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I cant breathe lmaoooo xDDD I forgot about this clip, who the hell was he talking to??

11 year- ago Bdubs is an American Idol frfr (bonus points if he’s consumed an adult beverage or 5 💀)

i think bdubs should be allowed to say the f slur just one more time on stream as a little treat, i think he can say it one more time just for fun. then he has to put it away for ever but like one more try

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Its all my babiest of boys guys send help

It's the time of year where me and my cousins start a new minecraft server to play on and the hype of a new world has finally died down where I want to draw again.

So I drew some big mcyt and some tiny ones based of a dream I had! In my sketch style cause I wanted to do something simple.

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Ok ok hear me out... Best friend Grumbo, best friend Mean Gills, Ahasbands AU where Mumbo is a nerd who's heavily invested in the photography club and Martyn is a theatre kid. Mumbo gets to take the pictures for the school paper surrounding the school musicallll... shenanigans ensues.

This is less than something but someone see my vision...

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Some of you may not believe it but I am but a simple scarian (multi)shipper. This brings me back to my roots fr.

Jokes aside, FANTASTIC art ahh!!

Ghosts - day 4

Scars seeing things….

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Guys can we talk

Can we talk

Ok first you know what i think of him (see: simp edit i made in the first 1 1/2 hours of the chapter being dropped)

But like GAHDAMN! Ok moving on. HE SEEMS SO GENUINELY SWEET AND KIND AND AWESOME AND PRETTY BUT ALSO SASSY AND IM IN LOVE WITH HIS PERSONALITY AND HE MUST HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD DAAAAD T-T

ALSO LIKE GRIAN AND HIS SIBLINGS IM SHOOKETH AUGHUEG

IS THAT HIM TEACHING GRIAN HOW TO FLY???

GRIAN SEEING THAT HIS DAD HAD HIS HAIR SHORT AND WANTING HIS SIBLINGS TO CUT IT??? I THINK IM GOING TO CRY. “HE LOOKS LIKE A PENCIL” SOBBBINGGG AND THEN SHORT HAIRED GRIAN OH HE’S WOMDERFUL AUGHUEGUE

DERYN IS THE LOVE INTEREST OF ALL TIME IM LOSING MY MIND

Week 41: Deryn concepts + Doodles

Initially it was only the initial concepts for this drop but after the chapter dropped i have been unable to stop drawing him so sharing with the class

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Guys can we talk

Can we talk

Ok first you know what i think of him (see: simp edit i made in the first 1 1/2 hours of the chapter being dropped)

But like GAHDAMN! Ok moving on. HE SEEMS SO GENUINELY SWEET AND KIND AND AWESOME AND PRETTY BUT ALSO SASSY AND IM IN LOVE WITH HIS PERSONALITY AND HE MUST HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD DAAAAD T-T

ALSO LIKE GRIAN AND HIS SIBLINGS IM SHOOKETH AUGHUEG

IS THAT HIM TEACHING GRIAN HOW TO FLY???

GRIAN SEEING THAT HIS DAD HAD HIS HAIR SHORT AND WANTING HIS SIBLINGS TO CUT IT??? I THINK IM GOING TO CRY. “HE LOOKS LIKE A PENCIL” SOBBBINGGG AND THEN SHORT HAIRED GRIAN OH HE’S WOMDERFUL AUGHUEGUE

DERYN IS THE LOVE INTEREST OF ALL TIME IM LOSING MY MIND

Week 41: Deryn concepts + Doodles

Initially it was only the initial concepts for this drop but after the chapter dropped i have been unable to stop drawing him so sharing with the class

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Guys can we talk

Can we talk

Ok first you know what i think of him (see: simp edit i made in the first 1 1/2 hours of the chapter being dropped)

But like GAHDAMN! Ok moving on. HE SEEMS SO GENUINELY SWEET AND KIND AND AWESOME AND PRETTY BUT ALSO SASSY AND IM IN LOVE WITH HIS PERSONALITY AND HE MUST HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD DAAAAD T-T

ALSO LIKE GRIAN AND HIS SIBLINGS IM SHOOKETH AUGHUEG

IS THAT HIM TEACHING GRIAN HOW TO FLY???

GRIAN SEEING THAT HIS DAD HAD HIS HAIR SHORT AND WANTING HIS SIBLINGS TO CUT IT??? I THINK IM GOING TO CRY. “HE LOOKS LIKE A PENCIL” SOBBBINGGG AND THEN SHORT HAIRED GRIAN OH HE’S WOMDERFUL AUGHUEGUE

DERYN IS THE LOVE INTEREST OF ALL TIME IM LOSING MY MIND

Week 41: Deryn concepts + Doodles

Initially it was only the initial concepts for this drop but after the chapter dropped i have been unable to stop drawing him so sharing with the class

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XISUMA LMFAOOOOOO xD

Hey I heard you guys were giving out free hot chocolates

Xisuma: Zedaph.

Zedaph: No, okay, wait, that's not what's going on here.

Zedaph: I'm paying for hot chocolates to give to my undergrad in return for favours.

Xisuma: Wait, what? Zed... Should I actually be concerned about–?

Zedaph: NOT THOSE KINDS OF FAVOURS!

Zedaph: Like collecting printing! And lending equipment for me! Jeez X, what do you take me for?

Xisuma: I just had to make sure!

Zedaph: Unbelievable.

Zedpah: This is unbelievable and I'm off to cool down after such... heinous accusations.

Xisuma: Oh... come on, now... Zedpah!

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Tango: Do you actually pay for all those hot chocolates you give Grace?

Zedaph: Oh god, no.

Zedaph: Why do you think I took the opportunity to escape when I did?

Tango: Lol.

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AHHHHHHHHH

Im out im dead im gone

zedaph: thoughts on tango and jimmy?

Zedaph: ...

Zedaph: Mmh. Yeah. Those two...

Zedaph: I think that... at some point soon, Tango will remember that Jimmy will still need to leave at some point...

Zedaph: And I think that maybe when Jimmy books his ticket home...

Zedaph: I'll go ahead and spend some of those holiday days I've been saving up.

Zedaph: Just to make sure I'm available around the date he leaves. You know, just in case T needs me.

Zedaph: [sighs]

Zedaph: I don't think that's going to be a particularly fun week for anyone, really.

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Tango and Zedaph are my illness of choice, also Scar i cant dude T-T

To the Hcc I was wondering who all is a part of the LGBT+ community?

Cleo: I’m pan and non-binary, pretty sure Bdubs is aromantic, but he wouldn’t know the word for it.

Impulse: I’m also aro and I’m pretty sure Mumbo is ace.

Cleo: False is Bi, but isn’t really into relationships, at least for now.

Impulse: Again, I’m not certain, but I think Tango might be grey-romantic.

Cleo: That’s a point, I don’t think I’ve ever actually seen him show interest in anyone…

Impulse: Me neither, which is why I think he might be Grey.

Cleo: but not totally Aro?

Impulse: … no comment?

Impulse: I’m pretty sure he’s also *somewhere* on the ace spectrum.

Cleo: Don’t just brush over that, Impulse!

Impulse: Let’s see who else… Oh, Zed wouldn’t care what pronouns you use, but he’s not really ever labelled himself, so I guess I’d just go with vaguely gender queer for him… Maybe even agender?

Cleo: What do you know about Tango, Impulse?

Impulse: Anyway, I really should be getting back on shift.

Cleo: Oh my god, does Tango have a crush?

Cleo: Impulse, come back and talk to me!

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Scar: You know, I’ve never really thought about it? I suppose I’d consider myself Pan?

Tango: Hesitation?

Scar: [shrugs]

Scar: I’ve never really been that interested in anyone.

Tango: Apart from that girl in college. Remember in second year?

Scar: [sighs] Yeah… Bonita.

Tango: She didn’t speak English, dude.

Scar: But you did a great job at translating from Blaze!

Tango: And then you asked me to go on a date with you and she slapped you!

Scar: It was your fault for mistranslating! I meant for you to come with us on a date and translating!

Tango: Scar, my man, you asked her for a three–

Scar: I meant as a date with you translating!

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Zedaph: You knew exactly what he meant, didn’t you?

Tango: Yeah, of course. I’m fluent in Blaze and Scar. I just didn’t want to spend my entire second year translating for them.

Zedaph: Have I mentioned how much I love you?

Tango: Uh, yeah dude. We had that whole confusion in second year, remem–

Zedaph: I meant platonically!

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Joel: I'm gluten free.

Lizzie: That's not what the G stands for, Joel.

Scott: Yeah, you're not queer because you can't process gluten, Joel.

Joel: Yeah and I'm not proud about it either.

Joel: Bloody hate stupid wheat!

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Lizzie: [Looks around]

Lizzie: Keep this between us, yeah?

Lizzie: Grian came out to me about ten years ago, after we tried kissing with each other when we were like, fourteen.

Lizzie: He kissed me and pulled such a face afterwards and I was so offended, so obviously I kicked right off about it, of course, and then he said that it's had nothing to do with me.

Lizzie: And that's when he told me that he was actually gay.

Lizzie: He seemed really embarrassed about it and I don't think he's ever openly spoke about it since. I don't even know if he's mentioned it to Jimmy.

Lizzie: But I did have this little bracelet making phase and I didn't want him to make him a rainbow bracelet cause it felt too obvious, so I looked up the flag for gay men and made him a blue and white one instead.

Lizzie: He wore it for a good couple years after, too.

Lizzie: To be honest, Scott might know, cause he's pretty brushed up on these things, so he probably recognised it.

Lizzie: But yeah, he won't talk about it and I'm not sure how proud he is exactly, but... you know what?

Lizzie: I'm proud of him.

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I have been giggling at bdubs for far over a minute and a half.

Hello my fave coffee shop team, I was wondering if any of you are neurodivergent and wanted to share any experiences you had? :)

Scar: Oh, well, I'm dyslexic and dyspraxic, but we didn't really know about the dyspraxia until a lot later on...

Scar: It's funny, not a lot of people know about dyspraxia as well as they do dyslexia, but it's just as impacting.

Grian: What is that?

Scar: Dyspraxia? It's like... motor co-ordination and stuff, I think.

Grian: [Snorts]

Grian: You think?

Scar: Look at me, Grian, do I look like an expert here?

Grian: ...

Scar: How dare you.

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Cleo: I'm autistic, but I wouldn't say I have any experiences to share exactly?

Cleo: Something's going on with Bdubs, but who can really say, honestly.

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False: I guess I can get a little anxious at times.

False: I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was at school, to be fair, so.

False: I guess it would be fair to say I do have anxiety. Hm.

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Mumbo: Yeah, nope, token neurotypical, I guess.

Scar: Pfffftttt

Scar: Okay, Mumbo.

Mumbo: What?

Scar: What do you mean what? I've seen you iron your socks, Mumbo.

Mumbo: So???

Scar: ...

Mumbo: Scar!

Impulse: I think he's saying you might be a little autistic, buddy.

Mumbo: What, because I iron my socks? Because I like it when my socks feel nice and crisp?

Mumbo: What and I guess it's autistic to iron your underwear, is it?

Impulse: Well, no...

Scar: Yes.

Mumbo: You guys suck.

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Bdubs: I am a perfect human specimen.

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Holy Mother of Pearl O.O

Or… Holy Father of Joel

Joel’s dad is fine asf

what joel are we talking about. are you talking about joel smallishbeans???? ur coming into my inbox to tell me you're a joelbeans dilf chaser?????

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*I’LL LET THE WORLLD BURNNN*

as if forcing its users to send photos of ID to confirm we're not children, youtube is pulling this insane shit:

go blow this shit up, seems to be because it's from a country where the currency conversion rate is super inflated, and youtube just pockets the majority of the money

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How many times can i reblog this before it gets annoying

OMG WHY ARE THEY SO GORGEOUS?!?!?!?!?

And who do we choose? I love rendoc but TReEBARKKKK T-T the question is really do we like ren as a top or a bottom 💀

Perspective practice but it's just Doc and Martyn glaring at eachother

(The funny thing is, i actually drew this before the recent rendoc vs treebark thing even began... the idea of the two of them fighting over Ren is just endlessly entertaining to me. You know they would be playing some of the crazyest mind-games known to man)

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Season ten is ending at the end of the month!

(I say like i havent been crying for ten minutes)

This has been a fantastic season.. what was your favorite moment?

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I

Am

so

In

Love

Can we know all the children of deryn?

in order Deryn Grian Alexa Cass Jay

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IVE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR YEAAARS (but not so eloquently :P)

like

We can have our etho ships. god knows i love boat boys. My brother would want me to say gemtho right now. We can love our bdubs ships… homewreckers is objectively an a tier and im a shortgrass fan xD

But (besides shadowbeans) name a realer ship than ethubs T-T Dont ship the cc’s guys. All im saying is that.. when all you need to write an angsty fanfic is to quote the original content verbatim, there’s something going on T-T You dont need to ooc them at ALL T-T

They are so special to me and so real like what T-T

bdubs proclaiming "he loves me, he cares." bdubs naming one of his double life episodes "etho is taking care of me." bdubs asking, "who's going to take care of me now that he's gone?" at etho's funeral. all of the ways etho does care for him: getting him the extra life in last life, giving him sugarcane in double life even though they weren't allied, killing bigb for him. the grians of the world only see the etho that prioritizes himself: the way etho abandoned bdubs in last life, the way etho antagonized bdubs in double life, the way etho went behind bdubs' back in past life-- and think that means etho doesn't care at all. but for bdubs, the trees are more important than the forest