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did you know if you stuff your cunt full enough, you can’t pee no matter how hard you try? tested it out today with a long hold, and then sat on my knotted dildo and tried to let my full bladder finally escape. i felt the tingling, the relief of finally being able to let it all go, and i felt the piss preparing to spray out, and then… nothing. nothing came out. the tingling just stayed there, on the edge, for many long seconds, before petering out. so i tried it again, and just when relief felt like it was in my hands, it was all gonna flow out - nothing happened. the sensation is indescribable, and sooo pleasurable, to be on the verge of letting loose, the relief of it all, the tingling between my legs, and then to be denied that sweet release. so frustrating and so so hot. honestly, it’s as good if not better than edging :3

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Letting him eat you out even though you really have to piss, feeling his tongue flick across your urethra, each one making it quiver.

It slowly gets harder and harder to stay in control, starting to dribble every now and then. Now you're begging him to let you go, saying that you don't want to make a mess despite feeling that tension building deep in your core, your thighs shaking. You start to get up, but he just pins your legs back, doubling down on his efforts like it's the last thing he'll ever do, and all you can do is squirm and whine helplessly.

Soon enough, another spurt escapes, and he keeps going, looking up at you with pure lust as he deliberately flicks his tongue just the right way to draw another out. You beg and protest one last time as you think you're about to lose it, but instead, a powerful orgasm rips through your whole body.

As soon as the waves subside, the urge intensifies tenfold, and you can no longer hold back. All that can be heard are your whines and moans, and the hiss of your stream splashing on the bed and his face, completely soaking the sheets.

Looks like there's gonna be a lot of laundry to do tonight...

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your bladder must be aching, being that full. are you sure you can still hold it? you're squirming so much. i can even see it sticking out. i wonder if i can even feel it if i give it a nice big push. is it getting harder and harder to hold it back? it would be relieving to let it all go, feel it flow down your legs, feeling the warmth spread between your legs too, feel that pressure lighten. it would feel good. better not think of waterfalls then. rushing and flowing and gushing. keep squirming. maybe the bathroom will open up soon. wouldn't want to relieve yourself yet, hm? you can keep holding it. just don't think too much about full you are or how you can feel it pushing to get out. just relax and ignore that fullness, that sloshing, that throbbing. don't think about it.

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omg nail painting omo!! you can’t pull down your pants bc you’ll mess up the paint so you’re forced to just suffer

doing it with a friend would be even worse, you’re complaining about how you have to go but “i’m almost done just let it dry.” or them making fun of you for having such a weak bladder

maybe they finally relent and help you by pulling your pants down and rubbing your thighs while you’re finally able to relieve yourself

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internet show me people wearing suits. show me people wearing suits on the verge of wetting themselves and trying very hard to hide it. show me them doing anything in their power to prevent their subordinates from seeing them like this. show me them breathing heavy and sweating and stiffly shifting around and choking on their words and making excuses to leave this conversation with as straight of a face as they can manage so they can awkwardly half speed-walk half hobble to the nearest unoccupied bathroom. show me them frantically undoing their pants as soon as they’re out sight. show me the look of bliss breaching the embarrassment when they can finally go. show me the wet patch in their underwear that they pretend to themself is sweat but the audience knows is not. show me them washing their hands and splashing water on their flushed face and fixing their hair and fixing their suit and leaving the bathroom looking visibly more put together than how they entered.

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what if i hypnotized you to connect your cock to your bladder

when your bladder is completely empty, you're fully soft. when you feel the first twinges of needing to pee, the blood begins to rush to your genitals. your cock starts to feel a bit heavier and makes a slight bulge against your pants. as your bladder fills, your cock continues to harden. by the time you would normally use the bathroom, you're half-hard and strangers are stealing glances at your pants tent. but here's the catch: if you want to pee, you're going to have to cum first.

if you go to the bathroom now, you'll stand in front of the toilet coaxing your cock to full hardness and stroking yourself until you manage to make yourself come. doesn't matter if you're in public– if you want to empty your bladder, you're going to have to masturbate and hope no one notices you pleasuring yourself in a public place. but look out: as soon as your cock finishes shooting cum, it'll start leaking piss, and your bladder will drain until it's fully empty whether you like it or not.

of course, if you don't want to masturbate in public like that, you can choose to hold it as you make your way back home. but the fuller your bladder gets and the more desperate you become, the harder your cock will get. when you start to feel the need to squirm or shift in place to hold it, your cock is fully hard and straining against your pants, the strangers that pass you by are scandalized by the obscenity. the tip of your penis rubs against your pants with every step you take, coaxing out drops of precum. but be careful not to have an orgasm, or you'll start uncontrollably peeing!

your cock throbs as your desperation reaches new heights on your journey back home. since you haven't cum yet, not a drop of pee leaks out of you– everything is locked inside until you orgasm, both types of release tied together, so no way to let off any of the pressure. you fan your legs, hunch over, and even grab your penis like a child, all the while your cock is unbearably hard and swollen, aching nearly to the point of pain. you're overwhelmed by the sensations of approaching both an accident and an orgasm.

you squirm and pant as your pleasure and need to pee start to crest. you feel your balls tighten and your bladder quiver, full to bursting but unable to release until you release your cum. you feel your bladder contract and grip your penis tight, managing to hold back the flood for a few more seconds. your your bladder contracts again, and you think you're about to wet yourself, but instead, you start to cum. your cock starts to helplessly shoot cum without any stimulation other than the friction of your pants and the desperate grip of your hands, kicking and throbbing in your pants in a humiliating explosion of pleasure. as soon as your orgasm starts to fade, your cock still fully hard, you feel your bladder drop and release. a rushing torrent of pee floods out of your still-twitching, still-throbbing cock, your crotch drenched with cum and pee. you pee uncontrollably until you're completely empty, the last few spurts trickling pathetically out of your softening penis.

you could try begging me to reverse the hypnosis, but do you really want to?

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when a character stands up to pee but they're wearing a longer jacket or a poofy hoodie, maybe something skirt/dress-like, and they have to lift the fabric so it won't get peed on, and it bunches up a lot

yes, this is an art thing

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Shy omo things

Characters who are too shy to ask to leave so they can relieve themselves.

Characters fighting the urge to fidget because everyone around them will know what's going on so they have to fight the urge to squirm or hold themselves.

Blushing profusely when someone asks them if they're okay.

Wanting to tell someone but being afraid of being mocked or laughed at.

Normally not shy at all characters being extremely bladder shy.

Being caught holding themselves and having to admit that they're about to pee themselves.

Repeatedly denying that they need to pee even though it's obvious to everyone around them.

Not being able to pee when anyone else is around.

A character having to ask for help because they can't release their bladder no matter what they do.

A character tearing up when they finally admit they need to pee because they know they waited too long.

Trying to hide the wet spot on their pants while trying to find somewhere private to pee.

A shy character suddenly not being afraid to show how desperate they are when their need gets too bad.

A shy character making it to the bathroom but now they have a giant wet spot on their crotch that they can't hide.

"I didn't even know you needed to pee".

A character stuck in traffic while they're desperate but they don't want to say anything because there's nowhere to go.

Apologizing to everyone who witnessed the accident while they're still peeing.

Still being embarrassed even after they made it to the bathroom because everyone saw them squirming.

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characters who "dont wet".

and by that i mean characters who always have enough bladder control that even when they are past their limit and urine is slowly dribbling down their legs, thats all it ever is. no forceful wetting, no "loss of control", not completely. just leaking every few minutes until they can hold it again. sometimes big leaks that immediately give them away (or dont, but now they cant move without being caught so), throwing those around them into a panic; sometimes smaller leaks that are easier to hide in terms of damage, but so much harder in terms of the strain it puts on their bladder to only let out so little

and it really is something special, because it can get to a point where their pants are notably soaked to the hems, maybe even a small puddle or two depending on if theyve been walking around, and theyre still squirming like mad, or trying not to, because this is damage that happened over the course of nearly an hour or more.

eventually if theyre with people someones gonna ask why they dont just give up already, theyve already fully wet themselves in terms of damage, and doing it this way is really doing nothing but causing way more damage than necessary. because at this point even if they wanted to hide it still - i mean, it is horribly embarrasing to consistently wet yourself over the span of an hour (or more) i think - its painfully obvious every time they leak, their clothes too soaked to absorb it quick enough, unavoidably leading to small-to-incredibly-messy puddles each time.

whether theyre able to answer the person or just stutter and get out not much more than "i dont know", they cant bring themselves to intentionally stop holding, despite the risks, and the only way to fully empty their bladder not at a toilet would be to intentionally choose to wet. so they keep "holding".

from here it will go one of two ways, either they finally get access to a bathroom, where they will likely suffer latch-key incontinence and finally fully lose control on the way from the door to the toilet, likely not able to do anything but maybe sit down to try to minimize mess, otherwise just staring as urine re-soaks their pants and gathers on the floor underneath them (and its obvious they re-wet, so they cant pretend they made it, potentially leading to comments from someone about why they bothered so hard just to not make it anyway, to their utter embarrassment). or they dont find a bathroom, and theres nothing they can do but keep trying to hold it.

now i know from experience that around this point you really do start to feel sick, but its in an exhilaratingly horrible way. your body starts to fight itself to the point where it actually changes your thought pattern. and not in the typical "ohmygodohmygodineedtopee" type of way that some people arent susceptible to, but in a strange way where the most logical thing in existence at that moment is that they should not be holding their pee, regardless of location, as if societal standards didnt exist, as if it truly didnt matter where they peed or what they were wearing when they did it. the way their bladder is so confused it cant do much but dully ache, no longer sharp or threatening leaks, but still the most pressing thing on their mind.

their bladder will actually shut their brain down, reverting them to basic instinct, and theres a good chance at some point their bladder will contract, and the only thing they can physically do is not only just let it out, but actively push it out as hard as they can, and if they could think it would feel intentional, the way their muscles are locked forcefully contracting as if almost by choice, completely negating the previous struggle of eventually regaining control; but they arent thinking, and that choice is more "dont die" than it is "wet myself".

obviously, its messy. its messy and its sudden, as they likely started to go despondent as the sickly feeling hit. its sudden, and its messy, and its loud. theyre not only just wetting themself, but pushing as if the urine was burning their bladder, and they have to get it out (not too far from the truth). trying not only to get out every last drop, but to get out the last drop as soon as possible. and there isnt any relief until a good minute or so after they finish, so theyre wetting with that full force, as if their bladder were still full, the entire time - which is likely a good minute or two, as despite everything theyve lost until now, their bladder was still mostly full - until it suddenly cuts off. it will get everywhere, and itll have everyones attention, and then itll be silent, aside from the light pattering of stray urine that hasnt yet reached the floor.

the most common response would likely be speechlessness, people arent used to bladders that can cause that much of an issue, even incontinent people usually just wet and get it over with.

and the wetters brain will only kick back on after theyre empty, though still in an almost daze of all the sensations and emotions. theyve been sitting in their slowly growing shame for at least an hour at this point so the social repercussions arent really hitting them (though they definitely will as the adrenaline drops), and theyre mostly focused on the stressful feeling of knowing that this must be horribly unhealthy, to end up feeling that way, and to just be primarily aware of the fact that they just totally pissed themself; more than they are anything that means, aside from that theyre soaked.

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i know this has been said before but can we really go in depth on this

characters who are so incredibly skilled at pretending they dont have to pee that no one has any idea until they are suddenly wetting

characters who are actually almost painfully perceptive, but even they are shocked into silence as their friend just randomly starts peeing like its cool

and of course its only sudden to everyone else, poor victim themself has actually spent the past hour at least, if not more, doing everything they can to not flood themselves on the spot, but not anything that could give them away even slightly, so the desperation felt would be crazy extreme

they would probably start slowly leaking at some point, as they arent doing anything (except for mostly futile muscle clenching) physical to help them hold at all, and at that point theyll probably switch from trying to properly hold it, to just trying to be discreet about it. trying to hide any growing wet spots, trying not to go despondent and stay engaged so that people dont catch on, literally holding conversations as urine slowly runs down their legs and not really doing anything to stop it, but just trying to keep it slow and quiet, and above anything else, keep any clues of whats happening out of their expression and body language.

maybe they manage to be discreet the whole time, and no one ever even finds out what happened right in front of them.

or they manage to wet discreetly, but completely throw everyone off at a slightly later point, when someone suddenly notices their soaked pants, and cannot recall the last time any of them interacted with any liquids that could have potentially spilled, so they inquire. and now the victim can either come up with some poor excuse that maybe people probably dont believe, or they just come clean, rather sheepishly despite their nonchalant demeanor about it, that they did, in fact, piss themself, and it was actually a few minutes ago that it even happened

or they manage to kinda hold on despite leaking, enough to stretch their bladder to its proper limit, leading them to have a very noticeable, rather loud accident. maybe for some reason everyones attention was already on them, for something simple, like being asked if they want to order a drink or stuff like that, but they can no longer keep up the act, starting with just a long nervous pause, no one else able to figure out why the question asked poses such a conundrum to them.

after a long-ish moment, the victim would mutter out something, maybe an apology, maybe just weak noises of defeat, as the floodgates finally break, and they start wetting forcefully and messily.

theres something about more public wettings, especially if not even slightly anticipated, that is just the most thrilling. it can get to be so humiliating that it makes even me, as an omo enthusiast, cringe with embarrassment. but its the fact that, no matter how much anybody cringes, there is nothing that that person can do to stop what is happening. it is their reality and they have to deal with it as it is, even when its so humiliating it feels stupid

and you know that this kind of accident would be at the peak of max embarrassment, it doesnt matter if the people around them are understanding or mocking or what, the sudden attention on the one thing theyd been trying to avoid will send their brain over the edge of functioning, and the best they can do is just hide their face and wait for someone else to do something

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helpful people are so 🥺🥺

when they spend so much time helping others they dont even realize theyve been ignoring themselves until theyre halfway through a task and cant focus anymore because they really need to pee, but they cant step away, so theyre just desperately trying to fumble to the end of what theyre doing

maybe theyre trying to be discreet about it, or maybe theyre potty-dancing in place like a madman whenever they get a chance to stand still, either way they brush off any comments that might be made by anyone else, insisting that it doesnt matter because they cant step away

they are moments away from finishing said task, at this point just thinking about booking it to the nearest restroom, when someone unaware of the situation comes in, and asks them to help with something else when theyre done with that

maybe theyre so jumbled they agree without realizing, or maybe theyre peeshy or something, so they cant find a reason to say no, despite being near wetting themself, but they end up getting stuck in this new task, unable to convince themselves to not be helpful, if even for a quick 3 minute bathroom break

theyre surprisingly composed at this point, sheer willpower and drive the only thing holding anything at bay, but despite managing to achieve the task before them, theyre a visual wreck.

shaking, trembling, squirming, clenching their thighs, squeezing their fists; theyre barely even potty dancing at this point because the movements would be too harsh on their bladder. its clear to anyone, if theyre paying attention, what the issue is

at this point maybe someone is nice enough to finally help them, and offers to take over for them, with a sympathetic smile

the idea that maybe someone else could be doing this suddenly rackets around their brain, and they just kinda stand in embarrassed shock, staring at the other person, and fumbling for words. that is, until their painfully full bladder spasms, reminding them of just how bad they need to go with a small leak, and they scramble into action, a mix of thanking and apologizing to the other person, as they put whatever theyre holding down somewhere (or give it to the other person), and bolt off without waiting for another response

of course, at this point, theyre past their limit, managing their way into the bathroom, but not getting much further than locking the door before the dam starts to break. a small but steady stream starts its way down their legs, but they continue on, undeterred, towards the toilet; although they forgo even attempting to remove their clothes, in lieu of dropping unceremoniously onto the toilet as their accident increases in intensity, still pouring down their legs onto the floor, despite their best efforts

...at least some of it made it into the toilet.

or maybe nobody offers to help them and they end up wetting themselves completely in the middle of what they had been doing, having to just stop and helplessly watch as their overstrained bladder finally relaxes, all over themself and the floor.

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You've admired your alien girlfriend's growing belly for weeks and now it's time for her to lay her eggs. Inside you.

You get comfy on the bed and she makes her ovipositor emerge. She carefully pushes it inside you and thrusts until she makes you come. Only after you come does she latch onto your cervix and begin to dilate it. You gasp at the strange sensation. "Shhh, just relax. That's it, such a good little human," she coos as she pushes the first egg into your womb. As she lays another, she begins playing with your clit. "The pleasure makes your body more receptive," she says and you have no complaints. You lose track of how many orgasms she wrings out of you and how many eggs she lays. The two of you remain locked together for hours. By the time she's done, your belly is the one that's round and heavy with her clutch. "It's a big one this time," she comments. "You'll keep these nice and warm for me, won't you?"

All you can manage is a blissed out smile.

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trans girl who can’t get pregnant and is dysphoric about it whimpering as a massive dragon ovipositor slides into her and starts filling her with an absolutely massive clutch

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Bulge pics from earlier :)

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Men.

Men holding their piss.

Men holding it discreetly, trying not to let others know how badly they have to go.

Men subtly squirming, shifting from foot to foot, bouncing on their heels.

Men stumbling over their words while whoever they’re talking to notices they how tense they look.

Men thinking they’re being really discreet, but it’s actually incredibly obvious to anyone around them that they’re struggling to hold it together…

I love male omo <3

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I need vampire piss soooooo badly. I need a vampire who’s so bloodthirsty and lustful that he can’t resist gorging on my blood, only this time as he straddles me and slurps and whines thirstily, as the bloodlust fades he realises he’s overdone it. …And a little known fact about vampire physiology is that whilst excess waste blood needs to be released from the body—much like mortal urination—the need comes on much faster and the resulting release much heavier than that of their mortal counterparts.

So shortly after that vampire has drained me of blood, greedily wiping the drooling crimson from around his mouth, I need to dazedly come around to hear him gasp. An almost imperceptible, vulnerable little noise. He is not used to this feeling. Vulnerability. Fullness that isn’t satiety. His legs clench around me. The need punches right into his undead guts. He rocks forward, borderline grinding into me, wheezing out a noise of discomfort.

I need to grin lazily and tease this little vampire. For the pain etched onto his face. For the way his legs, locked onto me, tremble. For the way his cock drools as he subconsciously grinds—is he turned on or leaking? What’s that? Aw, about to have an accident? Can he really not hold it? Why, it was ever so silly of him to gorge on me then, was it not?

I need to hear him whimper needily and pitifully, not used to having the tables turned. To lift up his robes and admire the way his so-pale-it’s-translucent skin bulges, stretched to capacity, so full.

I need to hear the moan ripped from his throat as he loses big blurts, again and again.

And if he managed to stagger off of me? Stumble to the bathroom? I need him to lose control with a cry… to watch as his trembling form sinks; as his bladder pours out, piss pounding against the floor. One hand on the doorframe, the other buried in sodden, heavy robes.

Because as we all know… a vampire needs permission to enter new spaces.

And he certainly won’t get it from me.

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Not gonna go into detail but I’ve finally gotten some health/mental health stuff figured out and my insatiable love for omo is back in full force! Long story short, I couldn’t focus long enough to enjoy holding, which sucked. To celebrate here’s a list (in no particular order) of sensations that I haven’t enjoyed in a few months and THOROUGHLY FUCKING ENJOYED yesterday 🤭

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- When you can feel the first signs of fullness, like a warm tingle just above your pubic bone. A light press or a gentle trailing of your fingers sends butterflies all the way to the soles of your feet.

- When you set a fifteen minutes timer on repeat to remind you to drink 8oz of water (except, you get to “celebrate” at the top of every hour with juice, soda, or kombucha) and you KNOW you would be able to hold it all so you start to think of nothing else—eventually, you’re going to have to pee… how’s that gonna end up? In your pants? What pants? What underwear? Where will you be? What will you be doing? Do you want to enjoy it or do you want to feel ashamed? Either way, you’re going to have to pee, so you better start thinking.

- When you pretend to get up and use the toilet every time you feel the urge to pee. You don’t ACTUALLY get to use the toilet of course. No, you do, however, have to sit on the toilet, maybe wipe yourself to make your body feel even more desperate to pee—then you just have to sit there and not pee. It doesn’t matter if you have your pants pulled up or down, getting up and walking to the bathroom because you need to pee and then intentionally not peeing gets really frustrating by the third time in any given hour. And don’t forget to flush and wash your hands! Especially if others are home: we wouldn’t want anyone asking questions about what did or didn’t happen in the bathroom. Plus, don’t you want to caress your nice, warm, wet hands while your bladder is slowly stretching to capacity? 😘

- Mmmmmmm, and then, eventually, the potty dance. I’m convinced that potty dances are just like any other dance. They evolve from one basic movement and any variation from that movement risks losing connection with your body. Maybe you start with the subtle little left-right wiggle of your hips. It might be slow, it might be a little more hurried. Either way, the repetition quenches your bodies need to feel movement. It WANTS to move all the pee you’ve been collecting in your now slightly bulging bladder but you try to satiate it with your cute little dancing. But the repetition: left… right… left… right… left… it’s blissful until it’s not enough. Then your movements become more exaggerated—basic back and forth won’t cut it any longer. You start to feel your first panic moments. Sudden rushes of desperation cause the sphincter at the base of your bladder and all the small, interconnected stabilizing muscles to start to scream for release. But they’re small little muscles, so you don’t feel them as screams. No, you feel them as the sudden, seemingly-out-of-nowhere, “oh fuck did I just leak???” type of moments. You can’t feel exactly what muscle, what part of that delicate and oh-so-sensitive area finally gave in, but now every other part has to overcompensate for that failure. If you don’t do something more drastic it feels like your whole bladder is just going to burst from your urethra like a water balloon that you never take off the end of the hose. It just fills until the bottom blows out.

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Alright, that’s good for now. I’ve got shjt to do today, but there might be more of this type of recounting throughout today. New adventures await me ☺️