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Not as in work or maintaining formal relationships like have social media or group of friends like i read how humans are social creature and cant survive on their own ?

Socializing:

If you don't like being social, then there would be reasons to explore. Do you feel like you're not yourself when you're with others? Or maybe you feel like you want to know who you are before you socialize? Or maybe socializing makes you feel a lot of emotions and confusions? Or maybe socializing is too stimulating and fast paced for you?

Maybe you can take a man out of society but cannot take out society out of him. Society is very much absorbed by us, like we are sponges and absorb the social norms, language, culture, habits, practices. It makes life predictable.

Maybe without socializing you cannot self introspect because others are like a mirror to you and your reflection in them  helps you understand yourself.

Maybe sometimes you'll like socializing and other times hate it. Dr. Carl G Jung once said that "there is no such thing as a pure introvert or extrovert. Such a person would be in the lunatic asylum." Prof Yuval N Harari said that we live in a shared imagination. Humans are the only ones who live a double life, an objective and a subjective life. A shared imagination. And this imagination is shared by many people. That's how we understand language and ideas. If I say "marriage", you can understand what it means because you and I share the social meaning, idea and imagination of marriage.

I cannot answer your question because I don't know the answer. Whatever someone says won't make sense unless the answer comes from inside.

I have similar questions as yours: Why do I want to talk to someone else? Who is it that I'm talking to? Why do I have the urge to tell someone my thoughts? What will I feel after I speak? What kind of reactions do I want from someone? What if that someone reacts differently opposite to my expectations? Etc.

Survival:

I think we cannot survive on our own. It started the moment we were born, someone else was taking care of us. Physical needs are dependent on others.

Think, think, think...

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Do do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul.

Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body.

Gospel of Matthew

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PLANETS IN THE 8TH HOUSE

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The 8th house represents s€x, taboos, death, resurrection, and other people's possessions.

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Sun in the 8th

creative, able to see the bigger picture, will focus on what others posses and how to administer their resources, may think fate sends them hidden messages, always wanting to make changes to become better.

Moon in the 8th

cannot find their peace romantically, always searching for other partners in bed, emotionally unstable, loves cuddles, may have a strong need to connect with others but difficulty doing so.

Mercury in the 8th

Naturally drawn to deep, intense, and sometimes mysterious topics. Interests in psychology, secrets, or taboo subjects. Understands what's going on beneath the surface, good at uncovering hidden truths. Your conversations often touch on deeper emotions and complex issues.

Venus in the 8th

Deep emotional connections and bonds, finds beauty in the mysteries of life, sharing secrets with partners, transformative love life.

Mars in the 8th

Intensity, transformation, power dynamics, exploring inner depths, facing fears, profound changes. Strong drive for intimacy, desire to conquer changes head on.

Jupiter in the 8th

Growth, expansion, and optimism in areas related to 8th house. Blessings and opportunities through inheritances, investments, or partnerships. Deep interest in philosophy, spirituality, or psychology.

Saturn in the 8th

Serious and disciplined approach to areas like shared resources, intimacy, and transformation. May indicate challenges related to these areas, but can bring wisdom and maturity through facing and overcoming them.

Uranus in the 8th

Unexpected changes/surprises, and a need for freedom in 8th house themes. May indicate unconventional approaches to these areas and a desire for independence especially in finance and deep connections with people.

Neptune in the 8th

Strong imagination, intuition, and sensitivity in 8th house themes. Desire for spiritual connection, idealistic, a need to be aware of potential deception or illusions in matters of joint finance, inheritance, or deep emotional connections.

Pluto in the 8th

Undergoing significant personal growth and transformation through relationships, particularly in intimacy. Strong need for control.

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Dependency may appear to be love because it is a force that causes people to fiercely attach themselves to one another. But in actuality it is not love; it is a form of antilove. It seeks to receive rather than to give. It nourishes infantilism rather than growth. It works to trap and constrict rather than to liberate. Ultimately it destroys rather than builds relationships, and it destroys rather than builds people.

The Road Less Traveled

M. Scott Peck

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BRO ARE U DELETING YOUR POST? WHATT THE FUCK

I am not deleting posts. For some reason, the links on my master-post are not working anymore. I have messaged tumblr and they've replied it is a bug and now it's their turn to fix it, let's see what happens next.

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do u think some people are cursed to not having their plans and ambitions solely go their way if they didn't became a 24/7 devotee of god. i feel like im one of those people who can't get anything done even through hardwork unless im begging and praying to god for it (even so, it doesn't turn out to be worth it). i feel so jealous of people who could care less about god, they're always the ones more successful and confident. im going insaneeeeee

I'm not sure. But your thoughts remind me of my own past when I used to think that the most religious people were also most successful. As if they were rewarded for their practice and rituals.

If not God, person believes in some other idea or image. I couldn't bring myself to believe in God, but eventually I started believing in psyche and devote myself to studying the psyche.

Hopefully your confusion is a sign you will find your answer someday. Not all those who wander are lost.

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What aesthetic do you like

Like so, but I don't do these aesthetics in daily life

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Unfulfilled Desires?

One of the biggest lessons I learned as an adult was the reality of unfulfilled desires. It was something that I'd never dreamt as a possibility. I thought that if you feel it deeply and work towards it, your desires will come true. Or just living in the future will make the desire happen. Or feeling it all over your body and your intuition and seeing coincidences is proof that your desires will come true. Unfulfilled desires are like empty buckets, they may be filled someday so the wait keeps perpetuating.

Despite knowing people in external world who lived with unfulfilled desires, unreached potential and unaccomplished goals, I, for some reasons, thought that I was exceptional and different. I do not mean to say that one must live in misery, frustration and depression all the time. Some door opens when others are closed..

What I mean is that this concrete reality of 'unfulfilled desires' is something we don't talk much about. Sometimes it feels like the unfulfilled desires are socially silenced to the extent that a person buries and curls themselves up into a symbolic ball. So that nobody can see their unfulfilled desires and aspirations, and consequently gaze at their vulnerability aka emotional nakedness.

But maybe if we talk about it... Or perhaps it's better if we don't?

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When you fall to rock bottom...

For the first few months or years, it will feel like a very lonely place.

Nobody else is there with you, for you and like you. Everyone else is doing better, living a correct life and doing things you desire to do. It may seem like others are a little too happy, unusually happier, perhaps your failure gives them another reason to be happy.

With passing time, you may stop crying and look around yourself:

And what you see is that there are many others in many shapes and forms living a life of rock bottom day after day. You were not actually lonely, if once you raise your head and look around...

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What are your interests ? Movie , foods , HOBBIES , anything u like a lot , how do you spent your free time ?

Hello, I'm blushing to see your question because there is nothing much to share. My personality is transformative:

So my hobbies and interests have changed many times. My most favourite hobby was dancing.

Now I do journaling, read something about psychoanalysis, watch YouTube in free time. I don't have much inclination in music and movies although they are full of archetypes so it helps to see how they churn and influence my emotions and thoughts.

How about you? Which activities do you feel like you're pulled towards? 😊

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Emotional turmoil that feels like motion sickness

Have you ever done something against your conscience? For eg, cheated someone who believed you to be honest. Have you ever done something that is supposed to give positive feelings but instead make you sick? For eg, giving a dance performance but feeling guilty and wrong about it.

Emotional turmoil is the downward spiral of negative emotions like guilt, shame, confusion, resentment. It may make one sick, physically sick like motion sickness. Motion sickness gives one nausea, dizziness, fatigue and vomiting sensations. It is something you understand with experience.

There are similarities in symptoms of emotional turmoil and motion sickness. Emotional turmoil usually happens because of internal spiritual or psychological conflicts. Whereas motion sickness happens while travelling via sea or car or airplane or swinging or when you run round and round.

"A man is ill, but the illness is nature's attempt to heal him." - Carl Jung, CW 10, Para 361

When one does not understand the nature of emotional turmoil, they resort to methods to numb or escape them. But there is so much potential in the turmoil for depth and inner realizations.

I don't want to call emotional turmoil as a tool for personal growth or self improvement or self actualization because I think that neither improvement nor actualization is lasting and permanent. The effects last for maybe 4/5 minutes and then emotions are back to the same behaviour as before.

Emotional turmoil, however, can be a tool for psychoanalysis and self inquiry.

Whenever we talk about emotions we symbolize them with water. Water is volatile, flowing and has a lot of power. Just like emotions are moving inside our body and hold a lot of power.

So, to realize that sickness is around the corner if you do certain behaviours can actually take you to a path that is more honest to your inner life: a path where you don't feel as sick anymore. Whenever you feel the sickness coming in, it is symptom that the path has to change a little or maybe a lot.

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Individuals blind to the sexual opposite within them, be they men or women, never realise that the partner they choose is chosen because he or she bears some resemblance to the anima or animus. The anger and hurt felt at the true discovery of the partner's failings is really anger and hurt directed at oneself; and this would become apparent, were one to see the dark figure within one's own unconscious impelling one into a particular relationship. Like always attracts like; rather than railing at the partner, one should take a long, close look at one's own psychic makeup.

Relating

Liz Greene

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please donate to heartstone sanctuary!!! the cows need to be tested for tuberculosis and they can't do that on the current site because of flooding. if they can't get tested they will be seized and slaughtered by the department of agriculture and they don't have much time left.

they need to raise a huge amount of money in just a short time but they have one donor who has offered €200,000 so they're much closer to their target than they were

please please share as widely as possible and donate if you can. lives literally depend on it

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"The Midheaven/10th house is the wider social reputation and image through the public eye. Pluto and the 8th House, on the other hand, is the reputation we leave behind."

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John A. Sanford, "Parenting and Your Child's Shadow"

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The unconscious is not just evil by nature, it is also the source of the highest good: not only dark but also light, not only bestial, semihuman, and demonic but superhuman, spiritual, and, in the classical sense of the word, divine.

The Practice of Psychotherapy

Carl Jung

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planets in the eighth house: 📝

last month, i ran a poll on twitter and my followers asked me to write a thread about pluto in the eighth house (8H). so i decided to make a post about every planet in the 8H:

the sun: these people can feel like they're constantly uncovering more about themselves and always going through some sort of transformation. they can really care about public judgment, but feel like they must go about life as if they are unaffected by the opinions of others. usually have a fluctuating relationship with attention

the moon: prone to bottling their emotions, but go out of their way to absorb the emotions of others. brilliant at dream magic and interpretation. they become more merciful as they experience hardship throughout their lives; compassion is very central to them. sensitive to misunderstanding and can take it personally

mercury: this placement makes for excellent actors. naturally very inquisitive and perceptive people — they have a somewhat compulsive need to understand the details of things, even if they're unimportant. can have a 'speak when spoken to' personality and are quite sensitive to body language, proxemics, etc.

venus: known to be tattoo or piercing lovers. exceptionally drawn to witchcraft and other spiritual practices. very contract-based people in the sense that they often examine things as a transaction; they don't borrow without the intention to pay back. they usually enjoy art that is disturbing or creepy to others

mars: these people can struggle with resentment and hide their anger from others to not seem explosive or uncontrolled. their appearance is often a subject of discussion or gossip due to jealousy. always develop abundant talent in what they're passionate about; they continuously seek improvement in their skills

jupiter: gifted at understanding agreements and reaching them — they are very diplomatic people. these placements particularly benefit from having an altar or praying to their spiritual guides. they have a tendency to look at all of their dreams as prophecies or messages from a divine entity

saturn: extremely selfless and humanitarian people; they can end up draining themselves because of their altruistic personality. often feel that marriage is a bit controlling or overly bureaucratic. they're regularly disappointed by elder figures and those around them with power due to their standards of maturity

uranus: have an inherent talent for capturing people's attention. though, they can have a complicated feelings about friendship and social expectations as a whole. they also have an on-and-off relationship with technology. these placements strive to make unique contributions to society and those around them

neptune: known to be smokers. particularly skilled at digging through their own emotions and understanding why they experience things the way they do. they enjoy finding meaning through suffering (much like 8H jupiters). as a consequence, they can ruminate over their sadness for a very long period of time

pluto: tend to enjoy psychology and love examining people's thought processes. pluto here can cause them to be especially private and protective over their personal lives; they really do not like feeling supervised or watched by others. have a love for thriller films and video game horror

do you have planets in your 8H ? let me know how you resonated with my interpretations !!

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