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i want to use this account again but--

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tomorrow's my birthday and i'm leaving indie~

i start my senior year in 11 days, my birthday is coming up, and my mental health has been really bad lately. i'm constantly putting myself down on here because i feel like no one really likes me? and i know if you follow martin he legit just said the same thing the other day, but i've been thinking about this, too, and his leaving has just kind of pushed me along like i needed. i constantly feel like i'm not wanted or needed here, regardless of whether or not i am. i'm more worried about people liking me than i am roleplaying and that's definitely not the point of this. i'm too jealous, and there's a few people on here who i get really upset just seeing (which is bad, hence why i'm leaving,) and i can't deal with all the anxiety i'm feeling anymore. i may be on occasionally, but it'll probably be on bryce's account. if you need me i'm on skype almost all the time (@katiepls) and if we know each other you can ask for my facebook or phone number.

best wishes to everyone on here. i hope you all continue to enjoy roleplaying and what-not, thank you for a good two months. (holy fuck, it's literally two months. bryce is literally two months old today.)

i'm off to clean and sleep and get ready for my birthday tomorrow. i love you all. xx

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so my friend is here (she flew in from jersey) so basically no replies for a week and yeah idk im just taking a break i guess. if you need me ill be on Skype probably yay

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tonight was one of the better nights in awhile, i'll probably be up really early like jumping with excitement bc my best friend in jersey is coming down tomorrow night and staying for a week or so. but i'll whip out some replies before then. :) sorry for all the ooc and activity (or lack thereof) but i'll hopefully be back on track asap :)))) peace love and puppy hugs~

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whoa what bikini pics [hides face] i just feel good tonight o k

i am happy toinght

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my mom is really dumb im crying "what do you do for a living" "can you prove you're really from ireland" "marvin" "what's the definition of shite"

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my own dog doesn't even love me

omfg the dog doesnt want ur love stop it katie

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hey martin's really nice and he has cute cheeks who gave him the right

katie has nice bone structure who gave her the right

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apparently over yonder over the big blue ocean their wall outlets have switches

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i made martin watch rage quit and he's giggling i'm gon cry

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i s2g katie i wanted to get drunk while on skype with you

i do not want to be fucking drunk when u call me i don’t know what disaster will happen

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here’s a selfie while i wait for katie to fucking reply so we can skype (jfc woman get ur shit together)

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i can feel sad starting to happen so i'm going to go hide in google docs and on skype if you need me k

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send me a '☯' if you want to rp

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"there are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. it's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses. at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains, and a few more of your least favorite things." build god, then we'll talk // panic! at the disco

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do you ever feel like nothing you do is enough for anyone

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whoa hey hi, so i've decided i'm not going to go on (another) hiatus, but i'm just going to get on here less. i've not been in the best place lately and i just need to sort myself out. i'll get on to do replies and such probably once a day and on some days maybe more than that, and on others, maybe not at all. my summer is practically over after tomorrow because i'm busy every day until the 10th, and then school starts the 16th. (fuck yeah, senior year, ooo.) i'll be on skype (katiepls, just tell me who you are,) and i'll be on my personal blog, (i should warn that it's full of triggers, so if you're easily triggered, don't even click it.) but yes yes, i love you all, and okay, byeyeyeye.