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the past year and a half had beat me down in a way ive never felt before. the state of the world just keeps getting worse and fucking worse. people are getting more and more evil and uncaring. Every Single Day theres just another handful of fucking horrific events that i just have to sit in my shitty mouldy house and watch happen i am so miserable and isolated it really never gets better any hope id felt at any point is completely squashed
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god im gonna eat the fuck out of this lasagna then jerk off like ive been possessed
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being the friend no one gives a fuck about is soooo mmmmmmmm yuuummmmmmmmm coooooollllll
#selfharm urges unbearable#friend who ssid they would message about helping me out then ghosted me still hasnt talked to me at all#just feels like everyone puts in more effort for everyone else and none for me#what do i keep doing wrong lol#i wish i was dead
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love to reach out for help to be ghosted guess ill kill myself
#not to be dramatic ir anything#but saying youll message about it only not to message makes me want to die
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what is it about hanging out with my friends that makes me spend the nxt 4-7 business days wanting to sh and also fucking die
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If this bench marks my coat, I鈥檓 going to send you the cleaning bill.
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not to be a dramatic bpd loser or anything tho lol
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trying to make plans w my friends bc its the anniversary of my grandas passing and im an insane person but lately its felt no one gives a fuck about me and i should just kms hehe
#actually want to smash my head off a wall#getting some ya maybes the day before to just get radio silence day#trying not to be insane but who i am as a person makes that hard#me when i build another friend group just to feel like everyone likes each other more than they like me and then i slowly get phased out#sh calling like the green goblin mask
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recreational testosterone has got to be my favourite drug
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Johanna Hezenkoss
Oh, the professor and I have known each other for ages. But only one of us realized the Watchers are no place for a mage with ambition.
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Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
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The Garden of Death, after Hugo Simberg
little homage to Simberg with Emmrich, Manfred and my Ingellvar :3 i started out intending to make this a stylistic pastiche as well but it did NOT work out., however im very happy with how it ended up looking like in my style! :)

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