playful tousles your hair, when it helps keep you cool on a hot summer day, when it guides sails to get the boat to shore, when it rustles leaves to create a symphony in the wild

-Green is the color that comes from when Four would laugh with Zelda in the market, or when he would run aimlessly through the fields just to see the world zoom past him

-Green is there when Four laughs with the others by the fire at night, when he teases Wars about his "lady issues", when he can feel the excitement of the battle in his bones

-he's energetic, fun loving, caring and free

-basically, he represents Four's love of life and of those around him

-while Green is the leader of the colors, that doesn't mean he's exactly responsible

-i mean how many times in the manga do him and Blue tease each other or get competitive over dumb things? you can't tell me this man is super mature

-that being said, while he's usually rather lighthearted, he does know when he needs to take charge and be serious

-he doesn't like it, but he is arguably one of the more stable colors, and he's the only one who can fulfill the leader role

-he can't shout out orders like Time or Wars can, but he can help the others cope, and he can take charge in a situation or try to fix something before it goes awry

-when Four first used the four sword, Green was rather lighthearted and fun, joking around despite the gravity of the situation and wanting to get to know his other colors

-however, as that journey continued, Green quickly learned that sometimes laughter wasn't safe, and would only hold you back

-he lost some of that free-spirited nature on that journey, which led to Four being much more mature by the time the adventure was over

-that's not to say he lost all of it, of course- but some of those gusts were forced to settle into a breeze instead

-Green is the mirthful, young wind that had to grow up in order to survive

-Red is a gentle flame; the warmth that embraces you by a campfire, the torch that lights up the dark tunnel, the fire within us all that burns bright no matter the circumstances

-Red comes from when Four would hug Zelda on a bad day, or when he'd help his grandfather in the forge when the mans age caught up to him

-Red is there when Four went to make sure Wild's okay while Twilight was injured, or when he tries to reassure his brothers during tough times, when he tends to the wounded after a fight

-he's gentle, kind, optimistic and compasstionate

-Red represents Four's empathy and connection with others

-he may seem childlike or oblivious sometimes, but that's on purpose

-he's learned overtime that falling into despair only makes others do the same, so Red will go out of his way to act optimistic no matter how he may actually feel

-that being said, his mask has cracks

-he can't always stay strong, especially when Four is split

-without Green's leadership, Blue's resilience and Vio's wisdom, it's a lot harder to pretend everything's alright

-Red keeps the peace when they're split, he's the only reason they didn't all murder each other in Four Swords

-Red started off being very open and kind, at the start of Four Swords

-he wasn't afraid to show how he felt, and he was the only one willing to feel Four's feelings, to admit when things were scary or tough

-but he was quickly called out for this, both by the other colors and by people around him

-he was called childish, immature, a crybaby, weak

-and after a while of these comments and little to no progress, Red learned that a hero doesn't get to be scared or sad

-so he stopped

-he was still kind to others, and he'd keep the peace, but no longer would he quietly admit at night how terrified he was

-his tears were left unshed

-Red is the candle that learned to be dim, because burning bright only led to pain

-Blue is the water; when the waves crash against a ship, when the rain relentlessly attacks all it touches, when water freezes into ice, when tears stream down your face

-Blue comes from when Vaati laughed as Zelda turned to stone, when Four would collapse from exhaustion after a dungeon even when Ezlo insisted they kept going, when the other kids at school pushed Four around for whatever reason

-Blue is there when someone is injured in battle and Four charges ahead, or when he snaps after a joke is pushed too far, when Four scolds Legend for freezing the sword he was making

-he's frustrated, protective, brave and resilient

-Blue represents Four's trauma and feelings of helplessness

-he's been hurt so many times, and if a heart is stabbed too much it will freeze over to save itself the pain

-Blue lashes out a lot, because as the embodiment of that pain, it's overwhelming

-one person can handle that trauma reasonably well, since they have their other qualities to help them cope

-Blue, however, doesn't have that, and therefor can't cope healthily

-he's often seen as the angry one because of this, but there's more to him than that

-Blue's very protective of those he loves and cares for, since he's the part of Four that watched helplessly as Zelda was made into a statue, he's the part that felt so vulnerable after Ezlo was gone and all he had was a hat as a memory

-but when you're vulnerable, when you show you're hurting, you just get hurt even more

-at least, that's what he's learned from his experiences

-the bullies never stopped when he cried, the monsters still attacked when he screamed in pain, Zelda didn't come back even when he begged

-so Blue turns that fear, that helplessness into anger

-anger can be a blade in a battle, anger can protect you

-he fails to realize that it can also push those who are trying to help you away

-Blue is the lake that froze over, so it's waters won't be polluted and killed

-Vio is the earth; everlasting beneath your feet, always growing and expanding, a mystery to many even when in plain sight

-Vio comes from the wonder Four first entered the Minish Village, the awe as he learned how to smith from his grandpa, the pride when he got something done

-Vio is there when Four helps out with a puzzle, or makes a sly comment, or when he realized from Legend that anti-fairies can be turned into regular ones

-he's curious, calm, quiet and cunning

-Vio represents Four's curiosity and maturity

-he's by no means all-knowing, but he is good at learning about things around him and adapting to a new challenge

-Four had to do that to survive several times in Minish Cap, and Vio has learned that skill too

-while he wants to be a leader, Vio lacks the empathy, stability and resilience the others have, making him a pretty bad leader

-he can figure out problems just fine, but he can't communicate well with others, so he kind of just expects people to be on the same page as him sometimes even if they're not

-Vio can be cold sometimes, due to being the color that is the least connected to Four's emotions and trauma

-he may seem unfeeling, but make no mistake, he very much has emotions

-he often struggles to understand people around him, too- he can solve any puzzle and knows pretty much everything about the environment around him, but people are a mystery to him

-(yes, he's autism-coded. let me project damnit)

-this makes Vio come off as insensitive a lot, and it can make other people believe he doesn't care

-he shows his love in little ways, though

-talking about things he's learned, offering portions of his meal, sharing supplies he has, tending to the wounded after a fight- he does care, i promise

-so no, Vio isn't the "evil" color, but the logical part of a person can struggle with emotional intelligence

-Vio is the whispers in the leaves, trying desperately to convey their secrets, but almost never being heard

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thanks for reading! sorry if i rambled a bit lol :)

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hi y’all - i’m on artfight! this is my first year :)

my fandoms:

sky: cotl

invincible

linked universe

chainsaw man

mha

splatoon

pokémon

warrior cats

+ more!

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it definitely takes some time getting used to